My Mr. Monster

Lu Xuan stared blankly at Wu Yang. What had he just heard? What had Wu Yang said in that almost pleading tone?

I just don't want you to leave me???

Lu Xuan's eyes widened, and the sadness just now disappeared. He looked at Wu Yang as if he was looking at a new and interesting thing.

Wu Yang frowned, "What do you mean by that look?"

"No, I...uh." Lu Xuan didn't know what to say for a moment.

"Are you hungry?" Wu Yang frowned even more tightly.

Lu Xuan looked at Wu Yang anxiously. He shook his head helplessly and said, "I, forget it. Wu Yang, you won't understand."

Wu Yang raised his eyebrows. "Don't understand? What do you mean by misunderstanding? You've never been in love? Do you like to consume yourself? Or do you like men? Or do you like..."

Lu Xuan almost covered Wu Yang's mouth in panic. He stared at Wu Yang with wide eyes, his eyes full of fear after his little secret was exposed.

"Why don't you let me speak?" Wu Yang took Lu Xuan's hand away and looked at him. "Are you feeling guilty or are you too embarrassed to face me directly?"

Lu Xuan lowered his head in embarrassment. He didn't know how Wu Yang knew, but he hadn't expected his secret to be exposed so quickly. Could it be that Wu Yang was actually a rough but delicate person? Or had Han Song betrayed him?

Lu Xuan racked his brains but couldn't imagine that Wu Yang was eavesdropping. Moreover, even if he was eavesdropping, he had no intention of keeping what he overheard in his heart.

You should talk to the person directly. Dithering is the most troublesome thing, and the more trouble you have, the worse it will be.

"Speak." Wu Yang looked at Lu Xuan.

"There's nothing to say... Since you already know, what else can I say?" Lu Xuan lowered his head even more. He wished he could find a crack in the ground to hide himself in. It was so embarrassing.

Wu Yang must be feeling disgusted by his previous behavior or the fact that he had slept with him before. He had already thought about raising his head to meet Wu Yang's disgusted gaze.

But when Lu Xuan looked up, he met Wu Yang's curious eyes. There was no anger or other messy emotions, only "curiosity". His deep eyes were flashing with curiosity.

"Answer me, do you really like me?" Wu Yang asked seriously.

Lu Xuan nodded, then turned his head away, not daring to face Wu Yang. "If you want to hit me, hit me. Just don't beat me to death."

"What stupid things are you saying? Why should I hit you? Are you out of your mind?" Wu Yang said speechlessly.

Lu Xuan looked at Wu Yang in confusion and asked, "Don't you feel disgusted? I like men, and I like you!"

Wu Yang's expression remained unchanged as he said, "No one wants me anyway. I don't care what you like about me, but I want to know why you like me."

"I just... I just think you're great, and I feel good about you." Lu Xuan had planned to give a long speech, but when he thought about Wu Yang's limited patience, he gave up the idea.

Wu Yang nodded, then held up a few fingers and said seriously, "I age very slowly, and I sometimes have a really bad temper. I might not always be able to respond to your thoughts, and we are from two different worlds. I... am in hell. Even so, will you still like me?"

Even Wu Yang knows that it is a stupid choice to like someone who is destined to never be truly happy.

Lu Xuan opened his eyes wide, and he looked at Wu Yang as if he had heard something incredible. He opened his mouth to speak but couldn't say anything because he was too excited.

He had been a coward all his life and never dared to take that step. Every time he made a choice, he would hit a wall. He still couldn't forget that when he mustered up the courage, he found out that the person had a partner.

At this moment, he looked at Wu Yang. Lu Xuan didn't know how to describe his current mood. He didn't even listen carefully to what Wu Yang said. He only knew that Wu Yang didn't hate him.

"Are you going to respond to my love?" Lu Xuan looked at him in disbelief, his eyes full of anticipation.

Wu Yang was helpless. He had said all the bad things, but it seemed like Lu Xuan didn't listen at all.

"I just want to let you know that this choice is risky, because I don't have that kind of feelings for you now." Wu Yang continued to speak patiently, waiting for Lu Xuan to think it over carefully.

"I know, I'm just happy... I'm glad that you don't dislike or hate me for this." Lu Xuan's eyes seemed to be shining, and his whole body seemed like a little sun that was lit.

"No, I'm talking to you about serious matters. Are you listening to me?" Wu Yang was a little annoyed. It seemed that Lu Xuan was not paying attention to what he was saying at all.

"I'm listening." Lu Xuan looked at Wu Yang. "So what do you mean? What are you going to choose? You don't need to care about my feelings, because this is my choice."

Wu Yang was speechless. "How would I know? What can I do if you want to run away? I just don't want you to leave. I don't want to be back to square one just when I felt that life had some meaning."

"So you don't mind?" Lu Xuan asked, "If you follow me, you won't have children in the future, and there will be no one to take care of you in your old age."

"Huh? Me? My child? Provide for my old age?" Wu Yang felt like he had just heard some ridiculous joke. "If that really happened, I'd probably have to provide for others in their old age. Don't define me by the average person."

"Then are you willing to live with me?" Lu Xuan looked at Wu Yang.

Wu Yang reached out and held Lu Xuan's chin, making him look up at him. "I've already told you that I have many flaws. Why do you still want me even after this?"

"It's not that I want you, it's whether you want me or not. I just hope that my partner is suitable for me. If it comes to a point where it's irreversible, I still hope we can part ways amicably." Lu Xuan spoke sincerely.

"I understand. You just want to try it with me. If it really doesn't work out, we can just go our separate ways, right?" Wu Yang said, looking at Lu Xuan.

Lu Xuan nodded: "Of course, I'm not a masochist. If it's not suitable, then let's break up. I can't give up on myself just because of one person."

"I think you're so heartless." Wu Yang said dissatisfiedly, "Can't you just love one person in your life?"

Lu Xuan took Wu Yang's hand away and poured himself a bowl of soup. He took a sip and said, "If we are suitable for each other, I will of course always love you. I will love you until I die. I promise you, if I lie, you can kill me."

"Do you really want to live with me?" Wu Yang asked uncertainly, "We've only been together for so short a time..."

Wu Yang was unsure at the moment. He had never dated anyone, neither male nor female, and wanting to have a good relationship in this world was simply a pipe dream.

"I want to try." Lu Xuan said affirmatively, "If you don't mind, I hope you can be my first boyfriend and my last."

Looking at Lu Xuan's extremely sincere eyes, this harmless face immediately showed its absolute advantage. Wu Yang was almost stunned in an instant. The twenty-year-old was like an eighteen-year-old.

Lu Xuan stared with wide eyes as Wu Yang leaned forward and kissed him on the cheek, then touched his lips. He raised his eyebrows in surprise and said, "No wonder you can't bear to let go when you're in love in TV dramas over there. It really feels very interesting."

Lu Xuan's face turned red in an instant, and his whole body looked like a red-hot iron block, white with a hint of red. He looked at Wu Yang at a loss for what to do.

It seemed that he was really stimulated. Lu Xuan wanted to imitate Wu Yang in a hurry. He put his arms around Wu Yang's neck and kissed him directly on the lips.

"Hiss, you kiss like this?" Wu Yang gasped, he touched his lips, "You might as well kiss my face, you bumped into me."

Lu Xuan swallowed his saliva and said, "I didn't do it well the first time... I can learn..."

"You broke my lips." Wu Yang said.

Lu Xuan lowered his head with a red face, like a child who had made a mistake. He was too embarrassed to face Wu Yang because he himself felt that it was too sudden.

Even if Wu Yang really knew it secretly, he never thought that Wu Yang would say it so bluntly.

Wu Yang nodded with satisfaction and asked again, "Then will you always... like me? Instead of liking those forgotten white moonlights of yours?"

When Lu Xuan heard this, his face turned red again. He really told Wu Yang everything without restraint. Now it was too embarrassing to hear Wu Yang say it.

He could only nod obediently. Although this "weird" confession process was outrageous, he actually had that kind of relationship with Wu Yang, so he didn't need to care about the process.

"If we are really suitable for each other, I will accompany you," said Wu Yang.

"I don't understand." Lu Xuan looked at Wu Yang, but he didn't expect Wu Yang to lean directly on him.

Wu Yang said softly, "I will grow old with you and die with you. This is my promise."