Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

The pain in my heart cannot be easily forgotten.

"Son, I know you said this for my own good, but do you understand? Dad has told so many lies, and there is no turning back now. If I turn back now, every word I said before All the words will be regarded as the most true lies, and there will be no way to turn around again, do you understand this truth?"

Why is Zhang Zhentian unwilling to tell the truth? Telling lies is so tiring. It is obviously a small matter, but he has to tell so many lies to make up for it. He himself doesn't know the meaning of the lies. He sacrificed himself, but made his family suffer the most embarrassing injuries time and time again.

Zhang Yichen knew exactly what his father's worries were, but there were some things he couldn't tell his father, some things he could only admire silently in his heart, and time and time again he persuaded his father to do the best. The right decision, but I have no way to help my father.

He has 100 reluctances in his heart. Seeing his father continue to tell lies, how tired he is, how big a mistake I have made, he knows better than anyone, when a person wants to kill a little lie because of one thing At that time, he had to use ten lies and a hundred lies to make up for the boy he killed before, and finally became a big lie. At that time, there was no way to round up the lie. He didn't want his father to become With that appearance, he just wanted his father to live healthy and healthy. If his father became what he was before, he felt that he had no reason, and nothing would make him so happy.

"Grandpa, in fact, it is not necessarily a bad thing if some lies are exposed. If a lie is exposed, there is no turning back. It proves that you can only be an honest person in the future. If you are now worried that the lie will be exposed, you will have no way out. That can only prove that you still plan to continue lying. I don't understand why you are willing to quarrel over these things, but now that my mother is lying here, I have no way to see my mother being hurt and remain indifferent.

Grandpa, don't look at my dad who is so strict to you every day, and is so happy to talk, does he really have no pain in his heart, no feeling at all?What he said to wait is nothing more than his family being able to be harmonious and safe, and what you have given him. He has buried all the deepest pain in his heart time and time again. Could it be that he doesn't feel it at all? Yet?He is not stupid, nor is he naive, let alone stupid. He is because all of this is what his parents did, but he has no reason to blame you, and he has no qualifications to blame you.

But when you were doing these things, you never thought about how difficult my father’s life was. He gave you all his hopes, because he knew that you were his parents. No matter what, he couldn’t To hate you, she says she hates you, but deep down she loves you, you never know the truest thoughts in his heart, you think every word he said is the truest, but But you have forgotten that he is also a person, and he also needs the company of his family, and more importantly, the care and love of his parents. When you did these things, you didn't consider how difficult it was for him. He gave you everything all at once, and he only hopes that you can come back. Do you really think that if she hates you, she will be willing to let you go back to this home?

Since he interceded for you from his grandfather and chose to let you come back, it proves that he doesn't really hate you deep down in his heart, but what are you doing, and what do you take him for? A tool that is readily available?What you did today makes me have no way to accept it, and I don't have any reason to believe it. Could this really be something you did?Why did you treat him in such a cruel way, and what did he do wrong? "

The more Zhang Zhentian thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt in his heart. What did you do?He said that his son said in his heart that I really never hated myself?If this is the case, then didn’t the things I did before hurt my son, the most true feelings for myself, everything I did was a mistake, and I never considered that my son’s heart is the most true I have come to the present step by step, what is it for, and what is the reason that made me become so insensitive now, for a little thing, I have to choose to hurt my relatives, time and time again I was cornered once, but I was enjoying the happiness of hurting others there.

Could it be that the happiness and happiness of my life are all based on the pain of others?If it is such happiness and joy, then what is the meaning of being more and more, others are not happy, but I am alone there foolishly happy, what I get is just to hurt everyone.

Thinking back on everything I did with my wife, in fact, there is still a little bit of difficulty in balancing in my heart. Have I really tasted the price for all the injuries and all the consequences of all the choices?Did you really have a reason to pay for those things?

In fact, I am useless at all, I hide my wife, from that day on, only I know how many wrong things I have done, but in the eyes of others, it will always be my own willful actions, but I think All of that is correct, time and time again I bring everything that I think is correct to others, but is it really correct in the eyes of others?My father chose not to say anything, do they really know nothing about those things?

Everyone in the family saved enough face for themselves, gave themselves enough space, and allowed themselves to think about how they should go and what kind of ending they should do. All these things they did hurt time and time again. I have ruined my family, and turned my family into the target of my own harm. I don't know what to do to restore everything to its original appearance. What is the reason for what I did? Now this look is out of control.

"Nai'er, shut up, this is between me and your grandfather, I don't want you to intervene, you have your own business, you are a child who understands the grievances between us adults, why should you bother?" Talking nonsense here?

The most important thing you should do now is to take good care of your mother and let your mother return to normal as soon as possible. You also know what your mother is like now. If he wakes up, he will definitely feel special pain in his heart. Special torture, if you are really for your mother's good, then you don't do anything now, let go of all the important things in your hands, and accompany your mother well, so that your mother can be really good one day Wake up, wait for the day when he wakes up, we will take it away from here and go out to play together, roam the world together, we can also go out and live our own life for a while, we don’t necessarily have to If you must stay here, there is no point in staying here.

But the matter between me and your grandpa, I hope you don’t interrupt, there are some things you don’t understand, and you can’t experience that feeling, the best thing you can do now is what I just told you, remember ? "

"Dad, whether I understand these things or not, everything I said today is the truth. Do you dare to say that you really hate your grandparents in your heart? Even if they did so many things that hurt you, you can Deep down but never hate them, because he is your parents, you have no way to hate them, knowing that the moment they come back, deep down you are happier than anyone else, because they are at least willing to finally come back to this home Come to take care of you, willing to be by your side, I see everything in my eyes, do you really think that I am so stupid and don’t know anything? I’m just like you, when I encounter some things, I just I choose not to say it, because it does not benefit anyone, nor does it make any sense. I said it may destroy the peaceful relationship of our family. I don’t want that to happen in our family. I am more than anyone We all know that peace in this home is hard-won!

I don't understand why you don't let me talk about these things at home, is everything I do wrong in your eyes?Is it true that if I do this, it is treasonous and unforgivable?I just hope that my relatives can live a happy life, just like you hope that your parents can stay by your side, just like you hope that this family can be peaceful. Could it be that deep in my grandfather's heart, she wouldn't say these things talk?If he were here now, he would say the same.

This family has accepted too much, what's wrong with him, I don't want this family to continue to live in such a turmoil, that kind of life is not what you and I want, what we want is that everyone can continue to live, how much Leave a way out for yourself, don't push yourself step by step, let yourself have no way to retreat, wait until then to regret why you made such a decision in the first place, do you think that your regret at that time may be nothing to others , but for yourself, do you really think it makes sense?

After so many years, I don't understand what my grandparents think in their hearts, but I know that in their hearts, they don't want such things to happen to us, and they are also reflecting on what they have done. Right or wrong, I also hope that everything that each of us does can be considered from their perspective, but sometimes I don’t know why deep down in my heart, It’s like being obsessed, using any method to consider the problem from their perspective, I only know that everything they do is hurting us, I only know that no matter what they do, they have never considered our feelings, At that moment, my heart was actually broken. I can understand the feeling of being betrayed by my parents, abandoned by my parents, but not understood by anyone, how tormented it is!

I actually chose to say these words today. He just wanted to make the family completely quiet and stop quarreling over anything. Everyone in the family has been greatly hurt because of these quarrels. You really Do you just hope that these injuries will continue to live like this?This may be nothing to you, but it is a kind of harm to everyone in the family. Every day, it is your relatives who are ringing in your ears, making troubles to yourself again and again. That kind of thinking is really very sad every day. tired.

Maybe you think it’s really a bit abrupt for me to say these words today. I also understand that doing so is a very irrational choice, but I have no choice. In the endless quarrels, the person who hurts the most in the family may not necessarily be us, but the elderly great-grandfather in the family.

Any one of you should know that he is very old, and he has no way to accept the quarrels in this family again and again. For him, he has no way to understand and has no way, what he needs most now It is to enjoy life in peace, to retire quietly, instead of listening to his family chatting and quarreling below again and again, that feeling will make him very bored, and sometimes he will have a feeling of wanting to escape from this home , then you guys really hope that he was still waiting there at that time, and we were by the side again and again bringing all the hurt to her, but we were there again and again without knowing what we did all for what?Do you really have the heart to hurt the depths of her heart again, forming a terrible shadow that will linger for the rest of your life? "

Zhang Yichen was silent, and had to admit that his son thought about it, but he didn't think about it, because he didn't think about it from the perspective of his grandfather, he only knew that he didn't really hate himself Her parents, she only hoped that her parents could return to this home. As for the ending, he never thought about it at all.

Could it be that what I did was too selfish?Could it be that everything I did was a mistake?It’s not that I hope that everyone in this family can live a happy life, live a happy life, and live a happy life, but why now these things seem to be all my own fault, is it true that I am really doomed to do it again and again in my life? Will you never be forgiven by anyone for your mistakes?What should I do to restore all this to the past, and not quarrel because of anything. These quarrels may not be the most painful in my heart, but it seems that it is a kind of quarrel in the heart of my family. The deepest torture, there is no way to recover from the torture, so all I did was to hurt my family again and again, but I was watching from the side one by one, I could only watch helplessly. Seeing them hurt, but you can't say anything, can't you do anything?If this is the case, is he still worthy of being a man?I once swore to protect my family, is this kind of protection?

Zhang Zhentian has always known that his grandson is a very sensible child, and after discussing with his relatives, he found out that his grandson is not ordinary sensible, and every word he utters is logical, and he feels ashamed to be a grandfather.

"Nai'er, Dad knows that you said these things today are for Dad's benefit, do you know? If you say everything rashly like this, you will only make grandpa unacceptable. Don't look at it. Your grandpa is so powerful, but in fact he is still very fragile in his heart, and he is also afraid of being hurt. When you say these words today, it may bring a psychological shadow to his mind. Have you ever thought about having A way of dealing with things when you are in the middle of the day may bring a kind of psychological harm to others. At that time, although your heart is balanced, other people's hearts are greatly hurt. At that time, you think that kind of happiness is Do you want it? You also understand that everything you do is to hope that everyone in the family can live happily.

I know what you said, there is no other meaning in doing these things, and you just hope that everyone in the family can be happy and healthy, but sometimes the way you deal with things is also a skill, if you deal with it like this , then I can only say that over the years, all the knowledge you have read and all the courses you have studied have been for nothing. When you said these words, you did not consider whether your family could bear it, you just thought about it. Your inner feelings, do you think that you will be happy if you say these things, but don't let those hurts that only she can digest?

Today you can help my father to say these words, I am really grateful to you, because these words have always been filled in the depths of my heart, and I have been entangled in whether I should say what I dare not say for many years I was also hesitant, but now you have said everything, and my heart is very happy, you have said all the thoughts in my heart, but I don’t agree with your approach, because you This kind of practice just hurt your own grandpa. You built our happiness on his pain. We are happy now, but he is in pain. If it is this kind of exchange, I would rather be unhappy all my life. Not happy, and I don't want my family to feel sad and unhappy! "

Zhang Nai seems to understand. He doesn't understand what his father means by these words. He doesn't understand himself. He is just telling his father what is in his heart. Why does his father say it instead? I still have to educate myself, saying that my way of dealing with problems is wrong, so is I really that bad?I helped her speak out what was in her heart, and helped her solve the biggest depression in her heart, but why she didn't want to look at herself more, and look at her own advantages as a son, why is she still there? I have been criticizing myself again and again. Is it wrong to do what I did before?

"Father, to be honest, I don't understand why, you have to criticize me again and again, have you ever thought about it, I am just expressing your deepest thoughts now, I just hope you can live I will be more relaxed, and will no longer be depressed because of my deepest thoughts. Why can’t you see my sincerity to you? You always think that everything I do is wrong, then Is everything you do right? You dare not speak out your true thoughts again and again, you are just afraid that you will hurt your family if you speak your true thoughts If you don't have the courage to speak out your true thoughts, then even if you bring them happiness in the future, then what's the use, but you yourself have suffered all the grievances, and people live happily in this world all their lives Most importantly, if I want to meet other people's requirements again and again and make myself miserable, then I would rather not live here. I just want to let myself speak freely without being fettered by anything.

I used to think that my father was an upright person. No matter what I did, my father would definitely think about it for me from my perspective, but now I find that all this has changed. What I do is my own. My father thinks it is wrong, because you have become timid deep in your heart, you are no longer as indomitable as before, you no longer trust anyone as before, you are afraid that trusting others will hurt yourself and change yourself. You become insensitive, you hide all the thoughts deep in your heart, only in this way can you prove that what you have in your heart is correct, have you thought about it, don’t you feel tired doing this?Don't you work hard when you live like this?Even if you give everything to others, what are you in the eyes of others, why bother to wrong yourself over and over again, and while perfecting others, can you think about yourself first? Is happiness really happiness?

I watched you live in such pain. To be honest, I couldn’t bear it. Although you educated me again and again, you must be my father. I still hope that you can be happy. As a son and a junior, I There is only so much I can do for you, maybe you will think that I am making trouble for no reason, maybe you will think that I am not caring about you at all, do you understand?I know all this, I just hope that you can be happy and happy, don’t make yourself miserable because of these things over and over again, you should know better than anyone how difficult it is for you to live again and again , why do you need to hide all the hurt and pain in the depths of your heart?

Think about what you have gained from doing all this. You took all the harm on yourself, but in the end you got nothing in return. What you got in return was just another betrayal by your parents !

Sometimes when I see your parents betraying you, I feel pain in my heart. Although the person who betrayed is not me and you are my father, I see you hopeful for them time and time again. How painful it is to be hurt by them and become hopeless. I can understand the gap, you know?When I couldn't get the things I loved time and time again, but I was always full of hope for those things, and finally turned into despair, that sense of gap can make a person's heart completely collapse, but you You have never collapsed, you have exercised your heart to be very strong, all of this is given to you by them, they have made your heart so strong, because they know what I asked them to do, in your heart There will never be a moment to forgive him deep in their hearts. They already know thoroughly what they have done wrong, but those injuries cannot be reversed. There is no reason, and no one is willing to pay for these Things to forgive you guys.

Grandpa, you can see how hard my father has lived these past few years, so why don't you want to think more about the problem from his perspective?What kind of life has he lived all these years?He went to a dead end again and again, and pushed his favorite things to others time and time again. Could it be that deep down in his heart he was not entangled in the slightest difference?He has nothing to do, the moment he chooses to let you go back to this home, do you know how much courage he summoned up?She hurt his parents. She can forgive you and let you go back to this family. It can only explain his things. I really long for your love, but have you cared for him when you came back?No, you still hurt him more and more, you only hurt him, you don’t know how to love others at all, how do people like you get what you want, use all means for his own purpose, and swear not to achieve it Don't give up, this is some of your styles of doing things, but you have forgotten that your family needs company most, and your family needs you the most. Give them all the things you think are best again and again, and those things are not harm. It is the most sincere love for them. You can’t give them the love they want, and you can’t get the care they want. All you can give is hurt, and hurt is just hurt after all. Lies are still lies. Admitting that everything you have ever said is a lie, it only shows that you are still running away, you are afraid, that you are going to abandon the whole world, you are still running away from every mistake you have ever made, In your eyes, you don’t even know why the mistakes you made became like that. You have really become insensitive, and you don’t know that you are the kind and amiable person before. When I first The moment I saw a man, I knew that you should be easy to get along with, but now I find that it is not at all. What you are doing is completely contrary to my imagination. I don’t understand whether my imagination is too much Beautiful, but your approach is too extreme, too difficult for me to understand, let me agree!

You can do everything, no matter why you are, what you are for, or who you are for, when you say all these choices, it has already proved that your choices are wrong, I I don't know how to communicate with you, explain all of this, but do you know?You are my grandfather, I have to tell you some things, I don't want my family to be hurt, now you see what my father looks like, is she happy and happy?

The happiness you agree with in your eyes is completely different from the happiness we think in our eyes. Your happiness brings us harm, and makes us suffer pain again and again, but we still have to be grateful for the harm that Dade thanked you for returning to this home?

I believe you also know how much effort my father has made over the years. In fact, I believe you can see many things, but you choose not to say anything because you don’t know what to say. When you see yourself When your son lives a better life than yourself, and lives more tired than yourself, do you feel proud or guilty deep in your heart at that moment? If you feel guilty, it proves that you still have a little conscience, and you still want to To be able to make your son live a little happier, and live a little happier. If you feel happy or happy, it proves that you don't have your son deep in your heart. "

"Enough, who told you to say these nonsensical things, and who taught you these outrageous things? Don't tell me it's so boring for you to say it all these years. Are all the books are whiteheads? You are a man at heart. I don’t know, should I have respect and love for my elders? Think about your attitude towards elders now, are you really my son? Are you really worthy of me for what you have done? Did your father bring you education again and again?

I don't care if you said these words today to help me or for other purposes, you must immediately apologize to your grandpa. As a junior, you shouldn't have said these words. You have no reason, let alone any qualifications Go say this to your grandpa, all he wants to do is for us to be better, in fact, she used the wrong method to bring us harm, but its essence has not changed, so you should not stop Think about it from the perspective of your grandfather, the problem, then shouldn't you think about what he did all this for?You feel that everything you do is right again and again, and you think that others can’t do it, so let me ask what is the difference between your mentality now and your grandpa. He also thinks so, but in the end Did he get good results?Doesn't he think that he made a mistake? Does he still want to walk the same path as her, but in the end he becomes as insensitive as before? You also hope to be like your grandpa, who doesn't distinguish between indiscriminate and right? Wrong comment?

I don't care what you want to say now, as long as you apologize to your grandfather immediately, no matter if you apologize sincerely or falsely, you must apologize to me, otherwise you are not my son, and neither do I. You treat the son who is so rude to the elders like this, my son can only be more outstanding, absolutely impossible to be a street gangster, a little hooligan! "

"No matter what happened to this matter, I will never apologize. I did nothing wrong with this matter, and I did it for you, so can't you really consider my good intentions from my perspective? Did I do all this for myself? Didn't I do all this for you?

Dad, no matter what I do today, whether you appreciate it or not, whether you blame me or want it sincerely, I don't care if you are with me. All I want is that you can understand that everything I do is I just hope that the walnut family can live a healthy life. Think about how much ups and downs you have suffered at home. When did this family live as peacefully as it is now? Now life is peaceful, but But my mother took it in, and he may not be able to live soberly as before. Don't I feel pain?All of this is the result of my grandparents lying again and again. Why do you still cover him up to now? Is it because my mother and I are nothing to him? My mother is just a doll that you need to accompany you when you are lonely. Shouldn't you think about it from the perspective of my mother, how painful and uncomfortable she is living now?If you think everything I do is wrong, then you give me a reason, you tell me a reason, what I should do is right so that I can satisfy your thoughts and what I say so as not to make you feel Sad, feel sad, can you tell me?

Look back yourself, this is the hospital, this is the ward, and the person lying in the ward is my mother, the mother who gave birth to me after 10 months of hard work, but now he can only Lying here, but I live there laughing and joking, so I won't be sad at all, won't I be sad?Sometimes you should also think from my perspective, what kind of blows are all the difficulties I am facing now, what kind of torture my mother is enduring now, I don’t know I hope you live so selfishly again and again, and you don't seem to be such a selfish person.

But now you are able to continue living in this family in order to satisfy your father, but you choose to hurt your wife and son, I can't understand.

I can't understand what does this mean?In your eyes, is your family, your wife, your children, anything more important than your father?They gave you life but never raised you, and even though we gave you nothing, we stayed with you for whole years.

Even if our company is nothing, you can't treat us in this way, treat me and my mother in this way, I can't stand it, let alone accept it, do you know that you do this It's really cruel, do you treat me and my mother as the object of harm?It’s still someone who can be discarded at will, you just let me and my mother become what they are, I don’t want her to blame who is right and who is wrong, and I don’t want to get entangled in these right and wrong, because I know that what I did Every decision has a price to pay. I once became a numb person. I have no way to understand the hurt I caused my mother, and I have no way to make up for it. This has caused me a lot of pain. I'm in so much pain that I'm going crazy, I'm suppressing my inner emotions every day, do you know how entangled and painful he is?

It’s good for you, when you do everything, you don’t consider our feelings at all. As long as you live happily and happily, it’s enough for you to live in peace. Have you ever thought about whether the people around you will think about it because of what you do? Feeling hurt or shocked for what?I am really tortured by you and I am going crazy. I deceive myself again and again. I hope that my judgment will not be affected by what you have done, but I have no way, but I saw my mother lying here. When I was laughing and laughing inside but outside, I became even more angry. I have no way to imagine what kind of reason can make you still be happy after my mother is sick and admitted to the hospital To live with a smile, without feeling the slightest bit of pressure, what on earth is my mother?Nothing at home?You are still able to live with such a smile, I really feel worthless for my mother, how much he has paid, he has put all his youth in this family, but in the end it is only you It hurt him again and again.

He has no way to express himself, because his whole mind is confused now, and she is not sure whether everything she does is right or wrong, but I don't want my mother to be hurt like this, if You have a little bit of guilt deep in your heart, so when you make every choice, please think more about what my mother will be like in order to achieve your expectations. I beg you to hold your hand high and let it go. He, don't let him suffer so much, but still live there in pain, I want to see her smiling happily, I want to see the sunny mother standing in front of my eyes, and The thought of not living in such agony as I am now terrifies me!

Dad, we have lived together for so many years, you should understand that I never beg others easily, but I really beg you on this matter today, I hope you can stand on my side and stand on my mother's side Think about it from a different perspective, you are really doing my mother a favor by doing this, have you really understood how difficult his life is?He lives so sad and painful again and again, is that really the ending he wants?He is also a living person, even if he is unconscious now, but she still hopes that her family can be happy and happy, he still has his own emotions, he is crazy now, he can casually put his own happiness Anger, sorrow and joy are all shown in front of him, and this kind of life is the most comfortable and relaxed. Before, he always buried all his thoughts and feelings in his heart, and he dared not express them because he was afraid of hurting others. You guys, how much do you want to give him with this result?You think he smiles every day like this now, cries when he wants to cry, laughs when he wants to laugh, he is actually living the most relaxed life.

Although we are under pressure, we all see how happy and relaxed he is. I don’t want anything to affect my mother’s life before recovery. I just hope that my mother can be safe now. No matter whether he can wake up in the future, no matter whether he can live a normal life like before, but for me, at least he is at least relaxed now, he is the happiest now, without any troubles.

I don't blame anyone, but I blame myself. This son is too incompetent, and he hurts my mother again and again, but I don't know it. I know that everything around my mother is a scourge. But I can only say nothing, and I have to treat them with a smile again and again. I am really great. Sometimes I don’t understand how I did it when I think about it. Time and time again I forced myself to do the things I was least willing to do. At that time, I really didn’t have the slightest reluctance in my heart, and I didn’t have the slightest memories. I thought that everything I did was correct. But I forgot that all of that was not what my mother wanted at all. All of that may have satisfied your wishes, but my mother was severely abandoned by me. I never thought about my mother's thoughts. Lies, I will eventually expose her. A lie is always a lie. I can't let the lie continue to exist. In this kind of life, I can't let such a lie hurt my mother again and again, let me My mother was devastated and hurt by these unnecessary lies.

Just think about how many people have been hurt by the lies you told, and how many people are living in pain again and again because of your lies, and you can’t extricate yourself. You have never reviewed your actions Whether it is right or wrong, you always put all your mistakes on others, and regard others as your scapegoats.

I think it's time to put an end to all the lies. If this kind of lie continues to exist in this state, I think it will only bring continued harm to everyone in the family. I don't want anyone in the family to die Hurt, especially my mother, the mistakes you have made, he has already endured all the blows and injuries for you, if you continue to do this, I can't imagine how deep in your heart is. Ruthless, how hard-hearted you are to make a woman suffer this kind of injury again and again? "

"Son, I never thought of evading responsibility. In fact, I really have no way to do this kind of lie now, and I have no way to clarify all these lies. Can you try to believe in grandpa? , In fact, I sincerely want to live in this family, I want to give you a love and protection, don't I want to hurt you again and again?

I know that it is useless for grandpa to say all these things now. The harm has already been done and it is unavoidable. I have caused many people's harm because of my lies, and I have no way to understand how this harm will be done to you. How much pain it brings, but do you know?When we do what we want most in our life time and time again, we give ourselves all the damage time and time again, and we don’t know what to do to get everything back to the state we want most. I used to For the mistakes I have made, I will try my best to bear all the consequences, no matter what the consequences are, and no matter what price I will pay, I will bear it, but lies, he is not necessarily all lies, there is truth behind the lies, Sometimes lies are well-meaning, so don't we tell a well-meaning lie also a kind of harm?Is that white lie also a kind of deception and injury? "

Zhang Nai was almost distorted by Zhang Zhentian's thoughts. He didn't understand what kind of lie was a lie. He only knew that his grandfather was evading responsibility. Lies were lies after all. Why did he still The essence of good and malicious lies will never change, even if it is a good lie, it is still a lie.

"Grandpa, every word you said today has refreshed my worldview, my outlook on life and values, do you know? A lie is a lie after all, no matter the lie is good or malicious, its essence is Lies, he will not change because of any different existence, do you know, as long as you tell a lie, it will never change the fact that it is a lie, and beauty will only bring harm to others after all , so you still don’t understand that everything you do is because of your lies? You treat the lies you promised as white lies to deceive others, but in the eyes of others, he doesn’t know it’s a lie, he Take it seriously, because he regards your lie as the truth, so it will receive the heaviest blow and injury. Why do you still choose to evade responsibility and refuse to face reality? Only then will we face the real reality..."

The hardships of life made it difficult for me to move forward, but I always had no reason to go back then.