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Yu Xiaobu fell on the bed with a stomach full of fried chicken and Coke, and Duanmu with a stomach full of fried chicken and beer.

Yes, Yu Xiaobu finally got the chance to fall on Duanmu's big bed.Because, Duanmu said, there is no other meaning, just need to follow Xiaobu's breathing rhythm.

Yu Xiaobu never knew that his breathing could have such a remarkable function.The result is that the breathing rhythm is very chaotic due to excitement, fast and slow.Not only can't bring Duanmu to sleep, even she can't fall asleep herself.

However, none of this mattered, Duanmu did not worry about insomnia as usual, but let himself lie in the dark.She no longer tried to catch Yu Xiaobu's breathing rhythm, but followed her own body and slowly fell into sleep.

It was already the next morning when Duanmu received He Ren's WeChat.Still pictures, still He Ren's medical notes.It was He Ren's note from yesterday, and it was also the last one.

He Ren's description is gentle and calm, without sensationalism or exaggeration, so it seems extraordinarily sincere.She wrote about her mental journey, her feelings, and her deep apology to Duanmu.

The last part, He Ren wrote to Duanmuqian.She quoted Duanmu once said, "If someone has to be responsible for Wenxin's death, then her death can be avoided. It means that we have denied the impermanence of life."

"The fact is not entirely true. I blamed Dr. Duanmu in order to cover up the truth and my guilt, because that night, Wenxin had an accident on the way home after a secret date with me."

"However, at this moment, I will no longer be entangled in the ins and outs of this incident. I accept Dr. Duanmu's point of view on the impermanence of life, and finally understand that my anger comes from the real fear in my heart, the ultimate fear of impermanence and death."

"We can only let go of the resentment and self-blame in our hearts, heal the harm caused by this tragedy, look directly at the cowardice in our hearts, live a good life, and don't let this life down."

In the end, He Ren still wrote Mu Xin's sentence in green ink: "I sincerely feel that everything in the world can be forgiven, but I don't know who to forgive."

After reading He Ren's notes, Duanmu locked the phone screen.Get up lightly, go to the kitchen to make breakfast.

On the bed, Yu Xiaobu was still sleeping soundly with one leg on the quilt.

Duanmu and Yu Xiaobu made an appointment for a movie and dinner. This time, Duanmu chose the movie and Yu Xiaobu chose the restaurant.Oddly enough, she chose an Italian restaurant.

In fact, it is not surprising, because Duanmu chose an Italian movie, so Yu Xiaobu chose an Italian restaurant.

The weather was cool, and the two of them chose an outdoor table to sit down.

Duanmuqian ordered a glass of Italian sparkling wine for herself.Yu Xiaobu made a lot of progress and brought herself a bottle of sparkling water, at least she didn't always have to drink sweet water.She has been with Duanmu for a long time, and she feels more and more that liking sweet water is a childish taste.

Yu Xiaobu is still a chatterbox, she is still immersed in the movie just now.

They watched "Perfect Strangers" in the afternoon.Yu Xiaobu is very critical of the characters in the movie.Criticized each character one by one.But she liked that female psychiatrist very much, even though in fact, that female psychiatrist was also lying and cheating.But anyway, she's pretty, has a nice voice, and is smart. . . . .In short, she, Yu Xiaobu, just likes psychiatrists. (This is an interesting movie, so in order not to spoil it, I won't do much analysis here.)

Duanmu laughed. Recently, Yu Xiaobu would always turn various topics to the conclusion that "I just like psychiatrists".

"This movie is not to criticize these characters, but to discuss the fragility of human nature, which cannot stand the test. You think a person is perfect, often because you are strange to her. Just like the beautiful moon in the movie, In fact, there is another dark side. And what we see is only the visible side."

"I understand, I understand. The baby has been with the psychologist for so long, and he can already understand European movies, and he also knows how to eat spaghetti." Yu Xiaobu ordered pizza for himself.

Just when Duanmu looked up with a smile, she saw a familiar figure.That's He Ren!

Beside He Ren is a pretty and quiet woman.The two of them seem to be regular customers, which can be seen from the attitude of the waiter.

He Ren smiled and placed his female companion away from a smoking man, pulled out an empty chair for her, and placed her backpack.Then, Wei Wei leaned over to discuss the food on the menu with her female companion.He Ren looked relaxed and at ease, and was dressed in simple and beautiful clothes, a light-colored thin sweater and a pair of loose trousers.

Yu Xiaobu recognized He Ren, let out a "huh", and was stopped by Duanmu with his eyes.

Duanmu turned his face away, as if he didn't know He Ren.

Yu Xiaobu poked his face towards Duanmu and asked softly, "Why do you pretend you don't know her?" Yu Xiaobu has become more sensible recently.

"It's to protect her. Most people don't want to admit that they see a psychiatrist. That's what was shown in the movie just now."

"Oh, okay. It seems that a healthy baby like me likes to tell people that I'm chasing a psychiatrist. No, I'm afraid that others will not know about it." Yu Xiaobu shook his body tremblingly.

"Didn't you tell others that you are a psychiatrist's psychiatrist?" Duanmu has been more and more relaxed by Yu Xiaobu.

"I tell others that I am a hypnotist for a psychiatrist, but my fee is the standard for swimming escorts."

"Don't confuse sleeping pills with hypnotists." Duanmu corrected Xiaobu.

When Duanmu was about to give Yu Xiaobu a popular science, he found that He Ren was already standing beside him, staring at him without too much panic.

"How are you, Dr. Duanmu?"

(End of the article)