walk across the bridge of fog

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He Ren hesitated again and again, but still sent that WeChat message.She didn't want Duanmu to feel harassed, so she didn't say anything, but sent that note.

There is a mobile phone on the table, and He Ren is playing the recording.But today, she lost her usual enjoyment and calmness, and she began to feel uneasy.When she pretended to be calm and muddle through in the afternoon, this sense of unease haunted her all the time.

He Ren keenly observed Duanmu's expression, the kind of expression from confusion, to thoughtfulness, to hesitation at the end, which made He Ren uneasy and guilty.

She didn't know what Duanmu guessed, why she didn't get to the bottom of it.With Duanmu's IQ, it is impossible to be completely clueless.

Duanmu once again bluntly stated his attitude today, that is, he would never accept He Ren's love.He Ren found that she just couldn't hate Duanmu.Even if it is a ruthless rejection, Duanmu is not out of selfishness and prejudice, but out of integrity.

He Ren was very sad, and at the same time, she respected Duanmu even more.At a time when people generally like to use their own power to bully others, Duanmu pursues equality.

Looking back now, even the kind and weak Wen Xin was actually using her favorable position to bully He Ren.

The more he respected Duanmu, the more uneasy He Ren became about his behavior.

That is double deception.Concealing Wenxin's identity and concealing the recording.

He Ren was very entangled and didn't know how to end it.

Another thing that haunted He Ren all night was Duanmu's sense of loneliness.He Ren was shocked by Duanmu's description of his loneliness.She couldn't imagine why Duanmu, who is as good as Duanmu, would be in such a lonely situation?He Ren needs to think about this matter carefully. She wants to focus on discussing her loneliness with Duanmu in the next week.In the future, they will meet once a month.

He Ren felt that time was running out, and she wanted to discuss Duanmu's troubles.Even if she can't walk into Duanmu's life, she also hopes that Duanmu can live a better life.Duanmu should be favored by God.

Regarding Duanmu's decision to reduce the frequency, He Ren is actually capable of rejecting it.But after a night of struggling and convincing herself, she was ready to compromise.What can convince myself is exactly what Duanmu said, go back to real life and work hard.

He Ren suddenly figured it out, yes, the best choice is to go back to real life and work hard to be a person who can get along with Duanmu on an equal footing.

He Ren even felt a passion to finish the book dedicated to Duanmu as soon as possible.What kept playing out in her mind was the moment when she handed the book to Duanmu, and Duanmu took the book with appreciation and respect.He Ren felt a warm current surging in her body, and she knew that it was enthusiasm.

In the next diagnosis and treatment, He Ren insisted on discussing Duanmu's loneliness.

"Why do you want to discuss me during the consultation time?" Duanmu was puzzled by He Ren's insistence.

"Because from next time, we can only meet once a month. I follow your proposal, and today I want to make better use of my hour to discuss what I want to discuss." He Ren said this with a smile Segment words.She can't always show an aggressive attitude in front of Duanmu.

Duanmu laughed, "But, He Ren, I don't necessarily tell you the truth. I have my right to privacy."

He Ren froze for a moment, she didn't know what Duanmu was implying.Are you hinting at the recording thing?Look carefully at Duanmu's face, there is nothing abnormal, not angry, but an expression of interest.

"I told you everything about me. It's not fair." He Ren said.

"We signed an agreement, and I must keep your privacy. However, the agreement does not bind you, and you have no responsibility to protect my privacy." Duanmu replied calmly.

He Ren carefully observed Duanmu's face again to see if she was hinting at the recording again.However, He Ren couldn't see anything.

"Dr. Duanmu, I am not inquiring into your privacy, I just want to discuss loneliness. Because loneliness also bothers me. I have thought about it for a long time, and I seem to find some reason for your loneliness. Or it is a guess, I don't know if you would like to Don't want to listen?"

"Oh? Tell me." Duanmu listened with interest.

"Casual acquaintances can never really solve the problem of loneliness. Accompaniment can only be a confidant or a lover. A confidant is rare. I thought I could understand you, but you said, in fact, I don't understand. I said you understand me, but you said, this It's your profession, and you know a lot of people. In short, you deny being a confidant to me. You basically exclude all your clients or patients. We can neither be your confidant nor admire you."

Duanmu continued to listen seriously.She couldn't respond.

"In my opinion, this is just your reason for rejecting me, because you are a psychiatrist, and you are trapped by your professional ethics. In my opinion, you are trapped by a kind of hypocrisy. Because you worry Every action, every nuance of every sentence may cause my misunderstanding. So you are cautious and indecisive. It is unfair for you to think that any response to my feelings may cause harm to me. However, the facts are not Not everything is as you imagined." When He Ren said this, she already had a clear determination in her heart.

"Your swimming coach, she can't understand you. She is not the same as you at all. You cherish her company only because you are too lonely. Companionship, I insist, is either a spiritual connection or a physical union. She can't communicate with you, you may only pursue the second relationship."

Of course He Ren saw Duanmu's shocked expression.But He Ren has decided to tell the truth.