Xi Yin

Qin Chuji held back his laughter, and waited until he had finished eating and packed his things before going up to him to coax him

"Angry? I've unblocked it, do you want to take a look?"

Chen Huai ignored him

"Don't look at it...then lie down and rest for a while, I will accompany you." Qin Chuji opened his arms to him, he was a little moved, he couldn't help but walked two steps closer to his arms, and then he reacted and stopped

I can't accept this kind of small favor, and I have to be principled!Although it's comfortable to be held...really, very comfortable...

But Qin Chuji moved, leaned close to him, and pulled him into his arms, "Hurry up, I can only sleep for half an hour." As he spoke, he pretended to let go, "Are you still unwilling? Then..."

"Hurry up!" Chen Huai didn't wait for him to let go, and pulled him into the bedroom. The blinding sunlight in the afternoon was separated from the outside by the curtains, and the damp and cold air in the room was dissipated by the body temperature of the two. Chen Huai closed his eyes, only listening Watching Qin Chuji's steady heartbeat, his consciousness gradually blurred

On weekends, the cinema was much more crowded than usual. The two took their tickets and leaned against the guardrail near the escalator to wait for the opening.

"Why do I feel sleepier after sleeping for half an hour than not sleeping at all..." Chen Huai yawned, a tear came out of the corner of his eye

"That's because you haven't fallen asleep for a while." Qin Chuji reached out and wiped the corners of his eyes

Chen Huai swayed in his direction, and then stood up straight again. Being outside is no better than being at home, and you still have to pay attention to your image

Qin Chuji moved half a step calmly, using the pillars to cover Chen Huai against him, without being noticed by others, he looked around, and suddenly collided with a pair of familiar eyes

"Hello." The sudden female voice made Chen Huai open his eyes, meeting Pan Yiduo's gaze, he stood up straight

"What a coincidence, you're here to watch a movie, too?"

Pan Yiduo nodded and didn't speak. Chen Huai didn't know if she had received her message, but she had rejected others just now, and she didn't know how to speak for a moment. She just hoped that this time would pass quickly, and the two looked at each other. movie don't bother each other

This small wish was shattered when the ticket was checked in

“我们是4排5号和6号。”陈槐跟秦楚霁正说着，走进2号厅，就见前方不远处的潘奕多跟他们进了同个厅，在4排4号坐了下来

Chen Huai paused, and was overtaken by Qin Chuji. Qin Chuji sat in No. 5, greeted Pan Yiduo, and clearly saw the flash of disappointment in her eyes.

Being separated by Qin Chuji, Chen Huai relaxed a lot, and gradually forgot about Pan Yiduo as the movie played on the big screen

But Pan Yiduo didn't. She didn't like movies of this kind at first, but she saw it in Chen Huai's feed, and knew that he liked it. Together, I can't even focus on the movie

She thought, the theater is so dark, how can she always find a little movement from Chen Huai's side?

What Chen Huai was saying to Qin Chuji was very short, and the two were very close

Chen Huai went to get the popcorn, and the fingers that stretched out from time to time seemed to have a strong buttery fragrance

Chen Huai smiled at the people next to him, the light from the screen shone on his face, making his facial features more profound and beautiful...

She squeezed the phone tightly, always thinking about Chen Huai's rejection of her... There is already someone she likes, and she feels that she has some vague guesses, but she is not so sure

Thoughts were running around for a long time, before her eyes suddenly lit up, Pan Yiduo looked up blankly, the movie was over, she stood up, walked out with the flow of people, and stopped at the door of the bathroom, Qin Chuji was the only one there, she thought for a while ,walk over

"Mr. Qin, can I...can I ask you something? It won't be long."

"Okay." Qin Chuji nodded, and led her to a corner, "Say it."

"What's your relationship with Senior Chen? Of course, it's okay if you don't want to say it. I'm not asking questions, and I don't have the qualifications to ask questions." Pan Yiduo lowered his eyes, feeling a little nervous

"What's the relationship...Xiao Huai lives with me temporarily, I like him very much, that's the relationship." Qin Chuji thought for a moment, and answered seriously

Pan Yiduo raised her head, her eyes were not without surprise, she did not expect Qin Chuji to be so frank, to say this to an outsider who had nothing to do with her

She almost knew that the person she liked might be the calm man in front of her. She was not reconciled, and said in a fit of anger, "I confessed my love to Senior Chen."

"Yeah. I guessed it." Qin Chuji didn't tell the truth, and didn't want to provoke her

"I'm about the same age as Senior Chen, and I'm in the same college. Last time I was bullied by my roommate, Senior Chen helped me out. My classmates thought he was my boyfriend, and he didn't deny it." Pan Yiduo even I don't know why I said these things, but her chest seemed to be suffocated, and she couldn't breathe if she didn't say it.

"Yeah. Xiaohuai is such a person." Qin Chuji was beyond her expectation, as if she really didn't care at all. "If it were me, I would help you too. Don't feel indebted, it's nothing."

How can there be nothing?This is almost the only pillar supporting Pan Yiduo's fragile belief, how can there be nothing?

"I mean, the senior is my...hero, he is very special to me, I like him, I like him very much, even though he rejected me, I still don't want to give up, if the one the senior said likes If it’s Mr. Qin, I can’t give up anymore!” Pan Yiduo raised his head, his eyes were burning with fire, “Now it’s my turn to save him, I can’t just watch him go astray ah."

Qin Chuji sighed softly, remained silent for a moment, and then said, "No one can save anyone, and no one can be someone else's hero. The only one who can save you is yourself, and the only one who can make choices is yourself. I can't interfere. Neither can you, understand?"

Qin Chuji didn't seem to be angry at all, but simply expounded such a truth. Pan Yiduo's slightly high-pitched tone attracted the attention of others, but he nodded and dealt with it one by one. He was still so polite, and his tone of persuasion could be called gentle, "I like it, After all, it is a little feeling that belongs to oneself, and has little to do with the person being liked, and it does not have to be responded by the other party to be called liking..."

Qin Chuji's words stopped when he saw Chen Huai's figure approaching from afar, he hurriedly blocked Chen Huai's question before he could open his mouth

"Xiao Pan wants to wait for you to come out and say hello before leaving."

When Pan Yiduo saw the person coming, his face flushed with embarrassment, and the blood in his brain rushed down, and he felt embarrassed. She really had no position to say that, and her heart was full of belated gratitude, thanking him for leaving her Saved face, hurriedly walked down the steps to say goodbye, and left in a hurry

"What's wrong with her? She looks like she's about to cry..." Chen Huai looked at the back, wondering

"It's okay." Qin Chuji suppressed the little strangeness in his heart, and gently pushed him, "Go home."

Although Qin Chuji didn't want to admit it, the fact is true. Pan Yiduo's words were still heard by him, and he was not as open-minded as he said. What he likes is the kind that wants to get a response, but Chen Huai can really Can you stand so many strange eyes?As strong as himself, he still ran to the army to hide for a few years, and returned to life after the limelight passed. Faced with those trivial things, can Chen Huai really do it?He has no confidence...

During the journey on the second day, Chen Huai realized something strange. Since last night, Qin Chuji seemed to be deliberately avoiding contact with him.

He looked at the figure not far ahead, looked around, and confirmed that there was no one. He followed closely and ran up to grab Qin Chuji's hand. The man obviously paused

"Did I...do something wrong?" Chen Huai's voice came from behind cautiously, Qin Chuji's heart tightened, and he still didn't say what he said after thinking about it all night.

"No, why do you say that?"

Chen Huai's hand was empty, and his heart was also empty, feeling uncomfortable

"Then why are you doing this... why are you avoiding me?"

Qin Chuji still didn't look back, and deliberately changed the topic, "Let's go in and have a look, there is a brief introduction of this place, I heard from a friend—"

"No, I don't want to watch it, let's go back." Chen Huai sat down on the bench at the door, more or less holding the mentality that Qin Chuji could coax him, and persuaded him to come, why not go in and have a look

But Qin Chuji paused, and actually agreed, "Then go back."

Yes, he has always been like this. He seems to respect him very much, but he refuses to say anything. The stalker feels aggrieved. Chen Huai finally understands why Qin Chuhan quarreled with him. There seems to be an inflated balloon in his chest, which is getting bigger and bigger. bigger, almost burst

He stood up, ignored Qin Chuji, strode into the arena, walked faster and faster, and disappeared from Qin Chuji's vision in an instant

Qin Chuji stopped his outstretched hand in the air, his fingertips trembled a few times, and then fell back to his side. He sat down on the bench and quietly waited for Chen Huai to come out

Chen Huai slowed down in the dark memorial hall, and finally stopped against the wall, listening attentively, but no one followed behind him.

It's like a ball of cotton wool is stuffed in my heart, and I can't breathe smoothly.

That's right, no one will accommodate themselves like their parents, so who should they show their temper?

Tears rolled down his cheeks, silently, Chen Huai stood in a corner where the spotlights couldn't reach, rubbing his eyes quietly, after a long while, suddenly footsteps came, he hurriedly raised his head, but what he saw was not what he wanted in his heart. the man

A little girl pulled her father. When she saw Chen Huai, she was startled. She took a step back and hugged her father's thigh. After seeing Chen Huai's expression clearly, she asked timidly, "Brother, why are you crying?"

Chen Huai chuckled, and said hoarsely, "I miss my parents."

The man took the little girl and continued to walk in, and explained gently, "Maybe his parents passed away in the earthquake, so I'm very sad. You can't be so rude in the future, and you can't disturb people who are grieving."

The little girl's voice was clear, "What is passing away?"

"I just won't see you again..."

The voice that gradually faded away took away the last trace of Chen Huai's worries. He squatted down, buried in his arms, and cried softly

He didn't cry when his parents passed away. He didn't cry when the funeral was filled with earth. He didn't even cry when he lost his voice and couldn't speak. He didn't cry.But whoever wants to have a sweetness that does not belong to him is suddenly taken back by someone, he seems to lose all his courage

I don’t know how long it took, the damp cold of winter spread to his back through the clothes from the fair-faced concrete wall with his back against it, making him shiver, and he stood up, his eyes were still red and swollen, and he swayed went out

He stretched out his hand to block the glare of the light, and when he lowered his hand, he saw Qin Chuji

"Oh, you didn't leave." He said, his voice still choked with tears

Qin Chuji hurriedly stood up, he didn't expect Chen Huai to be crying inside for so long, the tip of his nose and the corners of his eyes were still bright red, he was at a loss for a moment

"Let's go back. Is it cold inside?" His hand almost touched Chen Huai's cheek, but he slapped it away with a crisp sound

"Go back." Chen Huai got into the car, didn't say a word, fell asleep when the car drove on the highway and the sky darkened, the warm yellow light of the street lamp hit his face, flickering on and off

Seeing that he was fast asleep, Qin Chuji dared to touch him lightly. Just at this moment, the scorching temperature made him ignore so many worries, so he reached into his clothes to confirm, and then took a bag from the trunk. a military overcoat covering him, calling him

"Xiao Huai, wake up, you have a fever, I will take you to the hospital."

Chen Huai was still in a daze, but suddenly opened his eyes after hearing this sentence, "No, I won't go to the hospital."

Qin Chuji's hand to fasten his seat belt was pulled, his strength was weak, and his palm was terribly hot

"Xiaohuai, be obedient, your temperature is not a low-grade fever, go and have a look." He couldn't help but buckle up his seat belt, got in the car and drove to the hospital

"Leave me alone, I don't want to go!" Chen Huaiwu struggled, but his hands were wrapped in his coat, and he couldn't move away for a while, and his tone couldn't help being anxious, "You let me go, I won't go!"

Qin Chuji pursed his lips, without saying a word, and stopped firmly in front of the outpatient building before taking care of him. Chen Huai was already sweating, and his cheeks were blushing unnaturally

As soon as Qin Chuji let him go, he was slapped on the back of his hand. The grievances along the way were all in this slap, and he knew how painful it was just by hearing the sound. Pulled down, ignoring his struggles wrapped up his army coat and carried it to the hospital

As soon as Chen Huai entered the hospital, he was trembling all over. The smell of disinfectant was in his nasal cavity.

It was only then that Qin Chuji realized that he was not out of anger, as if he was really afraid of the hospital. He took him into his arms, held that hand, and kept rubbing it until he entered the consulting room.

The doctor is a middle-aged woman, her movements are quick and not procrastinating, she frowned when she took out the thermometer

"40.2°C, take it for a chest X-ray first."

Qin Chuji pulled Chen Huai up, regretting for a while, Chen Huai unconsciously shed tears, it fell on his knuckles and it was hot, he didn't dare to delay, he quickened his pace to go through the process, and only let go when he returned to the female doctor tone

"Fortunately, it's not pneumonia. Go get an injection, infusion, and stay in the hospital for observation tonight."

Qin Chuji took the number and thanked the doctor, and helped Chen Huai get up, before leaving, the female doctor added

"You young people, you have to clean up afterwards, pay attention to hygiene, your body is always your own, you can't mess around while you are young, do you understand?"

Chen Huai was still dizzy and didn't hear clearly, otherwise his face might add some color, Qin Chuji chuckled lightly

"Thank you, I'll remember." He laughed at himself for being anxious for a moment, but he didn't even have time to avoid suspicion, and he laughed at himself for linking the two of them because of the doctor's words, and he was secretly happy.For the stolen happiness, just indulge yourself and enjoy it quietly for a while

Chen Huai entered the injection room of the outpatient clinic, his face turned paler, and he unconsciously hid behind Qin Chuji

The little nurse watched the grandpa, aunt, and kid for a day. It was rare to see a handsome guy. She was in a good mood and joked with him

"How old are you, are you still afraid of injections?"

Chen Huai shook his head, saying that he was not afraid, but kept hiding his body. The nurse couldn't do anything, so he had to make an exception and let Qin Chuji stay to help control it.

Qin Chuji took his hand and let him approach his arms. The familiar smell overwhelmed the disinfectant. Chen Huai finally felt safe and calmed down. sudden shortness of breath

Qin Chuji stretched out his hand and patted him on the back, muttering in his mouth, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it will be over soon."

The little nurse watched the interaction between the two, with a strange light in her eyes, and a heart of gossip was burning

"You two are a couple?"

Qin Chuji chuckled, neither affirming nor denying, just buried his Xiao Xiang in his heart

The little nurse took it as his acquiescence, and said more vigorously, "You guys are really good. Most of the ones I usually see came by themselves, and they also had a fever, but they didn't have such a good life. Men are scumbags and don't know who they are... ...oh, except you."

Qin Chuji did not correct her misunderstanding, thanked her, waited for a while, adjusted Chen Huai's clothes, and led him to the ward

The last time they were in the hospital, the positions of the two were still upside down. He lay on the bed and watched Chen Huai busy everywhere. This time, he changed himself, and he enjoyed it. He rubbed alcohol on Chen Huai's armpits and elbows as instructed, He took off a piece of cooling ice patch and pasted it on his forehead, and then sat down quietly by the bed

Chen Huai quickly fell asleep, and his whole body sank into the pillow, looking haggard. The traces of crying during the day had faded away, and there was no clue. Qin Chuji thought about it at this time, and realized that he was probably Chen Huai. The culprit of Huai's illness, Chen Huai must have had a fever when he first arrived at the memorial hall, and he was angry with himself. After staying in the cold hall for so long, the fever became worse

He blamed himself a little, and began to introspect on a rare occasion. Every time Qin Chuhan got angry, he blamed himself for not saying anything. Then he...should he really say it? In case the next time, it is because of himself...

Qin Chuji couldn't think about it anymore, and felt a faint pain in his heart. After a while, he finally made up his mind with some difficulty. When Chen Huai woke up, he must communicate with him well.