Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

A year passed in a blink of an eye.

Three months later...

Zhang Zhentian was discharged from the hospital. During the past three months, Xia Tian spent every day with his husband in the hospital. Now he is very clear in his heart that if his car is not right, this marriage will be completely turned into nothingness. He really I can't bear this kind of thing to happen to me, he wants less and less now, her desire has gradually dropped to the lowest level, and he no longer knows what attitude he should use to face this kind of life , she feels very happy now, as long as she can stay with someone who loves her every day, it is also a great happiness in her life for herself.

Someone told her long ago that instead of finding someone you like, it is better to find someone who likes you, because the person you like, if he does not have you in his heart, then no matter what you are, in his heart he is They will always regard you as unimportant, so what is the meaning of you? You are just making your heart more painful and embarrassing, that's all, but if the person you are looking for is a sincere choice.If he is with you, no matter what you do, he will forgive you and tolerate you. That kind of love is life.

Zhang Zhentian has tried his best to recover his body during these three months, but sometimes the damage caused to his body cannot be recovered in a day or two, even if the time has passed, he has been here for three full months. For three months, he ate well and slept well, but what made me feel uncomfortable was that my parents could still forgive me after taking so many measures, but I, as a son, never thought about it. Think about what you really did wrong, what you lost, and what you did to your own child.

In fact, her heart is also very painful, and the life she wants is also very ordinary. For him, an ordinary life is the life he wants most in this life, but he never got it in the end. Everything he got was just the most painful memory deep in his heart. Sometimes he really wanted to ask God, if he would give him more time, let him think about what he did. What kind of result does it bring.

Although there were mistakes in everything he did, he never thought of hurting the people he cared about the most. The life she wanted was just an ordinary life, but why did she want She still can't get it, she really doesn't understand what she did wrong in this life, everyone will choose to use this method to resist herself in the end, is it really so difficult to get what she wants?The life I want is only ordinary, which is the happiest thing in my life for me, but I have lost so much again and again, and I have paid all of it again and again. In the end, it is just the life I don’t want. What is the meaning of such a life?

"Xia Jing, I have thought a lot in the past three months, and I have been reflecting on myself all the time. I don't know what I did all this for. All I want is an ordinary life, but In the end, why what I got was not what I wanted after all. I paid a lot, but the result I got time and time again was just others hurting me time and time again.

I used to give my all for you, even my own life, but I still have the same mentality until now. I don’t understand why you have gone through so much and you have caused so much harm to me. I still love you with all my heart, maybe this kind of love is the real love, no matter how many wrong things you do, no matter how you treat me behind your back, no matter how many knives you stab me, but in my inner world there is only You alone, as long as you are willing to come back to me, my arms will always be open for you, and my place will always be your warm harbor. It just depends on whether you are willing to give me a chance to fall in love with me sincerely, and then our family People live happily, I have thought about this countless times, but I don't know how to say it to you.

Maybe you think it's funny for me to say such things to you now, maybe you also think I'm just confessing myself now, and you don't listen to every word I say, but anyway, deep down in my heart, I really love you. What I want is to be with you, as long as I am with you, no matter how many difficulties and dangers there are, I feel very happy and happy. The life with you is achieved step by step by myself. I am very happy in your life together. No matter what you have done, the person I still love in my heart is always you.

This point, in this life, no matter what, there will be no change!

I have waited for so many years, I have waited so hard for you, and finally I have come to the end of my hard work, I have waited for your heart, you are only me, I have waited for you to stay by my side, and it is willing, not because of other It's not because I forced you to stay by my side, I still want to ask you one more question here, I hope you can answer me honestly, not to satisfy me, so that I don't feel sad, that's why you Tell lies to deceive me! "

"You don't need to say, I know what you want to ask, don't you just want to ask if I stay by your side sincerely or for some other purpose, but now I can tell you to stay by your side openly, Really sincerely without any purpose.

Just like you said, you used to give your life for me, so it is the same now, the person you love in your heart will always be only me, so why can't I give everything for you?I just want you to stay by my side, and I also want to stay by your side, can't we be together and accompany each other?Can't we all live happily together?Why should we dwell on the past?It is not necessarily a good thing to be an adulterer about the past, because that will only make everyone of us very unhappy!

Zhentian, you should choose to believe me. After all, we are husband and wife. After so many years of ups and downs, what kind of person am I? You should know that I never tell a lie. Even if I tell a lie, it is a white lie, but The words I say now are just the most true words in my heart. None of these words are false. I just want everyone to be happy together. A happy and happy life is all of us. If you want to deceive others every time and achieve your own goals, do you think that kind of life is interesting?Are you really willing to let me lie to you again and again for the rest of my life?

In fact, you are not a fool, every thing I do, how can you really not know about those things?You choose to cover up for me time and time again. Isn't it because you want me to find that I am ashamed of me deep in my heart one day, so that I can stay by your side?

In fact, your move is very good. Although it shows that you have finally achieved your goal, I will not expose you now. Since I have promised to stay by your side, I will definitely stay by your side, no? For something else but I really just want to be with you right now.There is a man who loves me so much by my side, why should I choose to be with someone else?Why should I choose to hurt you, I am not the kind of heartless person. "

Zhang Zhentian knew in his heart that only his wife would understand this matter. If it wasn't like this, how could his wife choose to stay by his side so easily and see everything, but It's just a situation that I set up deep in my heart. If I had made all this a reality earlier and made it the state that everyone wanted most in their hearts, then all this would not have happened.Every time you have to wait until you have learned a lesson, you will know what the things you have got, and you will understand how precious the things you have lost. No one has ever thought about it before losing it. Should I cherish these things in front of me!

I always want to hurt those closest to me again and again, and let them all leave me. After leaving myself, I find that all this is not what I want. What I want is just myself. The person closest to me just wants her to stay by his side, but is it really that easy?Lost is lost, no one will choose the reason because of your loss, and no one will choose to pity you because of the painful memories you suffered.

"I know that the person who understands me best in the world is not others but you. You know what I want most, because you have seen how I treat you with your own eyes over the years, and you have experienced how much I love you. I love you, for you, I have really done whatever it takes, I have already done enough to give up my own life, if it wasn't for your call this time, if it wasn't for me hearing my father want to drive you away Going out of the house, leaving you bruised and bruised on the street, I really don’t want to wake up anyway, I dream about how happy you are, I can kiss your lips when I can pull you in the dream, I can Holding you together every night, do you know how happy that feeling is? When did you give me such happiness in real life?

When we were in love, what kind of feeling did you give me, don't you understand?Now what is it that I want you still don't understand?Repeatedly again and again, can't my heart really not be broken?You can't hear the sound of heartbreak, but I can feel it myself. But the moment my heart is broken because of you, it proves that I can only live in your hands for the rest of my life.

If I really can't completely let go of you, then even if I really wake up one day, what's the point of you not being by my side? I would rather sleep in my own dream and never wake up in my life. All I want is you, only you and I love you, do you know how much I love you?Love you!Love you!Love you!

My love for you has never changed over the years. Although you may no longer have my place in your heart, I am still willing to be with you, because every day with you, even if your eyes I don’t have me in my heart, I don’t have me in my heart, but I’m still happy. As long as I see you staying by my side, it’s a kind of happiness for me. Maybe you will think I’m stupid and naive.Obviously a person is not worthy of you at all, but why should I still do this? "

"Can you stop talking about it? What's the point of saying this now? I know you love me very much, you love me, you love me and you can do things for me. But you have never made up your mind about me, because deep down in your heart, all you want is me, and all you want is that I can stay by your side and give you a happy family to let you I can have my wife's most complete love for me like other men, but do you know? From the moment we developed symptoms, I have been unable to do this, but now I can tell you plainly, I really It can be done because deep down in my heart there will never be anyone else but your place.

I think we should all remember the lesson of this time, shouldn't we?Why do you always wait until you lose something before you choose to regret it?Can regretting every time you lose can really restore everything?Just be able to go back to the original state, nothing happened?In fact, this is simply impossible. Both of them know each other well, but they just don't want to tell the truth! "

"My dear wife, don't worry, this time I will remember the lesson no matter what. If it wasn't for this lesson, how could I know how much I love you? What is there in your heart? Didn’t you regard me as your husband? I’m really grateful. Although I suffered a lot this time, my heart is sweet, because you are by my side and take care of me day and night. You don’t care The safety of my own body is still here with me. For me, I already feel very happy!

The happiness I want is actually very simple. With your idea, no one has lived selfishly in this life, and the most selfish moment I am now is to keep you by my side. Maybe you will feel This is really selfish, but I never want to get entangled in who is right and who is wrong in this matter.

In my eyes, as long as everyone can live happily and happily, it is the most perfect life.

This time is simply a lesson of blood, if I get up a little later, maybe I will never see you again, but I finally broke through the nightmare in my heart, I still chose to wake up, I I chose to use my last bit of courage to face the cruel reality that I will face after waking up. I don’t know whether you will agree to be with me after waking up, whether you will really stay by my side, but As long as I wake up, there is still hope. If I don't wake up, then I don't even have the last hope. I don't want us to be broken without even the last hope between each other. "

Maybe only the two of them understand what this catastrophe has brought them in the depths of their hearts.

Each of the two of them has found the thing they want most in their hearts, and they have obtained the person they love the most in their hearts. For a person, he is actually the happiest thing in the world. No one has thought about what they want from each other. Two people are always hurting each other, but hurting and hurting, after all, isn't it all hurting yourself?It's my own heart that hurts, isn't it?Why choose to hurt yourself while hurting others? Is that really the wisest choice?But not so!

Since Zhang Zhentian woke up, Mr. Zhang's condition has gradually improved.

Also, my son has recovered, my daughter-in-law and my son have reconciled as before, and this family will soon return to its original state. As an old man, the moment of happiness that he has longed for for so long is finally coming. How can I be neither excited nor happy in my heart? The life everyone wants is really mediocre. No one has ever considered how perfect their life is. In the happiest world, then my whole life is really worth living in this world.

This time, Zhang Yichen saw it in his parents after going through such a thing. If he really can't bear it, then why bother to provoke others. If he decides to take this path, he should go on well and choose to love himself People around you, you must love to the end no matter what, if it is true, you choose to give up because of some bad things, then two people, even if they are really together, what is the meaning of being together, in the end it will only bring Two people have their own thoughts in their hearts. In the end, two people will only get hurt separately, and the one they hurt will always be the person they love the most, because those who don’t love themselves can never hurt him and those who love themselves, but they will be hurt because of themselves. What I did, it hurt my heart again and again, that kind of pain, no one is willing to experience it several times in a lifetime, only choose again and again, go your own way, love the people you love, love those who love yourself If you are a good person, then your life is really perfect, and you will never pursue the past in vain because of any wrong decision you made, and finally find that it is all your own fault.

How long will it take for the maple leaves blown down by the wind to return to the branches?

When Xia Jing heard her precious son say such words to herself, his tears could no longer be contained, and fell from his eye sockets. Did the annual leave drop drop after drop on his palm? He knew that he What a failure I have lived in this life, and the decisions I made again and again ended up hurting my son's greatest love for me.

He himself doesn't know if he apologizes now, is it useful? If he apologizes now, will his son forgive him for all the mistakes he has made as a mother, and he has no way to solve all this in his heart Things, all of this will eventually become what it is now, but it is just the mistakes I made again and again, so what right do I have to blame others?I once made these mistakes, but I never thought about what kind of ending I would get in the end. The mistakes I made again and again made everyone feel cold because of what I did. What face do you have to beg others to forgive yourself? I am not the kind of brazen person. If I let myself beg others to forgive me, then I might as well turn around and leave proudly. In that way, at least I can keep what I have in my heart. Care about dignity and pride.

"Son, I am your biological mother, and she is your biological father. How can you speak to us in such a tone? Do you know that your words will make our parents feel very uncomfortable and painful? You want to Have you ever felt how entangled we are as parents? You have also never considered how uncomfortable and embarrassing your parents will be when you say these words? Now you feel again and again that we abandoned you at the beginning It's our fault, but can you accept that we admit our mistakes to you? It's just a comfort deep in your heart to struggle with these things again and again, and you don't even know what you are Why do you want to hold on to these things? Because you will never know what the reasons for what you have done and what qualifications you have to discuss these things. Maybe the things your parents have done really hurt you. When it comes to you, the mistakes we made in the past have also been punished. We are not the kind of hard-hearted people. We are not thinking about leaving our own son, but we are forced to ignore it. .

I believe that everyone will think when they are young and frivolous, why do they have to stay at home to take care of their children?At the beginning, your father and I also had the same thoughts in our hearts. I never thought about staying at home to take care of you and accompany you, but we still couldn’t bear it. We could only think about going out to have a good time and have fun. I came back when I had enough, but I didn’t expect to play for more than ten years. In the past ten years, we have really suffered. We feel that we owe it to ourselves. You owe our most beloved son, but we can’t do anything because of all this. The final outcome is a decision made by oneself, and there is no way to change it.I can only grit my teeth step by step and walk to the end. If the final result is not what I want, then I can only bear the ending brought about by such a result in this life, because all these are caused by myself. And who can be blamed? "

Zhang Yichen didn't want to say anything, he just quietly listened to every word his mother said to him, in fact, his heart was already shaking, he didn't know why he was shaking, obviously he already hated his parents I hate it to the bone, but why do you still have to soften your heart just because of his kind words?Then can I really not be that hard-hearted?My parents can give up their own son for the freedom they want, so why can't I, a son, not for my own face.How about not recognizing your parents?

"Son, there is no way to make up for the mistakes that parents have made.

If you really want to, then please let us stay by your side from now on and take good care of you for the rest of your life. We will never leave you again. We also know how much psychological shadow our departure caused to you. And our hearts are not painful, our hearts know what we want better than anyone else, but we have no way to turn all this into reality, we can only watch our own pain The child stood at the door of the house looking at him but did not dare to go forward to hug him. Do you know how desperate it is?You are my biological son, as a mother, how could you not care about your feelings? We have thought again and again that as long as we can return to you, we will accept no matter what the ending is.

As long as you can forgive me and your father, even if we stay by your side like cows and horses, we will never have any complaints in this life. I only hope that you can give us a chance and let us love you well , let us make up for the lack of love for you over the years, maybe you don't need it, but we only want a psychological comfort in our hearts. "

"Just like what you said, I don't need you to know how painful and uncomfortable the decisions you made made my heart. Over the years, I have never forgotten for a moment that you brought me I remind myself again and again in my mind that I must never forget this matter in my life. I want to keep this matter in my mind forever. I want everyone to know that I am My parents abandoned me. Even if I accept mine. All the cynicism of others, but I still have come to such a height in life that others cannot reach in my life. I feel very proud of myself, and at the same time I am very grateful to you if it is not for you For my cruelty, for abandoning me, how could I make up my mind to take this path? How could I try my best to prove to the world how powerful I am.

My original intention of doing all this is to prove to my parents that they abandoned me, which is the biggest wrong decision they have made in their lives, because they have no time to know when I, as a biological son, will die With such a great ability, they think again and again, if one day my parents leave me, then what kind of life will I have? Others may not be able to understand it, but I have experienced it now, and I am not afraid of my life. My parents left me again. I know that after my parents left, how should I live without my parents, but others can’t do it. Under your abandonment of me, I have a life that others may not have. It is something that others may not have any way to understand in their entire life, you know?I am really grateful to you all. I will never forget the consequences of everything you have done to me in my life, but I also hope that you can remember clearly. If one day you ask me for something, I will definitely not help you guys.

Whether you are my parents, or anyone of mine, I will never lend a helping hand, because I know that you don't deserve to let me lose my hand to help you, because I help you, and you finally bring me The result is only harm. You have never considered how much torture I have suffered in my heart as a descendant. You have wondered time and time again that you are just living a happy life in peace. Have you ever thought about it? What about the lives of us people, you are wandering outside again and again, and what about me?My grandfather, my family and I lived desperately at home, and we could only depend on each other for our lives. You are living a happy and unrestrained life, but Macau is living a happy and difficult life..."

"In your whole life, you may not have any way to understand how hard I have been after you abandoned me. Since childhood, others have been happily playing with toys, and I, I have been training desperately. Because I want others to know how serious the consequences of abandoning me are, and I want everyone to know that abandoning me is the biggest mistake. Do you know what kind of state I was in when I was trained? What? Every time I come home bloody, but I can't let my grandpa see it because I know my grandpa loves me too much and they will feel distressed when they see him.

My grandpa loves me so much, how can I let him see my wound again and again, and then quietly hide and wipe my tears there, I am not the kind of hard-hearted person, I really have no way to do this things.

For me, my grandpa's stable life is more important than anything else. I can do without anything, but I can't do without my grandpa.

Do you know what my grandfather and I have been doing all these years?Seeing my grandpa in pain alone there, but as a grandson, I can't do anything, because I know, but my grandpa, I can't make my grandpa sad because of my things, all I want is It is my grandpa who can live a happy life. For me, I can have nothing in my life, but I absolutely cannot let me have no grandpa. If my grandpa knows that you have seen me, then how much I should feel in my heart I feel distressed, I really don't want much, as long as my grandpa can live safely by my side, that's enough.

I originally hoped that my parents would return to me, but now I no longer have such an extravagant hope, because I know that no matter whether my parents will be by my side or not, I will always be with you in my life. There is no way to live happily, only if my parents continue to be by my side, I will live a happy life in this life, but later I found out that this is not the case, no matter whether my parents will be with me or not By my side, I can live happily, because I have my grandpa, and with my grandpa, I have the whole world.

I used to think that losing my parents would mean losing the whole world, but now I don't think so anymore.

I have figured it out now, as long as my grandpa is by my side, it doesn’t matter if I lose the whole world, at least my grandpa really loves me, at least my grandpa puts me in the deepest part of my heart, at least my Grandpa can give up the whole world, even his own life, for me. This is enough for me alone. There is no way to give me such kindness in my life, maybe I am nothing in your eyes, but I really really want to get the love of my parents, but you choose to hurt me time and time again, you put me in Where, what do you think of me again, how can I not feel distressed in my heart? "

"Son, we said..."

"Please don't come and say these things to me again, because every promise you make will be taken seriously by me, and then I will bury this promise in my heart again and again, and in the end you didn't do what you promised Things, I will be in pain, I don't want to accept such things, you know.

In fact, time is a liar. He has turned the oath into a lie. The longer time passes, the less you will know what you promised at the beginning. The pain, how unbearable, do you know how uncomfortable and painful I am?As a descendant, how can I not care about these things or these pains in my heart, you have never cared about my inner thoughts, I have thought so much for you time and time again, but what about you?I thought that as long as you can come back, I can forgive you without any doubts, but now I really can't do it, I am no longer the stupid person I used to be, I am no longer a casual person, because you I chose to forgive you with a few nice words in a few words, but in the end I was just waiting for you foolishly by myself, and in the end the result was that I couldn’t even see a single person. Do you know how disappointed that is?Disappointment again and again creates ultimate despair. Once a person is in despair, will he still have hope for another person?This is absolutely impossible, you have turned my hope of you into despair again and again, how do you make me believe in you again?How can I believe that my parents really have me as their own son?You don't really have any reason to ask me to forgive you again and again. I am also a living person. I need my inner soul. I need my own ultimate comfort. I have no choice. I lied like a fool..."

Mr. Zhang stood aside and didn't say anything. He also understood that his children and grandsons were discussing these things there. Being able to let these misunderstandings continue to develop again and again will make me very tired.

Well, he doesn't want his grandson to live so tired. If he continues to live like this, then he would rather his grandson be blinded by hatred all his life. He knows that the one he loves most in his life is his grandson. The result of all this has exceeded my imagination, and I have no way to prevent what kind of ending will happen in the future.

"Son, don't you really have no way to forgive us as parents? Our parents made such a decision with painstaking efforts. How could we be willing to abandon our children and not return home? There are hardships and hardships, so why can’t you think about it for us from our perspective? Don’t you understand how difficult it is to be a parent? You are also a parent now, and you also know that for your children you should What to do, you also know that you can be desperate for your own children, but why can't you understand our feelings?"

Zhang Yichen felt that his father's words were really funny.

"Do you think you are a qualified parent as parents? I can not go to work for my children, I can give up my career to be with my children, can you? You are not going out to work to earn money for your children Milk powder money, you still abandoned your own children for your own freedom, this is completely different in nature, why do you mix it up? Do you think we will forgive you if you say this? I am not a saint, I can't help it Be as stupid as before and listen to your forgiveness for everything, because I deceived me again and again, I don’t care about it, but I really can’t do it again and again. Looking at you, you hurt me, and You gave me candy there, do you really treat me like a three-year-old? Do you really think that I don’t know everything you do, do you really think that I will be indifferent to what you do? It’s not , Many things are just my own choice, not saying it doesn't mean I don't know, because saying it will avoid embarrassing each other, you are my parents, I will still take your face into consideration, but you, you really Will you take my feelings into consideration? You never have, right?

Since you have never cared about my feelings in your heart, why should I enshrine you as gods in the depths of my heart? I have to think about your ending time and time again, and what kind of embarrassment you will face scene, but have you guys thought about it for me?When you did those things, you never thought that I, as a son, would be embarrassed or uncomfortable. You only thought about what kind of freedom and happiness you want, and what kind of life you want to live. Where to continue wandering, but you have never thought about yourself, should you return to your family to accompany your children, so that your children can happily live the life she should want? "

Would it be good to let the yearning silence the heart lotus blossoming?

The most taboo thing in the emotional world is betrayal and lies, and it will last long if you treat each other sincerely.

Although Zhang Yichen knew that the relationship between his parents was not particularly harmonious, he did not expect that all the problems turned out to be on his mother. He did not believe in his mother, who seemed so loyal to love. With a person behind your back, you would actually do such an outrageous thing to your father. What he wants is nothing more than that simple. He just wants to make his life peaceful. When he sees his mother there again and again Once, when he looked at himself with expectant eyes, his heart was going to be broken. That was his mother. I made him do something. It will always be his mother. He has no way not to go. Just ignore him, don't care about not deal with these things for him.

"Don't use this tone to talk about my mother. My mother is so loyal to you. I don't believe he will do such a thing to you. You must have had some misunderstanding before. If there is any misunderstanding, I hope you Explain all the misunderstandings clearly, don't use this way to hurt the other party, let alone your own family. No one in the family owes you, when you do such things in this way , Have you considered the feelings of your family members? How uncomfortable we are, you only care about your own immediate interests, only care about your deepest thoughts, but far ignore that your relatives also need the care of these family members.

Have you considered how sad and sad your family will be when they know you said these words?You are their relatives, and they will never believe that you will do such a thing, let alone say such a thing, every word may sound unintentional to you, but it is in the eyes of others. It was a true sentence in their eyes, they had no way to treat all this as if it never happened.

No matter what my mother did wrong, but from his current attitude, he really wants to spend his life with you, why don't you try to accept all his good and bad, you should tolerate , the biggest thing between husband and wife should be tolerance, if you don't even have the courage to tolerate and forgive, then you will live together with each other, and you will always bring only harm to each other, and you will not even be able to give the most basic happiness. "

"Grandpa, although I am a junior, I have no reason to make any comments on the things between you and grandma, but I agree with what my father said, the most important thing between husband and wife is tolerance, if you want to be tolerated You don’t even have the courage, so do you think that you have lived together for so many years, and what things have you experienced are worth going through?

Everything you do may not have been considered from the perspective of the other party, but now I hope that you can think about it from the perspective of the other party, even if it is only a little bit, it is the best thing in the world for both parties. Beautiful feelings, no?If it's just because you make mistakes again and again, just because you don't know how to face each other again and again, you will only make each other feel very painful and uncomfortable when you live together.

I believe that the experience between you and grandma for so many years is real. It is something experienced between you husband and wife. Only you can feel it together. It is just a memory between the two of you. Those memories Those of us who are family members cannot participate or intervene. Everything you have experienced should be worthy of the time when you depended on each other. It is really not easy for two people to depend on each other in the most difficult time.It is even more difficult for two people to regard each other as more important than their own lives in the most painful time, because why should they hurt the person who is most loyal to them again and again?

If you think back on all your experiences over the years, I believe you should feel that you still have many good memories between each other. We have never experienced those memories, and we don’t know what kind of memories that feel like.

Grandpa, I know that such a thing happened is a great insult to a man, it is a deep shame, but it is a shadow that may not be erased by any means in a lifetime, but I believe that as long as you sincerely If you want to live with grandma, you can forgive and tolerate no matter what mistakes grandma makes.

It has been a long, long time since these things have passed, but you have always chosen not to say it, which proves that deep down in your heart, you still choose to help him and live with him, because you know that there are family rules. How strict, as long as he makes a mistake, especially cheating in marriage, he will be kicked out by the family without hesitation. At that time, it is everyone who is ugly. I believe that if you do this, not only It's just because you love grandma deep in your heart, and at the same time you are protecting the century-old reputation of being the head of the family. "

"Nai'er, I have to admit that Grandpa agrees with what you said in his heart. Although I didn't say all these things at the beginning, there is indeed a deep shadow in my heart. I can regress to This situation is because I want to protect the reputation of the family. I can't let my father's family reputation, which he has worked so hard to maintain for so long, be ruined by the two of us. He has to bear the consequences, but I can't drag my family, my father, or my entire family.

I know that my father is getting old, and he can't bear a little bit of harm now. If my father is hurt again because of me, how should I face it? Yes, the mother who exchanged her life for a chance of my life, how will I face the ancestors of the Zhang family in the future.

Perhaps all of this is not the most important, but this is the only ending that I can make for the people in this family in my heart. The only contribution I can make to the family is only a little bit.

This kind of contribution may not be the most important to the people in this family, but it is my whole heart. Everything I do actually takes family factors into account. I just ignore my family time and time again. , what is the most needed concern, I abandoned everything, but in the end I got nothing for myself.

After you listened to the story I told you today, I hope you don't mention it to anyone, especially my father, as you said, he is old, he can't take a little hit, I I don't want him to worry about me because of my affairs.Now that my wife chooses to stay and live in this family, I hope that he really wants to live, not just talking about it, and not choosing to take advantage of my feelings again, which will only make my life worse. We are more ugly to each other, and even more unable to face each other.

I can only tell you these things, I can’t tell anyone, because once I say it, the nature will change completely. I don’t want my wife to bear the pressure of public opinion. I just hope that he can live happily. Even if the person he loves the most deep in his heart is not me, I still hope that he can laugh all the time, as long as he is happy, even if I suffer humiliation, I am willing, and now he is indeed happy, I suffered too, and I deserved all the humiliation, but I don't blame him, it's all my own choice.

I chose this path myself, so I have no reason to blame others.

Because the road is chosen by oneself, it is meaningless to blame others, and it cannot change one's current status quo.

Maybe you think it's funny, after he betrayed his marriage and love, I still love him without hesitation. This love has been deeply engraved in my bone marrow, and I have no way to get rid of it in my whole life. I don't understand deep down in my heart, why so many people in the world are beating just for him, do you understand that feeling?I was only used once and was abandoned by everyone again and again, but I was powerless and could only watch silently. It felt like how much pain I had in my heart, but I had no choice but to silently Bearing the pain he brought to me, I can only take these pains as an experience in my life, an experience, maybe then I can be a little more balanced in my heart, and I can feel better ? "

Zhang Yichen now finds out that his father is really stupid, for loving his mother to the point of hopelessness.

He really hopes that one day, his mother can see his father, all the hard work he has put in for him, and see what his father has done for him, instead of doing it like this now. What happened to my own family, how painful and uncomfortable it should be for everyone, maybe my mother didn't feel it in her heart, but the people next to her could see it clearly from a distance. What kind of person my mother is, what kind of things she has done, and what kind of life she has faced.

Although Zhang Na doesn't understand love, he feels that he has finally seen how terrible marriage is today, but he also understands that marriage is not scary for everyone. Some people's marriages are very happy because they are loyal to each other. But some people's marriages are very painful, because one of them cheated and betrayed their mutual promises, betrayed the vows of each other, and betrayed their greatest trust in each other. It wasn't until they did something wrong that they found themselves Everything I did was wrong, but when I looked back at that time, betrayal was betrayal after all.

If the one who admits mistakes between two people is always a man, then one day you will be over, but if it is a woman who admits more mistakes, then you will last for a long time!