I'm having EMO, can you help me die?

The two talked like this the whole way.

Shen Qingqing had a feeling that something was going to happen, but she couldn't guess what it was.

[Lazybones, is something about to happen?]

【What's wrong? 】

My heart is racing.

She had a vague, unsettling feeling in her heart, and her heart was pounding.

She sorted out her thoughts.

Gu Jing is about to go to prison, so as his wife, she will be implicated to some extent. So tonight, she should pack up and make preparations.

[Lazybones, can I bring anything into prison?]

Do you think prison is your home? You think you can bring whatever you want?

"Can't I bring it? I'm not very familiar with the process this time."

That's going to jail, not a vacation.

【Oh. 】

What will happen to Gu Jing?

[Emmm, the lightest punishment is death, the heaviest is death...]

Is there any way to...? Maybe I can take his place, since this body isn't really my own anyway.

This isn't something you can just replace someone for.

【All right. 】

The car stopped in front of the Gu family's house.

"Gu Jing, are you hiding something from me?"

Shen Qingqing thought about it all the way, and Gu Jing must be holding back a big move. Otherwise, as the crazy one in the "Crazy, Please Don't Kill Me" scenario, she had never seen anyone so crazy.

Lazybones: Do you want to hear what you're saying?

Not everyone who goes crazy shouts at the sky. I'm a lunatic.

"Why would Qingqing think that?"

"Because I think you're very abnormal."

"Oh?" Gu Jing's behavior today was no different from usual.

"It's just not normal."

"Okay, I'm not normal today."

Like coaxing a child, in Gu Jing's eyes, am I just a child?

"Hmph! You can leave by yourself."

Shen Qingqing quickly entered the house, leaving Gu Jing alone standing at the door.

He watched Shen Qingqing enter the house with a gentle expression, and then quickly went upstairs.

In the blink of an eye, he changed his demeanor, his cold gaze sweeping over the surrounding scene.

"Are you all ready?"

"Alright, Mr. Gu."

Suddenly, someone appeared.

“...Protect her.”

He opened his phone, and the girl on the screen had a quirky expression, a mix of indifference and a slightly dazed look, creating a striking contrast.

His eyes revealed an undisguised longing, a feeling of reluctance spreading from his heart, as his fingertips brushed across the girl's cheek.

"President Gu, I don't understand, why do we have to do this?"

The man in black looked serious. He genuinely didn't understand. Everything was done flawlessly; no one would discover anything, especially not those people...

In his eyes, President Gu was absolutely rational, never afraid of anything, calm and collected, and always reasonable and justified in everything he did.

I would never do anything unnecessary. Although I can be a little crazy at times, I am mostly normal.

In short, they are like robots, devoid of any emotion, going to work every day in the same repetitive way.

He didn't understand his boss. To be honest, he roughly calculated that his boss's assets were more than enough to last a hundred lifetimes, so he didn't know why his boss worked every day.

She, an ordinary person, may never understand this in her entire life.

"Because... I don't know either."

The evening breeze ruffled Gu Jing's black hair at his temples, and whether it was dew or tears, they streamed down his face.

Shen Qingqing went home and took a bath.

You're taking a bath so late at night; you have quite the leisure and refined taste.

【What do you know? I just searched online, and those places have military-style management; they even have time to shower. I wanted to treat myself to something nice on my last night.】

You used to be quite pampered; you didn't have to lift a finger, and someone always waited on you.

You can say I'm lazy, but why are you being sarcastic?

When did you become so smart?

Can I block you?

Sorry, kissing is not possible.

【! 】

"Can you see me taking a shower now?"

No, the system has limitations; it cannot be seen in special circumstances.

[Under special circumstances, you can't be locked in a dark room?]

I'm sorry, you didn't reach that level, unless you and Gu Jing...

【…】

Shen Qingqing seemed to have overheard something she shouldn't have.

[We're all good kids, but watch out or I'll report you.]

【…】

After taking a bath, Shen Qingqing ran to the bed and rolled around in a mess.

The room was dimly lit, and Shen Qingqing was curled up on a clean, fluffy white bed.

Let me check my phone to see if there's anything important.

You still have something important, and you have no friends here.

Thank you for reminding me.

I opened WeChat, and sure enough, no one had spoken to me.

She hasn't changed this habit after all these years.

That's true. When she was Wang Wu, she almost never chatted with anyone, never posted on social media, so it's normal that no one chatted with her.

However, she doesn't know when she started to like staring at the chat interface. There were no messages, and she didn't look at her Moments. She just stared at it, as if it were a ritual.

The world doesn't seem to be very kind to people with her personality.

The world needs positive and optimistic people;

People who need to improve themselves;

Need someone with stable emotions;

We need someone with exceptional skills;

We need someone who is articulate and outgoing;

We need useful people;

But they don't need someone like themselves.

She asked others, and they all said that it's good to be alive, and to try to live.

But she didn't know why she was alive.

She didn't want to commit suicide because she was afraid of the pain and afraid of letting her family down. She was in great pain. The world she lived in seemed different from the world of others. Her world was a very complicated one.

There are no happy things, no sad things, nothing seems interesting, I can't sleep at night, and I cry for no reason.

She felt her life was terrible; she couldn't die, and living was worse than dying, but she just didn't dare to die.

She had seen people commit suicide. When she saw others commit suicide, she was very agitated and envious because she couldn't do it herself.

She is timid and cowardly, and doesn't deserve to live in this world.

If there really is a God, she really wants to run up to Him and ask, "Why do I exist?"

Unfortunately, there's nothing she can do now.

But at least I met Gu Jing after coming into this world.

Someone who accompanies you every day.

Shen Qingqing didn't know, didn't know that she was actually just lonely...

"Qingqing, sit down."

"what?"

A warm breeze blew over, and Gu Jing used a hairdryer to dry her hair.

"You'll get sick if you don't blow-dry your hair."

She pouted, "Oh, but it's troublesome."

"Have the maid blow it on you."

"Auntie also sleeps at night."

"Besides, aren't you here?"

Gu Jing didn't speak. A few minutes later, Shen Qingqing moved her head and said, "Dry it."

"Ah."

Gu Jing also went to take a shower.

I always feel like Gu Jing is avoiding the topics I bring up.

[Perhaps he's fallen out of love.]

[Stop! When have you ever heard him say he loves you?]

【…】

Don't spread rumors. So many people are watching. We're completely innocent, with a pure and simple revolutionary friendship.

You two kissed.

I've kissed my dog ​​too.

If Gu Jing hears you say that, he'll hit you.

He won't.

【…】