Reborn as the Cinnabar Mole of the Prince of Beijing's Elite Circle

he knows!

An Cinian's expression was ferocious. She thought about how An Wenxin had taken out the photos and Xie Yu'an had stood by her side. It wasn't because Xie Yu'an trusted her, but because he knew the truth, which was why he was helping her.

Her eyes widened, her voice hoarse and trembling: "So...so you're testing me?"

"An Cinian, didn't I tell you that Beicheng is my territory? If I want to know, I will definitely find out. Do you really think I'm that easy to fool? I, Xie Yu'an, am a fool, the biggest fool, aren't I!"

In your mind, An Cinian, I am a fool!

No...no.

An Cinian shook her head in anguish. She felt as if Xie Yu'an was about to snap her neck. Her face flushed red, tears streamed down her face, and even the blood vessels on her face were becoming visible.

He shrank back, his grip loosened considerably, and for a moment he really wanted to strangle An Cinian.

Looking down at An Cinian's panting, coughing face, a tear fell, hitting An Cinian's eye, and another hit the bridge of her nose, sliding down her nose.

"Ah...Ah Yu, I'm sorry...I was just afraid you'd misunderstand. Lu Ye was sick, and I was just visiting him as a friend. I was afraid you'd misunderstand, and then..."

Before An Cinian could finish explaining, Xie Yu'an continued, "You're afraid I'll hurt him, aren't you? But have you thought about what would happen to Lu Ye if I found out?"

A hint of murderous intent flashed in her sorrowful eyes the moment the question was raised.

"Ah, Ah Yu, husband, I was wrong, I was really wrong. Please don't hit Lu Ye, okay? He's not well, he's dying. Please don't hit him anymore, okay?"

Fear gripped her entire body, filled with terror. In the past, these two fought fiercely, each one strong and unyielding, and she couldn't stop them. Now, if Xie Yu'an still harbored such thoughts, how could she possibly stop him?

I felt cold, my body started to go numb, and I was trembling all over.

"You...you..." Xie Yu'an couldn't speak because of the pain in his heart. He released An Cinian and sat down to the side with his head down. His whole heart belonged to An Cinian. Why couldn't he get even a little bit of An Cinian's heart? Every word he spoke was about Lu Ye. Was Lu Ye more important than him? In your heart, everyone is better than me.

An Cinian lay on the sofa alone for a while to calm herself down, then got up and sat next to Xie Yu'an, reaching out to take Xie Yu'an's right hand: "I'm sorry, I know I did something wrong, please don't be angry, okay? I, I... I don't want you to be sad~"

Upon hearing this, Xie Yu'an turned to look at his already reddened eyes. Those eyes were so irresistible, so alluring.

He could only rest his head on An Cinian's shoulder, with one arm around her slender waist, forcing An Cinian to listen to his own breathing and heartbeat even if he didn't look into her eyes.

An Cinian must never leave him, he will die~

"Do you love me? An Cinian, do you love me?"

I......

An Ci Nian Ai, I love Xie Yu An~

The camellia symbolizes that I was born noble and should grow freely.

Although An Cinian is humble, she only loves you. Even if I fear the cold of winter, I will still bloom, because you are the love in my heart. I am willing to give everything, even if it means losing my freedom and my life.

However, the existence of the bracelet constantly reminds me that I am a dying person, and I might die any day now. I love you, but I cannot say those words.

I'm afraid that if I die, you'll be sad and heartbroken, so I also hope that you hate me.

It's better to hate than to love. Xie Yu'an, if you hate me, you won't want to have anything to do with me. That way, if I die, you won't die with me.

Unable to get a response from An Cinian, Xie Yu'an shook his head, still holding onto a sliver of hope. He firmly pressed down on her shoulders, his gaze fixed on her eyes, as if trying to find even the slightest bit of love in them.

She said in an almost pleading tone, "Even if, even just a little bit, An Cinian, didn't you ever love me for even a fleeting moment...? Even if, even just a feeling of being moved, just a little bit would be enough~"

Xie Yu'an's eyes were red and swirling with tears, filled with longing and pleading.

Looking at him, he resembled a kitten who had lost its beloved possession. This man who loved her deeply appeared so humble at this moment, and all he could ask for was that little bit of subtle love in her heart.

"I'm sorry, I can give you other things, but..."

Before An Cinian could speak, Xie Yu'an's hands tightened around her, her emotions becoming extremely agitated: "Why? An Cinian, can't you just lie to me? I love you, Xie Yu'an loves you! Everything I did was because of you! Aren't you a liar? Please, just lie to me!"

He suddenly remembered that when he was in college, An Cinian found out that he had secretly met with Luo He, which made An Cinian very angry.

Having ended the conversation with the architecture professor with a smile, she turned around, quietly walked up to An Cinian, and softly apologized: "Niannian, I was wrong. I shouldn't have gone to Luo He. I won't do it again. Please don't be angry, okay?"

Deathly silence.

He couldn't understand the complex expression on An Cinian's face.

He had been trying to coax An Cinian for a week, begging for her forgiveness, but no matter what he did, she remained unmoved, which showed just how angry she was.

An Cinian simply picked up her books and walked out of the classroom. He was easily stung by her indifference, and all the words he had prepared were stuck in his throat at that moment.

But in the end, he couldn't help but turn around and hug her, with such force that it felt like he couldn't breathe: "I like you, Niannian, I like you, I like you so much."

He had liked this girl since he was a child. From the very first glance, she took his hand and led him home, telling him that they would become good friends and that she would protect him. Although it was a boy protecting a girl, An Cinian said that she would protect little Xie Yu'an.

He listened attentively to every word An Ci Nian said, and he carefully remembered everything she liked. Even though An Ci Nian was unpredictable towards him, and even though he didn't know why she did what she did, he didn't mind. He still had her in his heart.

On his 18th birthday, he told An Cinian that he liked her, and this is his second confession.

He was in a car accident on his way to catch up with An Cinian, but at the time he didn't know why An Cinian left him.

All he knew was that the last thing he heard was An Cinian saying they were no longer good friends, and her last act was that she didn't even come to see him after her car accident; she just left him like that.

His mind was buzzing. He stood helplessly in the dark world, suddenly forced to accept all of An Cinian's actions. She had disappeared.

"Xie Yu'an, there is only a transaction between us. I will marry you and I will not run away. You promised me that you would not hurt anyone around me. Therefore, I cannot give you love."

How ruthless! How incredibly ruthless!

Xie Yu'an smiled, and even her tears smiled.

An Cinian doesn't love him; she's never loved him. What are we, anyway, no matter what I do?

“An Cinian, I am the one in charge, I am your client, I have the right to decide everything. We have a lifetime together, and one day you will fall in love with me. I want you to remember me and feel guilty towards me for all eternity!”