After rebirth, I gave up Bai Yueguang

Even now, children's sex education is still something that Chinese people cannot discuss on the table, let alone in the 1980s.

No one had ever told second-year student Su Jing to be wary of anyone outside her family, and she had no idea how dangerous the situation she was in was. Her struggle was simply due to her instinctive aversion to unfamiliar people and her intuition for danger.

The man hugged her from behind, his arms holding her tightly. Su Jing's upper body was tightly clamped by his hands, pressing her tightly against him. Her butt was pressed against something hard. This sudden movement startled Su Jing so much that her mind went blank. She was stunned for two seconds before she screamed loudly and struggled reflexively.

Neighborhood relationships back then weren't like they are today. Now, when people live in apartment buildings, they close the door when they go home. Sometimes, even after living there for years, you might not even know the last name of the family next door. Back then, everything was one-story with red brick walls. If you cracked a walnut at home, your neighbor would know how many times you cracked it.

Su Jing's cry made the man break out in a cold sweat. It was almost five in the afternoon, and people were returning from get off work and school, or those who hadn't left their homes after the night shift heard the noise and came to see...

The man's hand, which had already reached into Su Jing's clothes, suddenly stopped and didn't dare to move any further. After all, he was an honest factory worker. If he was caught, not only would he lose his job, he might even be thrown into jail.

The man's hand was in a dilemma. If he let go, Su Jing's constant screaming would attract the neighbors. If he kept on letting go, it would be difficult to do anything with her making such a fuss.

While he was stunned, Su Jing felt her hands relax a little bit, and she struggled even harder.

Su Jing's whole body was struggling in a disorderly manner. Her hands moved behind her and she grabbed randomly, not caring where she grabbed. Anyway, as long as her hands grabbed something, she would pinch it with all her strength, causing the man to jump up and scream in pain in a low voice.

At a random moment, Su Jing's hand grasped something hard. The man's hands were clearly in front of her. The weather was not cold yet, and they were wearing only light clothes, but Su Jing could still feel that the hard object was warm.

The man's body suddenly stiffened, and his hands that were holding Su Jing's body suddenly tightened, strangling Su Jing so much that she almost couldn't breathe.

Su Jing didn't care anymore. After all, she could only grab the man's flesh. Su Jing grabbed that spot, enduring the feeling of being strangled and almost fainting. She pinched with all her strength, and at the same time, her body pushed hard, and her head naturally tilted back hard. She didn't know whether she hit the man's nose or chin, but it hurt the back of her head.

The man yelled and loosened his grip on Su Jing, causing her to fall to the ground. The man also slumped to the ground with a cry of pain, his face filled with agony.

Su Jing got up and looked at the man for a long time, not knowing what to do. She didn't understand the man's behavior, but she had a hunch that he must have done something bad. But if it was a bad thing, should she go out and call for help?

Just think about how many children would come and scold her when she was beaten after having her pants taken off. Now, this man hugged her and almost put his hand inside her clothes. If others knew about this, how would they scold her?

She didn't know where she had grabbed the man that made him fall to the ground in such pain and unable to get up. Su Jing stared at the man's face, not daring to take her eyes away for a second. The man's face was pale, his lips were purple, and there was sweat on his forehead.

Will he die from the pain he is in? If he dies, will he be arrested?

Su Jing, a second-year student, didn't understand anything. Seeing the man huddled on the ground, groaning in pain, she even forgot the numbness and pain from being strangled. She just stared at the man on the ground with a serious expression, at a loss as to what to do.

After an unknown amount of time, the man's screams of pain gradually subsided. He raised his head, glared at Su Jing fiercely, and threatened, "If you dare to tell anyone about what happened today, I'll beat you to death!"

After saying this, the man took a deep breath, slowly got up, glared at Su Jing fiercely, and then staggered out of Su Jing's house. As soon as the man left, Su Jing rushed to the door and slammed it with all her might, making a loud bang. She stared at the door with her eyes wide open, her mind blank, and she gasped for breath.

Su Jing had never told anyone about this. Although she didn't understand, she intuitively knew that she couldn't tell anyone about it, not even her own parents.

Fortunately, she was under eight years old that year, so she couldn't remember it much later, and it didn't leave a significant psychological scar. It wasn't until she was in high school that she learned what her neighbor's behavior was called. If she had told others at the time, during the crackdown, that neighbor would probably have received a severe sentence.

Mother Su continued to scold her, one sentence higher and higher, the sharp and high-pitched voice making Su Jing's scalp tingle. Passersby also joined the crowd of onlookers, and the circle of onlookers became smaller and closer to her.

She didn't know how many pairs of eyes were staring at her. Those gazes were like spotlights, all focused on her, making her unable to open her eyes.

The discussions in the crowd began to grow louder, like the noise on a radio, hard to hear but noisy enough to make one feel irritated.

She hadn't thought about what happened in the past for a long time, but now, she remembered the feeling of being beaten by her mother, ridiculed by the children in the yard, and almost molested by the neighbor, and it came back so clearly.

And the name of that feeling is - insult.

However, such insults, two such insults in her life, were both caused by her own mother!

Su Jing listened quietly to Su's mother's scolding, without any defense or argument, but just watched with indifferent eyes, and kept watching until Su's mother got so angry that she started to wipe away tears, and some older people in the crowd began to join in the condemnation.

"Oh my, why is the school beauty like this? She hasn't contacted her family for more than a year. Where does she get the money to pay for tuition?"

"I heard that she has been living in the school hunk's house. Are they..."

"No, no, have you forgotten about the last report letter? The school hunk is her cousin. His mother came to the school in person and told us that he is now living in her house because of special circumstances at home."

"Oh, it seems that's the case."

……

In the eyes of the onlookers, Su Jing had left her mother speechless; in the eyes of her mother, she was clearly challenging her authority and not taking her seriously; and Su Jing herself realized that she was so angry at the grievances and insults that her body was stiff and she couldn't move at all.

An old lady who was in her sixties watched for a while and saw that Su Jing was just looking at her mother with indifference, which made her mother so angry that she wiped her tears. Finally, she couldn't bear it anymore and stepped forward to seek justice.

"Hey, little girl, your mother is so angry, why don't you say a word? Is this acceptable?" The old lady pointed in front of Su Jing. Only then did Su Jing get out of the buzzing sound in her head and return to reality.

Su Jing pursed her lips, slowly raised her eyes, and looked at the old lady with cold and fierce eyes, without saying a word.

After a moment, the old lady blinked, took a deep breath, and said in a gentle tone, "Look how angry your mother is. Hurry up and apologize to her. Go home. It's very cold on the street." After that, she forced a smile at Su's mother and left quickly.

Su Jing looked at her mother and said slowly, "I don't have any money. I have to go to art class now. You should go home early." She was about to leave, but her mother stepped forward and grabbed her schoolbag.

"Why would you have money to take art classes? If I asked you to give some money to your family, you would have no money.

"I'm a high school student. You come to me for money. Do you think you're right?" Su Jing gradually calmed down and regained her rationality. She suppressed all the emotions in her heart and asked her mother calmly.

"I asked you for money, did I ask you for money?" Mother Su suddenly started yelling, "Ask the people around me, where did I say I asked you for money? Huh? It was you who said you had no money, so I asked you for art money."

Mother Su turned to look at the people around her and said loudly, "Everyone, judge for yourself. When did I ask her for money? I've always said that she refused to come home. I only came to her school because she hadn't been home for a year. I came to her because I cared about her and was worried that she might do something wrong. Tell me, how could a girl like that be so rude to me after not coming home for a year?"

"Su Chengye was caught stealing someone's things. When they chased him, he pushed them down the overpass stairs and broke their bones. He is now in the provincial hospital. Is he wrong?" Su Jing's expression was indifferent and her tone was steady, but her voice was a little louder than before.

Since Mother Su wanted everyone to hear it, she didn't care. She'd let them hear it. It was a family scandal, and everyone should share the shame. In a year, she'd be leaving town to study abroad and never come back. People's memories are fleeting. Even if she became the center of attention today, in a few days, a new story would come along and push her into the background, forcing her to be forgotten.

After all, I am not really 18 years old now, and I have long been immune to all kinds of insignificant gossip.

"Oh, so the school beauty's brother is a thief!"

"No wonder the school beauty doesn't play with her classmates much at school and only buries herself in her studies. It's quite embarrassing to have such a brother. She's afraid of letting others know, so she doesn't dare to interact too much with her classmates."

Hearing Su Jing's words, Su's mother was stunned. This happened just the day before yesterday, and her son was still being held at the police station. Su Jing hadn't been in contact with her family, so how could she know so much? And there was no way a neighbor or friend would have told her. Only her family and the police knew about this, no one else. How could she know so much?

"Is there anything else you want to say? If there is nothing more to publicize against me, I'm leaving. I have the final exam next week, and I have to go review." Su Jing didn't want to argue with her anymore. It was already too late to go to the art teacher now, so she went back to review.