"Lingge, you're amazing! I thought you'd get bullied by them!"

Zhang Xiuxiu sincerely admired her; she never expected Song Lingge to argue.

Last week, others might not know, but she and Yu Shaofen knew about Song Lingge's grievances; otherwise, they wouldn't have skipped class on Friday and rushed home.

She must have been very upset, so she went home to heal her wounds.

I finally mustered up the courage to go back to school and kept smiling at them, but then I ran into these bad guys again.

Song Lingge was speechless. It turned out that in the eyes of these classmates, she was an introverted, aloof, and cowardly person.

She was very happy that Yu Shaofen had stood up for her.

However, she knew that Yu Shaofen liked Jing Chu, and she couldn't let Shaofen leave a bad impression on Jing Chu.

So she has to deal with those two bitches herself; she can't let her good friend get her hands dirty.

Just a few words, and these guys couldn't take it anymore; there wasn't a single one who could fight back.

You'll get what's coming to you later.

Song Lingge and her group simply walked a short distance away to a small restaurant they often frequented for a meal.

I was having a great time eating, but I didn't expect to run into an acquaintance near the end of the meal.

Song Lingge's seat faces the main entrance, so she can see who comes in and out at a glance.

Fang Guanghua anxiously looked around outside, finally met Song Lingge's gaze, and happily walked in.

???

Song Lingge was full of questions. Judging from his demeanor, this person had come to see her, but after making such a scene, why was he looking for her now?

"Lingge, you're actually here! I've been looking for you for ages."

......

Fang Guanghua's tone was far too familiar. Did he have the memory of a fish? Had he already forgotten what just happened?

Song Lingge and the others looked at each other, completely baffled by this person's thought process.

Song Lingge was too lazy to pay him any attention and simply continued eating her skewers.

Fang Guanghua seemed to have gotten used to it and didn't care about Song Lingge's attitude.

Maintaining her gentle demeanor, she smiled faintly and said, "Lingge, I have something I want to tell you, is that alright..."

"Can't!"

Straightforward and direct.

"Lingge, I only have a few words to say..."

"Fang Guanghua, have you no shame? Ling Ge has already said she doesn't want to talk to you, so why are you still bothering her? Do you want to frame Ling Ge for being a mistress?"

Yu Shaofen angrily defended Song Lingge.

The word "mistress" pulled Song Lingge's thoughts a little further away.

In fact, she had seriously recalled many times that Fang Guanghua's feelings for her seemed intense and persistent, but there was absolutely no basis for them.

It was said to be love at first sight, but Song Lingge didn't think she had the ability to make someone fall in love at first sight.

Even if someone has feelings for another, after Song Lingge's repeated, almost heartless rejections, can anyone really keep persisting like this?

Moreover, with the memories of both lifetimes combined, she always felt that Fang Guanghua's feelings for her were not true love.

It's more like looking at prey.

He didn't care about her thoughts, didn't care about her attitude, and didn't dwell on whether she agreed to his proposal...

What he seemed to care more about was the opinions of others, wanting them to think how deeply he loved her.

There's a modern term for histrionic personality disorder. Could Fang Guanghua be one of them?

But if all of this is a pretense, can anyone really keep up the act for decades?

What exactly is supporting him?

Two lifetimes, two whole lifetimes, Song Lingge discovered that Fang Guanghua was still like a bottomless abyss to her.

She has thalassophobia, and since she has already escaped him in this life, she might as well continue to live with it!

Song Lingge ignored him, and the group continued eating.

Fang Guanghua found it boring and left. There weren't many people left around, and perhaps there was no stage worth performing on.

Song Lingge felt that she might have guessed correctly; he did have a histrionic personality, but subconsciously, she felt that something was not quite right.

She was still thinking about this question even after she got back to her dorm.

Fang Guanghua changed a lot after marriage compared to before, although he still seemed considerate and family-oriented.

But as his bedmate, Song Lingge has the right to speak.

In his previous life, Fang Guanghua spent most of his time working, frequently traveling for business, and rarely spending time at home.

After the miscarriage of her first child, Song Lingge originally planned to get a divorce, but Fang Guanghua firmly disagreed. At the time, she was grateful for his loyalty and affection, so the marriage continued in a muddled way.

Returning to that distant and hazy memory, Song Lingge wanted a divorce at the time, not only because of the blow of losing her baby, but also because of her disappointment with her married life.

Yes, it was disappointment.

However, she has always been taciturn and keeps all her emotions to herself, so many people, even her closest friends and family, don't really know what she's really like inside.

That miscarriage was the first time she bravely faced her own feelings, but the tiny bud that had sprouted was nipped in the bud.

Later, the days of just getting by improved slightly because of Fang Xingxing.

Song Lingge transformed all her longing for romantic love into maternal love, selflessly giving everything to Fang Xingxing.

After her rebirth, in Zhao Zhang's country, in her room, she found a diary filled with her girlish thoughts and feelings.

Those naive and immature words took her back to her true teenage years.

It turns out that she once longed for love so much.

Her dream of love was like that of Zhao Zhangguo and Lin Xiuzhi.

In her past life, she seemed to have everything, but in reality, she was never truly happy.

Suddenly, a thought flashed into Song Lingge's mind.

Fang Guanghua's feelings for her were not love.

Everything he did for her was just a facade, for others to see.

Having lived a married life for decades, Song Lingge knew very well what it meant.

In this life, Zhao Jueyu's life made her feel like she was seeing a replica of herself.

The difference is that she takes care of her sick child all by herself, changes light bulbs and gas stoves all by herself, makes all the decisions about the household all by herself, and so on...

Fang Guanghua was not among them.

Although Song Jianping also had an affair, he was still a decent husband at home and didn't completely wash his hands of the family.

But if it wasn't love, why did Fang Guanghua keep getting close to her? What was his purpose?

Once the seed of doubt is planted, it can never be eradicated.

Fang Guanghua's last words in his previous life were deeply imprinted in her mind.

Fang Guanghua said that it was all because of what Song Jianping did.

Based on all that we know so far, Fang Guanghua and Song Jianping have absolutely no connection whatsoever. What grudge could they possibly have against each other?

It seems we still need to find out Song Jianping's secret first, since that's the root of the problem.

Could it be that freshman girl at school?

Although she had only seen the girl from afar a few times, Song Lingge felt a strange sense of familiarity with her.

I feel like I've seen this somewhere before.

Amidst her turbulent emotions, Song Lingge fell into a deep sleep and finally made a decision.

She is determined to unravel all these mysteries.

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