Reborn as the Cinnabar Mole of the Prince of Beijing's Elite Circle

After saying those harsh words, he went upstairs alone.

An Cinian finally couldn't hold back her tears and cried out. She covered her face and let the tears slip through the gaps and fall. She had been thinking about you for a long time and felt guilty towards you. But she had tried her best. There were many things that she couldn't do and was powerless to change.

Bang! A huge impact sound rang in our ears.

"Ayu!" An Cinian's heart stopped upon seeing the scene before her.

Through my blurry vision, the scene before me began to flicker.

She saw her past life, where even though she didn't want to be separated from Xie Yu'an, she was dragged into a taxi by Anping and Bai Yiting, with Xie Yu'an chasing after her desperately, shouting something.

So, in his past life, Xie Yu'an was on his way to see himself one last time...

An Cinian felt the pain and looked at Xie Yu'an, who lay unconscious on the ground not far away, covered in blood. "Am I supposed to stay away from Xie Yu'an all along?" she thought. She suspected Luo He, An Wenxin, she doubted everyone, but confidently never doubted herself. In the end, Xie Yu'an was looking for her.

Her already tinnitus suddenly stopped working, and in the complete silence around her, she couldn't hear anything.

no, do not want!

She struggled to her feet from beside Xie Yu'an, clutching the blood-soaked boy tightly in her arms, almost driven to madness. In her extreme panic, she quickly pulled her phone from her pocket and, with trembling hands, dialed the emergency number 120.

"There's been a car accident at No. 25 Nanming Road! Please come quickly!"

For An Cinian, who couldn't hear, it was torture. She knelt on the ground, her hands covered in blood, and it was impossible to tell whose blood it was.

So helpless. She didn't know what the people around her were saying. Her vision was blurry, and she was about to lose it. This time, there were no warning signs, and the illness was more severe than before. She cried as she held the unconscious boy in her arms, pleading with those around her: "I beg you, please save him~ save Xie Yu'an~"

My dear boy~

Xie Yu'an entered the emergency room, but she could only stand helplessly at the door of the operating room. The surroundings were eerily quiet, her vision was blurred, and she could do nothing.

Just then, Anping and his group appeared, pressuring him that if he didn't leave, they could kill Xie Yu'an right now.

Xie Yu'an's parents live in Nancheng, and she doesn't have their contact information.

"She can't hear anymore, she's a useless person, and she still dreams of being by Xie Yu'an's side? That's just wishful thinking!"

An Wenxin shoved An Cinian to the ground, her words and eyes filled with sarcasm and disdain. "He's just a deaf man. How dare he be worthy of Xie Yu'an, who is as bright as the moon? How ridiculous!"

An Cinian sat on the ground, powerless, tears sliding down her fingers.

Even though she had experienced this scene before, she was still powerless and could only feel lost and confused.

Xie Yu'an, in my past life you called me to ask me out and meet you. I understand what you meant.

As long as I hold your hand, as long as I nod slightly, you will hug me and promise that you will always protect me, and even take me away.

What you don't know is that An Wenxin had been threatening me for a long time, using videos of you slapping her, verbally abusing her, and beating Luo He to blackmail me.

Look how ruthless she is! If she can't have you, she wants to destroy you. She deliberately sent me to find you just to test me and see if I would go with you.

Ah Yu, we can't leave. Once the video is broadcast, I'll destroy your guaranteed admission spot and your reputation. We're destined to lose this game...

So, I made up my mind then and there. I couldn't get over it, but I would make sure you were safe. You always protected me and stood in front of me to help me clarify all the public opinion.

You think it doesn't matter, you don't care about being recommended for admission, but I do. I care about your future, and I don't want to disappoint your parents because of me.

If I did that, I would be letting you and Aunt Lin Shu down. I would be going against my conscience. I, An Cinian, am not that kind of person. So I refused your protection. I even said I was leaving, leaving you forever. Just pretend I never existed.

She loves Xie Yu'an, loves him so much that she's willing to sacrifice everything for him in this lifetime.

An Cinian raised her left hand, clutching her left chest, forcing herself not to cry. The thought of Xie Yu'an, the mere mention of his name, caused an even more intense, throbbing pain in her chest.

No matter how much time passes, she will always love Xie Yu'an, and it will only ever be Xie Yu'an.

But why, why are there always unavoidable circumstances between them!

"Aa ...

Lu Ye hugged An Cinian: "Cinian, Cinian, don't be like this, it's okay, it'll be okay, Cinian..."

An Cinian heard a shattering sound, his body was smashed to pieces, his bones fractured and broke off one by one, and finally he was completely pulverized.

"I have nothing left, I don't want to give him up, why can't you grant my wish?" she shouted to herself, unable to hear Lu Ye's voice, nor did she want to listen.

I have no parents, no grandfather, I have given up everything, what more does God want from me? What did I do wrong?

All I wanted was to stay by Xie Yu'an's side, just stay by his side. But whether in my past life or this life, I gave it my all, only to end up with nothing. I am nothing. To Xie Yu'an, I am still a sinner. If it weren't for me, how could Xie Yu'an have died? How could my aunt and uncle be so heartbroken? It's all because of me.

She was so self-righteous, thinking that her departure was doing Xie Yu'an a favor. In the end, Xie Yu'an's death was inextricably linked to her. She was the murderer, the biggest murderer!

In this life and the last!

An Cinian sat helplessly on the sofa, looking at a ray of sunlight outside the window. She felt a warm sense of desolation, and her hand involuntarily rose up, blinking her eyes.

No matter what I do, I can't hold on to Xie Yu'an; he's not meant for me!

If it weren't for my recklessness and forceful desire to stay by Xie Yu'an's side, if I hadn't appeared, Xie Yu'an would have lived a peaceful life! It was my fault; I knew that being together would only hurt them both, but…

People who love each other don't necessarily have to be together. She finally understood the meaning of this sentence. Relationships between people are not just about falling out of love or external factors. There are also unavoidable circumstances. Because they love each other too much, they want to fulfill each other's wishes and hope that the other person is safe and happy.

"...Kano...can you take me away?"