Time flies, eyebrows become books

【35】

"First time?" I accosted him.

"En" he was a little shy.

"Aren't you a local?" Although I have honed it a few times, my skills in striking up a conversation are still very clumsy.

"No." He spoke very succinctly, maybe because he was not familiar with me, or he might not be interested in me.

“This place is not bad, not noisy.”

"Have you been there a lot?" He might feel a little childish, pretending to be nonchalantly playing with the wine glass.

"It's not too much, I only went to one store two months ago." He deliberately pretended to be innocent, and I felt disgusted, but his clean and warm temperament made me want to get closer.

"You work here?" I tried to get close.

"Reading" his frankness surprised me.

"Which school?" I asked a stupid question, and he was a little stumped. "It's okay, I'll just ask."

He smiled and didn't speak.Of course I understand, who would confide that much to someone they just met in a bar?We chatted casually, gradually became warm, and left each other's contact information before leaving.

I didn't go to the bar or contact him for the next three days, I didn't want to appear frivolous, and I also felt that he would not like people who were too enthusiastic.When I was sleeping late on Saturday morning, I unexpectedly received a text message from him.I suddenly regained my energy, called him and asked him out for dinner, and he readily agreed.

We made an appointment at a nice restaurant. We went there with my colleague before. It happened that my colleague was from his hometown, so I chose his hometown food.

"How? Is it authentic?" I asked him.

"Well, it's quite authentic. How did you find it? It's quite out of the way." Suddenly, he found a slight dimple in his smile.

"A colleague brought me here. How long have you been here?"

"This is my fourth year. I'm a senior." He said it candidly, stripping off the bar mask.

"Hehe, you are really a student!" I deliberately joked.

"You don't believe me? I said it last time." He stared at me seriously, expressing disbelief at my suspicion.

"Didn't you mention which school you were in?" I deliberately tried to find out, but I didn't really want to know, I just thought it was fun to tease him.After working for a long time, the people I come into contact with become more and more complicated. I often say things against my will, and it is rare to meet someone who is a little simple and serious.

"You really want to know, then I will treat you to dinner at school next time."

"Okay! I haven't eaten in the school cafeteria for a long time, and I really miss it."

We talked a lot and found that he was more talkative than last time, leaving the atmosphere of the bar, everyone was more candid.Knowing that his full name is Cui Wenhao, he is studying in a polytechnic college, and his major is similar to mine.After the meal, we went to the pedestrian street and wandered casually. A sense of freedom that I had not seen for a long time came to me.

I haven't been in touch with Ziqi for a long time, and I even thought we were over, after all, some relationships just gradually ceased to be in contact with each other.

The next weekend, Wen Hao really invited me to his school, and I readily agreed.His school is also very beautiful. Walking on the tree-lined road, I feel relaxed and happy.

"I really envy you! You are still in school, cherish the time now, it will not be so easy after work."

"I'd rather hurry to work now."

"Just like me at the time, I will miss you after you work."

"Is it true that you only know how to cherish it when you lose it?" He asked with a smile, and my heart skipped a beat.He was talking about the school, but I was thinking about Ziqi.

"I really treat you to the cafeteria today!"

"Okay! I came here today just to eat in the cafeteria."

"Not to see me?" He suddenly asked playfully.

"Of course it's mainly to see you." After I finished speaking, I felt a little shy.Ziqi and I don't like to talk sweet words, it seems that we have never expressed our love to each other directly and sweetly.

"Come on, your face is blushing. You are mainly here for dinner, I know!" He smiled lively, dimpled.

"If you are bumped into by a classmate, okay?"

"My classmates don't know." He understood what I meant.

"I thought you were out."

"Are you out of the closet?" he asked back.

"No, I'm a person in a cover." I said helplessly.

"What is coming out, have you ever thought about it? Is it coming out if you want to shout it out to everyone you know, or post yourself online? Is this the identification of your own identity?" He asked a question that I never thought about. problem.

"At least my family members should know!" I replied tentatively.

"Then I should count out!"

"Your family knows!" I was a little shocked.

"Well, I know! Mom found the GV in the computer, so I told you." He said very calmly.

"Wow formidable!"

"Your parents don't know?"

I was suddenly a little embarrassed, my family was too complicated, and I didn't want to tell him all about it, so I said vaguely: "I don't know."

Slowly, I found that he is a very talkative person.Although it is not as humorous as Ziqi, but it is very active when it comes to happiness, which is a bit cute in contrast.

It was still early before the meal, and we were pressing the road at school.Suddenly, a car passed by, although the speed was not fast, but he walked too close, I pulled him over, he leaned over naturally, my hand was still on his shoulder, and he didn't avoid it.I suddenly felt elated, like a young couple falling in love on campus, his candid attitude made me feel comfortable.

When Ziqi and I formally dated, we were already working, so the long-awaited campus romance never happened to me.What's more, Ziqi is a low-key and cautious person. Even if he returns to school with him occasionally, he still avoids intimate behavior.This is not a sub-period's problem, it should be my problem.When I was still secretly in love, I thought I expected very little, and imagined that Ziqi would accept me, even if it was as low as dust, but the fact is that my desires are hard to fill, and my expectations and requirements are getting higher and higher.

I put my hand down, and he walked by me naturally, without any shyness.I found him to be a just-right boy, with just the right looks, not too dazzling, but also good-looking.The momentum is just right, not too strong, but very warm.The character is just right, not too exaggerated, but also active.Such a boy is easy to like, at least I like it, but liking and loving deeply are different.