Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

"Child, have you ever thought that maybe the other half you choose now hides many secrets from you, and those secrets are unknown to you. Can you know that he treats you honestly with every word?" , instead of using one lie to manipulate another lie?

If one day you can be sure that he really has no secrets or concealments from you, and tells you everything about him without you asking him questions, then you may be able to trust him at that time.

His grandfather is not telling you not to believe him, but he hopes that you can have your own mind to judge the right and wrong of this matter. Some things are far from being as simple as you think. Many people will keep their secrets Buried in the bottom of my heart, I will never tell anyone, even until the day of his death, he still keeps that secret, and I hope you can be honest with him, so that you don’t have to be hurt by his hiding the secret . "

"Grandpa, I know if you are doing it for my own good, but there are some things I really want to do by myself. I really want to tell everyone that I really love him. I put all my thoughts and feelings into my heart." I told him, maybe he is hiding something from me, but I still firmly believe that I can get his sincerity, and I can make him understand my painstaking efforts!"

"I know, how could I not know, it's because you have paid too much for me that I feel ashamed. Don't you know how much harm I have caused you in the past few years? You You clearly know that many times I am just taking advantage of your feelings for me, but you clearly know that you are still willing to be with me with all your heart, what do you want me to say about you?

Sometimes you clearly know that I say cruel and unfeeling words to you again and again, just because I want to vent my anger, and I don’t want to hold the anger in my heart deep in my heart. The anger I received elsewhere will be on you Do you really have no complaints in your heart?

You are my husband, but I have never fulfilled the responsibilities of a wife to you these years. I am always playing against you, always doing things to hurt you, you still stay here for me. By my side, the only reason is to hope that we can live happily and forget all the pain. All you remember are the best memories between us! "

"Xia Jing, we are husband and wife, and you are the woman I love the most. No matter when and where, neither of us should say thank you to each other, because that thank you may really break the relationship between us. The relationship between each other, once that thank you said the nature of the relationship has changed, and the relationship between each other will be alienated!

We all live happily together, no one should think about the unhappiness of the past, forget all the pain and troubles, as long as we live happily and happily in the future, why bother to care about so many right and wrong in the past, why bother to entangle the past Even if I struggle too much with those right and wrong, what kind of relationship does it have with me, did I end up on a different path from others?

Because I have known for a long time that all the roads in the world are made by ourselves, and no one can arrange those roads properly. For the mistakes we have made, we should bear all the responsibilities and pains ourselves , We have forgotten what kind of days we have come here on earth, we have depended on each other step by step until today, how can we give up so easily? "

"I know, I don't know that you really love me in your heart, but you have missed your children, your father, and the whole family all these years, but you never said it in front of me because you were afraid I'm in trouble, you don't want me to be in trouble, you just want me to live a happy life, but how can I, as a wife, know nothing about your inner thoughts?

You concealed all your thoughts about your hometown in front of me, just to hope that I can continue to live a happy life outside with peace of mind, but you don't know, in fact, you have never known that you miss this family all these years From the beginning of the day, my heart has been shaken. I don't want to make you sad, I don't want to embarrass you. I want to bring you back home and let everyone in the family forgive you, even if I can only be kicked out of the house in the end. No complaints or regrets, as long as you can return to this home, as long as you no longer live in pain like before, for me as a wife, it is the greatest comfort in the world.

Don't think that I'm stupid, and don't think that I'm doing something for you. In fact, all I do is to seek favor in front of you. I just hope that you can remember me forever, but I To hurt you in other ways, just to hope that you can leave me and go home, as long as I leave you can go back home!

I watched my child grow up step by step with my own eyes. I clearly know how sad and painful he is, but I have no way to make up for the harm I caused her, because I am a mother. It doesn't work. I don't know how I as a mother should let my son live happily. When I see him being bullied by others, I can't wait to go up and beat other children to death. I just want my child to be able to Happy and worry-free.

Do you know how happy I am whenever I stop outside his school gate and watch him go to school and get out of class is over?I wanted to rush up to hug him, but I couldn't. I didn't have the courage. I was afraid that he would deny me if I went up and chose to push me away.

No one knows about these injuries, but they are deeply rooted in me. I know that my child also hopes that I can be by her side, but what I bring to him as a mother is only hurt!

There are only the two of us here today, but I choose to tell you all the things in my heart. I don’t want my son to hear these words, because he may think that I am too much to be a mother. It's too hypocritical, obviously I don't want to see him, but I have to tell others that I miss him very much, but I really want to live with him from the bottom of my heart. "

Zhang Zhentian sighed, how could he not know?How could he not understand himself, how much his wife wanted to see his child, when his wife stood at the school gate time and time again, he also stood behind him, and was never noticed by his wife , all she wants is for his wife to silently look after her child without being disturbed by anyone. He has seen his wife standing outside the school gate, wiping tears secretly. As a husband, his heart is deep. How painful it is, who can understand?

"Actually, all these years you stood outside her school gate and looked at her. Every time I stood behind you but never let you find out. I saw you cry when you saw him there. I know you You still feel distressed deep in your heart, but you have no choice but to cover up how much you miss him with your hard heart. What you want is to let your son not recognize you as a mother.

I believe that deep down in your heart I still love him. No matter what you have done over the years, your deepest thoughts of him have never diminished. Anyway, even if they really don't want to accept us, we can do it again Leave, but this time I will not abandon them, I will often go home to see them, I just live in a different place with them, I have made up my mind to give everything to my father to be forgiven, as long as we can live together happily , in this family, even if I'm just a slave, just a humble servant, I can accept it, as long as he doesn't reject me anymore, as long as they can let me stay here and watch them happy, that's enough! "

"There are too many examples like this around me. I hope you can think clearly about every decision you make, every word you say, and then answer me. Don't rush to show your love for him and come to him. If I say how much you love him, that's not love, it's just a psychological effect of your performance!"

Although Zhang Zhentian knew that his son cared about his father very much, he never thought that even if he cared so much, for the sake of his father, he would not even consider himself, his biological father, in the eyes of his son. What kind of father is he? In his eyes, is he really so worthless?Is it really so unworthy of forgiveness for the mistakes I have made?I really knew that I was wrong, and I made so many mistakes. I reflected on myself again and again in the depths of my heart, and I never thought about how I should bear it for everything I did.

All the mistakes I made time and time again, eventually made everyone heartbroken along with me. Is my heart and my actions really so unforgivable?What I want is only very simple, but I never get the ending I want most in my life. Instead, I get hurt again and again and bring sadness to my family.

"Yichen, can you tell Dad, what is it in your heart that I am a father? Can you scold me casually? Have you never regarded me as your father in your heart? Do you know how hurtful the words you said today? I have a heart for you. I really don’t want much. You are my son. Anyway, I only hope that my child can Happy and happy can be safe and sound, but what is the purpose of all I do? In your eyes, don’t you even get the most basic benefits? I really don’t want much, but what about you? Why do you suspect again and again that I, as a father, come back home with ulterior motives?

Back at this home, did you say that I asked you for any unreasonable demands?Did I say to fight over anything in the house, any property so you guys apologize to me?I already sincerely want to return to this home, I have put down all my dignity and knelt down to you, you are my son, I have already knelt down, what do you want me to do?

I know that you should think twice before doing things, but you are so aggressive to me, what are the benefits to you? You have driven my family to a dead end, and you really will not blame yourself deep in your heart. Really not sad, really not painful?It’s also the same family that persecutes me time and time again. You know that your heart is very painful and uncomfortable, but what about me, you give me difficult problems time and time again, and keep me out of the house. At that time, my heart Isn't it sad at all deep down?I'm not a saint, I can't be indifferent to the harm my family has caused me, and still say what I said to you with a hippie smile, I really can't do that.

You have read books for so many years, and you should also understand that people are not grass and trees, but are ruthless. Is it true that all the things I do are of no benefit in your eyes, but instead I have brought you a lot of pain And hurt, I really don't understand what should be done to make your son truly recognize him deep in his heart. As a father, he really treats me as a family, and don't reject me again and again.

It's not too much for me to say those things to your grandfather today, and all I want is a stable life. Am I bullying him by doing that?What does your bullying interview mean?I do not understand! "

Zhang Yichen doesn't want to say so many things to her father, no matter whether her father understands what these words mean, but in any case, she can't bully Mr. Zhang, bullying her grandfather is more uncomfortable than bullying herself, bullying I can act as if I have nothing, because I am his son, and I can let him beat and scold me at will, but my grandfather can't, my grandfather is his father, not to mention my grandfather is the benefactor who worked so hard to bring me up.

"You are my father, and I also know that there are some things that as a junior, I really shouldn't say to you those things that make you sad, those things that make you ugly, I am still here to say sorry to you, I apologize to you , but no matter what, grandpa is innocent, he has paid too much over the years, he has endured all the pressure of public opinion, in order to be able to let the affairs of the family go, so that you can return to this home happily, But now he has let go of everything he owns, forgives you, and lets you return to this home, not just for me, but because deep down in his heart he also hopes that you can return home, but what you have done is too much. Hurt her too much, I heard every word you said to her, I have never seen him cry so sadly, but what about you, you came back this time and brought him such an ending, you let me How can I believe that you came back sincerely?

If your so-called sincere return to this family is to hurt grandpa and make grandpa cry, then I'm sorry, I will never allow such a thing to happen to my grandpa, I have the right to protect my grandpa, I want to let My grandpa was not harmed in any way, he had paid so much, but where were you when I needed help and protection the most, where were you?You are happy and happy outside, you are living a chic and unrestrained life, but what about my grandpa, what a sad life he is living.

He gave up everything he had for me. He gave up his company and his best partner for me. He just wanted to make me happy, but what about you? Didn't take my feelings into account.

That's right, because in your eyes, I may not be your son at all, because everything you do doesn't treat me as your son at all, and the things you do are really impressive. It's chilling, no matter what, I never thought about how my father would treat me and grandpa like this. We don't owe you anything. All we do is to let everyone live a better life. But what about you, once you came back, everything was disrupted, all the rhythms have been completely reversed, we are no longer as free as before, although we missed you when you were away, but we had a very happy time, We don't have any pressure. We only feel pressure when you come back. Even though we have eliminated our longing, the pressure is so overwhelming that we can't breathe.

If you feel a little bit reluctant and unbearable towards us deep in your heart, then please don't hurt me in this way?Hurting us may not be a good thing for you, pain again and again, tears again and again, I think I have had enough! "

"Son, did you just say that your grandpa is crying? How is it possible? I have never seen her cry when I grow up. Every time he gets angry, he will only beat and scold me, and he will not easily I shed tears, is it possible that you are bluffing me by saying this?

You should know better than me what kind of person grandpa is. How could she shed tears over such a small matter? He has done so many things that went too far, and he has never seen her cry. He drove us away. When we went out of the house, we were in pain outside. When we were wandering, we begged her again and again to let us go back home, but she drove us out of the house again and again. Did he feel sorry for him at that time?He didn't!

But now you tell me that your grandpa shed tears and cried because of our affairs, no matter how you make us believe, no matter what the reason is or what the reason is, I really don’t believe it He will really cry, unless I completely leave this house one day, maybe he will shed a tear for me at that time, but will I still see it at that time?Not at all. "

"You are hopeless. Don't you understand how disgusting the mistakes you have made? Why do you still not know how to repent of your mistakes? Is it in your eyes? Is it really that difficult to do it once? You have to think of your relatives when you have nowhere to go, don’t think about going back to this home and back to your family when you have no choice again and again, let your family choose to forgive you again, What are you on earth? What kind of qualifications do you have, and what reason do you have to allow others to take the blame for you again and again? To deal with the aftermath of everything you do?

Dad, I have never looked down on anyone in all these years, even the companies that failed to compete with me, they are already facing bankruptcy, and they are not like you, you know?Your appearance really makes me look down on you, anyway, they would never think of hurting their family members, but what about you?You take pleasure in hurting your own family, do you think you are really happy?You hurt your family and your family but live there in pain. You feel that you have got what you want now, but you yourself have lost the most important thing that you should cherish the most.

You should understand that the person who can feel sad and shed tears because of a word you said must love you very much, otherwise he will never let go of his dignity as a man and shed tears for a little thing. Tears don't flick easily, why are you still stubborn, why don't you know how much your father loves you?You are hopeless, are you really my grandfather's biological son? "

"Let's not talk about you going against everyone's opinions like this. What kind of ending will you have when you are together? There will be many quarrels between you alone. You have seen quarrels at home. Who is so indifferent? After everything, which person is not spent in quarrels, life is not a child's play, and marriage is even more not a child's play!

You are too young and young, you are still young and ignorant, you have no way to understand, you have no way to understand all the things I tell you now, what kind of mood do I use to persuade you now, but I am you Elder, even if I harm everyone, I will not harm you! "