What to do when your first love cries and asks for reconciliation?

Looking at the page full of his name, Su Huai felt a surge of emotion in his heart. Various emotions piled up together and ran rampant in his mind.

Every word in the article reflects Gu Yu's affection.

The cautiousness and humility of loving someone are not expressed in words, but in the words and in subconscious actions.

Tears began to fall from my eye sockets unconsciously, mixed with sweat, and fell drop by drop on my school uniform shirt.

The more he watched, the harder Su Huai cried.

Gu Yu never wrote in detail about the grievances he had suffered in his diary, but always glossed over them in a casual manner.

On the contrary, the description of his interactions with her is so detailed that even every micro-expression is mentioned.

From a fleeting glimpse during military training to the unforgettable memory in the future.

From something as small as giving her a candy to something as big as inviting her to my house on weekends.

Things like this happened countless times in the first and second years of high school, and Gu Yu did not miss a single one.

All written down in the diary.

Even though she couldn't even remember her own grades, she still wrote down the results of every joint exam, monthly exam and final exam in her diary.

Su Huai saw her writing. One time, a classmate asked her about Su Huai's joint entrance examination score, and she immediately recited it fluently.

But when that classmate was asked about her grades, she was at a loss and hesitated for a long time, and ended up getting her Chinese and physics grades wrong.

At the end of this diary, she drew a Q-version crying expression of herself, which was no less impressive than those drawn by professional artists.

Su Huai was a little surprised because she had never heard that Gu Yu could paint.

In fact, Gu Yu would draw some Q-version character pictures at the end of many diaries, some of herself and some of Su Huai.

Time was limited, so Su Huai read faster and faster.

In a short while, the timeline came to 2016, which is this year, the college entrance examination is about to take place.

2016.3.25

They came to me.

2016.4.1

My heart is always uncomfortable. I should go back and tell grandma.

2016.4.3

They took me to the hospital for a checkup. When I came out, I didn't look too good. I hope I'm okay.

April 2016.4.3, (evening)

It turns out I have a heart disease

2016.4.5

When I return to school, should I tell Su Huai?

April 2016.4.5, (evening)

Forget it, I won't live long, Su Huai still has a future

2016.4.7

My heart palpitations have been getting worse recently. Su Huai almost found my medicine today.

2016.4.8

I'm sorry, Su Huai, I actually want to have a future with you.

2016.4.9

Yesterday after school, I rejected Su Huai for the first time. She looked so lonely when she turned around. I really wanted to hug her.

2016.4.14

I took another leave and went to the hospital. The doctor said I won’t live past 25.

2016.4.16

They asked me if I was willing to go abroad for treatment

unwilling

2016.4.21

Today Su Huai asked me why I asked for leave, I didn't say anything

Because I don't want to earn your tears

2016.4.25

The pear blossoms at school are in bloom, white and beautiful.

Will it float to my funeral?

2016.4.26

I'm back in the hospital again, like a newborn baby

The wind blowing on my face is very uncomfortable, because the tears on my face are scratching me and hurting me

2016.4.27

Su Huai was angry, but there was nothing he could do. It was really hard to say, "I won't live long."

2016.4.29

Today is my birthday. Forget it. It's time to take medicine.

2016.5.1

They said I had to agree, it was my last hope, I refused

2016.5.2

Can my death trap Su Huai?

I don't want to see her holding someone else's hand, because I'll be jealous.

2016.5.

Here, the diary ends abruptly.

When she returned to school that day, she was about to continue writing, but Qiu Jun and Xue Zhenke snatched it away.

Tears had already blurred his vision. Su Huai wiped them again and again, but the more he wiped, the more tears appeared.

The yellowed paper was stained with water drops, and some of the words became blurred and curled.

She hurriedly rubbed the clothes on her shoulders around her eyes.

It turns out that everything has a traceable cause, and Gu Yu's indifference is not without reason.

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Time goes back to the present.

Everything that happened later was explained.

In fact, Su Huai knew everything, but she just never mentioned it in front of Gu Yu.

In her diary, Gu Yu said that she gave up the opportunity to go abroad to recuperate until the day before the spring outing, which was to be more precise, after the college entrance examination.

Su Huai still foolishly thought that Gu Yu would not go abroad.

That's why she decided to study medicine, even though she didn't like medicine at all.

I became a doctor to save your life...

It is so that you can see the pear blossoms for decades to come, and so that you can hold a bouquet of pear blossoms for me at my funeral.

Gu Yu, you will live a long life because I will become the best surgeon in the country.

When we are old, we will watch the pear blossoms in full bloom on the shore together.

At the end of the story, we will finally get happiness.

“There’s no need to ask why. Before I tell you, I want to hear why you founded HG.”

Gu Yu curled his lips: "But I don't know either."

"Then tell me when you know."

The animal world on TV is still playing, and the boundless and depressing night outside the window cannot affect the two people who are relying on each other in the room.

Gu Yu woke up early the next morning. She was so excited that she couldn't sleep the whole night.

Or maybe it’s because I can’t sleep because I’m lonely without that familiar embrace.

Who could have guessed that she had worked so hard to persuade him all night long and even took the initiative to kiss him.

In the end, Su Huai still did not agree to let her stay in the master bedroom.

How despicable! Bastard Su Huai!

After cursing in his heart, Gu Yu angrily lifted the quilt to wash up, and then changed his clothes. His movements were much more agile than usual.

The outfit I'm wearing today was specially picked out by Su Huai last night. It's a professional suit, a white shirt and a black hip skirt.

It perfectly highlights the mature temperament and charm of women, and it is even more so when she wears it.

So much so that when Su Huai came out of the master bedroom, he almost lost his mind.

"Why, doesn't it look good?"

Gu Yu took pictures of the room again and again, and even if there was a small flaw, he would deal with it properly before leaving.

She just didn't believe that Su Huai wouldn't be moved, huh!

Su Huai looked down at his beloved. The sunlight came into the corridor and hit her fair face, emitting a faint glow, and even the tiny hairs on it could be seen clearly.

Those light and beautiful eyes were looking at him, the light added a bit of tenderness to them, coupled with the playful smile, there was an indescribable brightness.

The top two buttons of his slim-fitting white shirt were not buttoned, as if intentionally, and the collars on both sides were wide open, revealing the scenery inside.

The action of swallowing saliva in the throat is too obvious.

Seeing this, Gu Yu laughed triumphantly. She was very satisfied with this man's performance.

While Su Huai was still not reacting, she quickly leaned closer to her, her red lips opening and closing:

"I am yours~"

The ending tone was seductive and made Su Huai's throat tighten. His fingertips curled up and he couldn't help but clench them into fists.

Why didn’t I know before that this guy is so good at teasing?