Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Life has never been kind to me, every step I take can only be like this, maybe one day I will really regret every decision I made, maybe this is the last thing I want to see, but after all, all this is the best thing I have ever done The memories, this is what I bought with my own hard work, maybe my mother is still living happily in other places, or maybe she has forgotten everyone in this family.

I wrote my thoughts on you on the rock at the end of the world. I took everything as what happened to each other. Some waiting can't be too long, he may have withered in my heart.

"Dad, I understand. I understand now thoroughly. What are you doing all this for? I now feel that no matter what the future looks like, no matter whether the front is full of ups and downs, no matter whether the front is full of Thorns, as long as our family hugs each other tightly and never lets go of any one of them, then our family will be able to live happily ever after."

"It's best if you can figure it out, but there are some things that you can't tell others. It's enough for us, father and son, to be clear. If we tell others about these things, it may cause unnecessary trouble.

You also know how difficult it is for us to live in this family, and how many people have been hurt by these things we did. We should think about whether it is really right for us to do so?

We have made unforgivable mistakes time and time again, and we can only use our own ways and actions to prove that everything we do is for the good of this family. "

"Father, even if we do all this for this family, in the future, we will still have quarrels and conflicts in this family due to various ways and reasons. At that time, do we still have to swallow our anger?" Is it the ending again and again, just that the family members hurt themselves again and again last time, if that is the case, what is the purpose of our living in this troubled world?

Living in this troubled world, everything we do is just for our family to live a happier life. If this purpose has become meaningless to me, then I think there is no need to live even here.

Living in this troubled world, being able to protect one's own interests is already very good, so how can it be possible to take into account the interests of the entire family at the same time?

You should be very clear that interest here is the king's law and the law of survival.

If you want to survive, you can only move forward regardless of everything, and abandon all the interests of others.

In this world, if you want to survive happily, you must first see that others are not as important as yourself, consider your own interests, and always put your own interests first. Some unworthy people do some unworthy things. If you do some things, there is no way to turn back. If you don’t do some things, it means you don’t have the courage to do them.

No matter when and where, you should stand in your own interests and give up everything you originally stipulated, so that everything in the end is nothing but a bamboo basket, so why should you make your life uneasy because of some things? , my mother has become like this now, I don't know what attitude I should use to face him, I don't know what method I should use to face everyone in this world.

In fact, deep down in my heart, everyone in my family is equivalent to my best friend in this life. No matter when and where, I will put the interests of my family first, and I can see my family as their own. It is more important than anything else, but it is impossible for me to choose to abandon my entire family and even my personal interests because of the interests of the family. Everyone who hurt themselves has paid a terrible price, so that they have no way to understand in their whole life, what kind of pain this is. "

"Son, do you feel that you are living with hatred like this, are you really happy? Are you really happy? Push yourself to a dead end step by step, in the end, do you really have a way back? You put All the back roads have given you what you want, but everyone can look at you happily. The end of your doing this is just to let everyone in the family feel disappointed in you. You have forgotten You have forgotten what your original dream was, what was the reason you most wanted to justify in the first place, and you go through these things over and over again, and now it has become numb."

"I know that it is very painful for me to live with hatred, and I am also very uncomfortable, but because of hatred, why should I let them laugh happily when I am most miserable, I am not a saint, I can't do it .

Those who hurt me, I will let them understand one by one what it is like to betray others, and I will let them know what price they will pay after betraying others. Cheap is invincible, I believe there is some truth in this saying, but I don't believe that there is only justice in the world without people's hearts, and there is only one opportunity for all justice in the world, but it's just others who say that there is no one here who really pays attention to the Tao and can Be fair?

In fact, behind every lie is to hurt the people he loves the most, and the people who love him the most. He hurts again and again, and in the end, others have given up, and there is no reason to continue living like this.

Once some things are decided, they are never worthy of forgiveness. Even if you admit that those things have nothing to do with you, some harm may have been done, and others will not forgive you endlessly because of these things.

Some things are unforgivable. You may think that I have done too much, but who of you have ever thought about my inner feelings? After all, they hurt this family. I have no way to let these things just like this Gone with the wind, you can do this for grandpa, but I don't have anyone worthy of me doing it for them. Time and time again, when I throw everything away, what do I get in the end Such an ending is just the most painful injury. Time and time again, I am nothing in the eyes of others. "

"My child, you finally understand this truth. You can only live for yourself in this world. You must not change yourself because of anyone, let alone live because of anyone. You live for yourself, not for others. Just think clearly. At this point, then you have matured a lot. You can turn a blind eye to some things, but it doesn’t mean you don’t care. What you want to do most now is to accompany your mother well. You should let your mother Let her mother recover as soon as possible, and let him know that your son actually loves her from the bottom of his heart, instead of talking to her again and again without taking actions to prove it. If he is sober, he knows that you love her. He has given so much and he will be very happy."

Don't think about the things that make you unhappy, think about the life you have, and you will find a different brilliance.

"Grandfather, although I know that you still blame my mother more or less deep in your heart, leaving us without saying goodbye, but I know he has no choice but to. If he can stay in this family, as long as there is still a way to live, he will do it. You don’t know how much pain this decision makes him, but as his son, mother and child, I can still feel the torture and pain in his heart. To be speechless is the greatest sorrow in my heart!"

Isn't everyone's love life so bumpy?It's ridiculous, I finally died alone, and I became the one I hated the most at the beginning. I will no longer be by your side every day in the future, and all the promises I made can no longer be fulfilled.

Ran Zhihan didn't know why I felt like I was stimulated in the hospital. He broke the cup and cut his wrist with a piece of glass. He was bleeding profusely, and the blood flowed out with his arm like that. Like an unstoppable spring.

Zhang Yichen communicated with the doctor about his wife's condition outside, and never went into the ward to pay attention to his wife's condition. He always felt that his wife's condition was already very bad.

He doesn't worry about anything now, he only worries about whether accidents will happen to his wife all the time. She is really afraid. It is not easy for them to be together to this point for so many years. They have never been so nervous like now However, he always thought that he could live happily, but now that his parents came back and fulfilled his unfulfilled wish for many years, but his wife had an accident. If this is really the case, how should he bear the burden? What about all this pain?

Zhang Nai is going to see what his mother looks like today, and see if the situation has improved, but when he entered the ward, his heart almost stopped in fright, and his mother fell into a pool of blood, hands It was still bleeding continuously, and his mother's face was as pale as white paper, without any blood color. He didn't understand what kind of reason made his mother choose to commit suicide, so what about this incident? Is it related to your father?Where is his father?Why wasn't he around when his mother had an accident? 33 Novel Network

Zhang Yichen saw all the medical staff running to his wife's ward. She realized that the situation was not good, so he hurried to the ward and saw his son holding his wife there, crying. It happened, and it was another very unfortunate thing. I don't know if my son will put all this heavy responsibility on his head this time.

"Doctor, hurry up and see what's wrong with my mother. As soon as I entered the ward, I found him lying on the ground covered in blood. His face was already so pale. I have already performed the simplest treatment for his hands." Stop the bleeding, but I'm still a little worried when I see the blood on the ground."

After the doctor checked Ran Zhihan's injury, "I don't understand why he committed suicide again this time. His current situation is very unstable. He encountered some unhappy things or couldn't figure out what made him unhappy deep inside. , he will act to hurt himself, this kind of thing may happen frequently in the future, so you'd better keep a few more people, sometimes you need family members to watch around 24 hours a day, so as not to let it have any accidents, otherwise If this happens again next time, it will be too late to rescue him. He has lost too much blood this time and needs a blood transfusion immediately, so please family members think about how you should take care of your wife and this patient. I can't stand any stimulation of my emotions, and I can't accept anyone's comment on him."

The moment Zhang Na saw his father, he realized that his father had changed his mother into what he is now. He was really afraid that his mother would be with his father. She couldn't bear such a risk. What I want now is to let my parents and mothers get medical treatment safely and without any coercion or harm, but why is all this so difficult after all?My mother is now in the hospital, why is my father still unwilling to be by his side to accompany her?

"Dad, how did you promise me? You said that you would stay with my mother and never let him have any accidents. So what is today's thing? Do you still have what you said? A little bit works, why do you always regard your loved ones as someone who can be hurt casually? You think about what you have done. The things you did today are worthy of my mother's sincerity towards you ?

He has become like this now, and he has lost his freedom of life while living in the hospital. Do you want to continue to torture him?Why can't you let my mother live peacefully for a day?You know better than anyone how tiring you have been living these years. People all over the world think she is the happiest woman when he is with you. But whether he is happy or tired, only you know. What you gave him, he gave you all his sincerity. Did you treat him again and again in this way to repay her?

You are my father, and I will never have any right to stand between the two of you to make irresponsible remarks, and I have no right to blame you for every decision you make, but for my mother , I still hope you can treat it sincerely, don't think about fooling me, the person you fooled is not me, but my mother is yourself, you treat the relationship between you like a bubble, everything What have you become?Isn't my mother tired of living?Do you think she wants him to become like this?If his grades are clear now, it's normal. When he sees himself now, do you think she's not afraid?He also doesn't want to live without dignity like this, but he has no choice but to go to receive treatment after he has become like this, and in the process of receiving treatment, he needs your company as a husband. Where is your company? Woolen cloth?If you were really with him, how could he have the chance to commit suicide?

Can you stop being like my grandfather, when anything happens and causes bad consequences, you just want to shirk responsibility on others. Shirking responsibility is not a good way to face things, let alone solve the root of things, time and time again If you push the responsibility on others once and for all, what do you count as yourself?Does everything you do make you really wonder deep down whether what you are doing is right or wrong?What do you think of your loved ones for every mistake you have made? "

Zhang Yichen knew that today's incident was his own negligence, so he had nothing to say in the face of his son's accusation. He could only bear the self-blame brought by his son silently, as a husband Everything was a failure. My wife committed suicide in the ward, but I didn't know it. I didn't hear a single sound. Even if I live in this world now, can I bring my wife a happy and stable life? Where is home?Maybe not at all!

It’s ridiculous, all of this is caused by me. When I die alone, the person I will never forget is still him, but how can I forget him...

"I put all my feelings on this matter. I don't want me to give up on him because of your opposition. It's not fair to him. Maybe in the end I will have a better life with him than anyone else." Human happiness, maybe we will be more miserable than anyone else, but it is better to make a decision than to live in pain!

Now we are like the sweet period of love, no one can do without each other, but we can all be responsible for each other in what we do, and we can all undertake the obligations that each other should shoulder. I know that love and responsibility are two different things, and we cannot Confused, but if I don't even have the ability to go wrong with business cards, if I just tell him to give up so easily, just because my family members disagree, then my future road will be even more difficult, not because of your casual words Words will shake my own decision. I am not the me you want to see. What you want to see is also a hard-working person. No one can pick out the wrong person casually. Only that kind of me is worthy of being you. family.

You and my father are both so good, and I must not fall behind. I cannot embarrass you and my father. This is my biggest concession! "