I'm having EMO, can you help me die?

Chapter 21 Gu Jing, will you leave me?

Is he alright? I feel like Gu Ze is going crazy.

He wouldn't hit Gu Jing, would he?

Do you think Gu Jing will get beaten up?

He was a former police officer, while Gu Jing didn't seem to have any fighting skills.

Aren't you scared?

What are you afraid of?

[Gu Jing.]

I'm afraid, I'm afraid of all terrifying things, like the human heart, but I'm also tired, and afraid of being tired.

Aren't you afraid he'll kill you?

"Kill me if you want, I don't want to live anymore anyway."

So this topic is stuck in a vicious cycle, with no solution in sight.

In Shen Qingqing's eyes, Gu Jing was portrayed as a madman, and a madman is someone who would kill.

She didn't know why Gu Jing killed someone, and she wouldn't defend him, but looking at Gu Jing's back now, she felt a pang of heartache.

She wasn't the type to sympathize with others, but after arriving here, it seemed like all her emotions were focused on Gu Jing.

"And what about her? What about Shen Qingqing!"

Gu Ze asked again.

"I want to kill her."

"Then why don't you kill him!"

"It can't be done."

Gu Jing seemed very easy to talk to today, answering any questions asked.

I spoke to Gu Ze today more than I did in the previous year.

"Can't do it?"

"You can kill those people without hesitation, but not her? You have the heart to do that?"

"Didn't you say you could kill whenever you wanted?"

Yes, he's done whatever he wanted all these years, killing people whenever he wanted. His hands are covered in blood, but those people deserve to die in his eyes.

They don't deserve to live in this world either.

He's gotten a little bored of killing people after doing it so many times.

Gu Jing did not answer him.

"From today onwards, you are no longer my brother."

"casual."

Director Wang and the others watched from the sidelines. From the beginning until now, Gu Jing's expression had remained indifferent. Such a person had no respect for life.

He also saw Shen Qingqing, so why was he treating this person differently? Could she also be...?

“I told you she isn’t.”

Gu Jing seemed to have the ability to read minds, able to see through everyone's hearts.

From a young age, he could see through people's hearts, so there was always a voice in his head telling him to kill.

He killed a servant of the Gu family when he was young.

He killed her because that person beat him every day while his parents were away, and even nearly starved him to death.

When his parents found out, they looked at him as if he were something filthy, like a monstrous beast.

He thought to himself, who would want someone like that as their son?

From that day on, he stopped getting close to anyone, and he no longer needed family.

Just kill anything that bothers you.

The number of people he killed was neither too many nor too few, a total of more than a dozen people from childhood to adulthood.

When he first started killing people, his hands would shake, but they stopped shaking later.

After he kills someone, the voice in his head grows louder and louder over time, urging him to kill again, so he searches for the next person to kill.

He seemed to have tried to stop himself, but it didn't seem to work.

He discovered that he seemed unable to die; he could only die by committing suicide at a specific time, after which he would be reborn back to the starting point.

After several times, Gu Jing could no longer suppress his urge to kill.

He doesn't want to live anymore, so why won't he let himself die?

"Gu Jing".

Shen Qingqing's words pulled Gu Jing back from his memories.

"Intentional homicide is punishable by imprisonment."

"Your case is serious enough to warrant the death penalty."

Shen Qingqing recalled that when she first came to this world, she had specifically searched for this information because she was afraid that she might accidentally kill Gu Jing. However, this knowledge was still useful now.

[As expected of me, I had such foresight.]

So, why are you telling Gu Jing this now?

[Let's share some basic knowledge.]

Do you think he wouldn't know?

Reviewing the old helps us learn the new.

I thank you on his behalf.

"I know."

"Is Qingqing telling me this because she's worried about me?"

"Ah."

She was worried that you would be sentenced to death. She thought that after Gu Jing was gone, she would be all alone again, with no one to keep her company.

However, it is a matter of course that murderers should pay with their lives; if someone is killed, they must pay with their life.

Judging from Shen Qingqing's expression, she probably doesn't know what Gu Jing has done, but they have a general understanding of the situation.

The mission is complete once they take Gu Jing away, but looking at the surrounding scene, can they really manage to take him away...?

"What will I do if you sentence me to death?"

"Hahaha….."

Gu Jing smiled, a very happy smile.

"I won't, Qingqing."

Director Wang: He knew this person had a backup plan.

Mr. Gu from City B wouldn't simply tell them everything.

They are probably doomed today.

"Director Wang, you can go back today, and we will give you an answer tomorrow."

Director Wang: If you don't listen to what you're saying, we are police officers, and you are a criminal. How dare you talk to us?

"What I'm saying has no evidence and may just be something I'm saying casually."

"If you can't produce evidence, you can't arrest me."

"Besides, you have no choice."

"If you disagree, you can stay here."

"So, goodbye."

After saying that, Gu Jing pulled Shen Qingqing away.

When Gu Ze heard Gu Jing say that it might have been just a casual remark, his expression changed slightly.

How much of what he said do you think is true?

The group looked at Gu Ze.

"I don't know either, I can't understand him now."

"It's alright, we'll go back and investigate now, and we'll definitely get to the bottom of this."

"Director, are you sure? All of these cases are from two years ago. We've already investigated them all, and we won't find anything if we investigate them now."

"We still can't find out who these people are."

The identities of these murdered individuals were completely clean, like blank sheets of paper. All that was known was what they looked like; nothing else was known. So, whether they were missing or dead, they didn't know.

This is also why the public is urging action; they are afraid that one day they will suffer the same fate.

After they got back, they stayed up all night, with Gu Ze staying up the latest.

He made a phone call.

"Hey? Gu Ze! You're back?"

Gu Ze didn't say anything.

"what happened?"

He still didn't say anything.

Is the case particularly difficult?

Still unhappy?

"pay off."

"You said."

Fu Qing stopped talking; she could hear the unhappiness in Gu Ze's tone.

This was the first time she had heard Gu Ze speak in such an unhappy tone; he was usually as radiant as a little sun.

"I... Waaaaah..."

"What's wrong? Are you crying? Come back if you're tired, I'll give you a hug."

After Fu Qing finished speaking, Gu Ze cried even harder.

Are you at the police station? I'll come pick you up.

"it is good……"

In the car, Gu Ze remained silent, but as soon as they got home, he hugged Fu Qing and cried.

Like a child, her face was covered in tears, which Fu Qing couldn't wipe away.

"I've always treated him like an older brother since I was little, so why is he treating me like this?"

"Fu Qing, do you think I'm not a likable younger brother? That's why my older brother doesn't like me, doesn't treat me like a younger brother, and even said he wanted to kill me."

"Pay up, pay up..."

I fell asleep while crying.

Fu Qing knew it was about him and Gu Jing. When she first met Gu Jing, she felt that he exuded an aura of death.

It was like being half-dead.

"He is not a good older brother."

She wiped away Gu Ze's tears, dragged him to the bed, and covered him with the blanket.

"It'll be better tomorrow..."

Shen Qingqing and Gu Jing returned to the Gu family home.

On her way home, Shen Qingqing saw the moon.

"Gu Jing, the moon is round and big."

"Ah."

"Gu Jing, I want to see the aurora borealis."