never ending love

(28)

2017.11.17

we broke up.

2017.11.18

Oh

It turns out I was green

2017.11.19

how funny i am

(29)

2017.12.08

It's Friday and she hasn't come to see me this week

I might,

Just kinda want her to tell me something to my face

at least say sorry face to face

She abused those words on chat

I don't feel she's really sorry

I kind of thought about the so-called possibility of starting over with her.

If so, I probably have the courage to do it all over again

Thinking about it, I don't think it can be summed up by a cheap word.

I miss her, she didn't come to me

【Daily comparison】

In the first two weeks, I was a bit unable to eat, and I lost a few pounds

But one day when I think about this, I feel that there is no reason why I can’t hurt myself like this

So this week I have a good appetite and a good mood

It's just that the state is still not as good as I want. When I am in class and homework

I thought it was pretty good

Until today, the results of a quiz were reported

- very bad

——I found myself thinking of her again

So this is an internal injury, it quietly eroded me completely, and it is not easy to be detected