What to do when your first love cries and asks for reconciliation?

Could this be referring to me...? Su Huai wondered uncertainly.

During military training, she did take a chair and sit in the shade of a tree with her class teacher every day to enjoy the cool air, and occasionally drank some drinks bought from the canteen.

Of course, there is a reason for this.

I have been in poor health since childhood and am slightly allergic to ultraviolet rays, so I really cannot participate in military training like other students.

But at least I just sat there and observed instead of asking for leave to go home.

Despite this, there was a lot of criticism, after all, everyone was standing at attention under the scorching sun.

It would have been fine if she could just hide under the shade of a tree, she could even sit there and drink an iced drink. Who wouldn't be envious?

It would be better to go home, at least out of sight and out of mind.

However, no matter how envious, jealous and hateful others were, Su Huai always did his own thing from beginning to end.

But I didn’t expect that Gu Yu noticed me at this time and even wrote me into the diary.

Deep down, she felt extremely satisfied.

Su Huai shook his head and cursed himself for being so useless.

Since the military training in the first year of high school, Gu Yu's frequency of writing diaries has increased significantly.

2013.9.1

I finally know what the girl’s name is, Su Huai, what a nice name.

2013.9.2

Taking exams right at the start of school, is No. 1 Middle School so abnormal?

Fortunately, we only took the exams in Chinese, math, English, physics and chemistry.

2013.9.4

The teachers at No. 1 Middle School mark papers very quickly. I just finished the test today and the math results are out.

The math test was really difficult this time. I only scored 88. Our teacher said that they were all competition questions. My ranking was okay, third in the grade.

April 2013.9.4, (evening)

During evening study, the math teacher told us the scores of the second and first students in the grade, one was 89 and the other was 100, the full marks.

I'm curious about who is the top student in the grade. That's too abnormal.

I didn’t even understand the meaning of the last question. There’s such a huge difference between people. I wish I could know the classmate who got full marks.

2013.9.5

All the results are out, and it’s such bad news…

Chinese 83, Mathematics 88, English 79, Physics 92, Chemistry 100

This exam is too difficult. Chemistry is easier.

Ranked first in the class, only 21st overall (with a crying expression at the end, very cute)

April 2013.9.5, (evening)

The head teacher read out the results of the top student in the grade to us. He (slash, changed to she, it seems that it was changed later) is so amazing.

Chinese 90, Mathematics 100, English 93, Physics 100, Chemistry 100

Is this a score a human can get?

2013.9.4

The first in the grade is Su Huai!

2013.9.5

Su Huai spoke to me again today. Although it was just a simple "make way", she was really gentle.

2013.9.26

There will be a monthly exam tomorrow. The head teacher said that this exam is very important and it will affect the class placement results for the next semester.

It would be great if I could be assigned to the same class, so I could talk to Su Huai.

2013.9.29

I finally finished my last English exam and just ran into Su Huai at the convenience store.

We both wanted to take the paper, and she gave it to me. It still had the scent of her fingers on it. I was happy (a simple drawing of a smile)

Seeing this, Su Huai could no longer suppress his smile and laughed out loud.

She remembered that she had run out of paper once before, so she went to borrow some from Gu Yu.

As a result, Gu Yu also said that there was no paper, but there was clearly a small pack of tissues hidden in the drawer of the desk, and it was exposed, but he still said there was no paper.

She made an excuse saying that the pack of paper was very important to her and couldn't be used. She was depressed for a long time at that time.

After all this time, it turns out this is why.

It was just a touch. If Gu Yu wanted to, it would be okay to even kiss her.

So cute.

2013.10.1

The National Day holiday was boring, but at least I could see Su Huai at school. She was really pretty, even prettier than the stars on TV.

2013.10.6

It's back to school again, I take back my last post, the holidays are not boring (crying)

2013.10.7

The monthly exam results are out. I'm ranked 19th. Should I be able to get into Class next semester?

April 2013.10.7, (evening)

I heard from my deskmate that Su Huai is the top scorer in the grade again, with Chinese 95, Math 100, English 96, Physics 99, Chemistry 100, Biology 98, Politics 80, History 79, Geography 73.

She is also good at liberal arts, I only got 62 in geography, and I just got severely criticized in evening study. . .

2013.10.9

At today's commendation meeting, Su Huai won the first place in four subjects.

I also got a chemistry degree. During the award ceremony, I deliberately pushed away the boy who wanted to stand next to her, and we took a photo together!

She is really beautiful, like a doll, and she would say sorry to me when she met me.

Su Huai recalled the first monthly exam commendation meeting in the first year of high school, when all the first place students in individual subjects were taken photos together and put up on the commendation wall.

She didn't go to see it, she just heard Jiang Ruotang mention it.

She said that in the photo, the girl standing next to her was staring at her with an infatuated look and must have a crush on her.

So this girl is Gu Yu...?

It turned out that her mind was not pure long before he met her.

2013.10.10

I went to see the photos on the commendation wall. I was happy to appear in the same photo with Su Huai (smiling face sketch).

Following this sentence was a finely cropped blurry photo with two people in it. Su Huai could tell at a glance that the one on the left was himself.

I touched it lightly with my fingers. It was made of newspaper and should have been cut from the weekly school newspaper.

The photo is very blurry because in order to include everyone, it was taken from a very far distance. In addition, the paper quality of newspapers is always poor, so it is still difficult to see the facial features clearly.

“First photo.”

Su Huai smiled, muttered to himself, and then continued reading.

2013.10.15

I really envy Jiang Ruotang

Grandma's cough got worse again.

What followed were complaints about the daily schedule at No. 1 Middle School and the homeroom teacher, with Su Huai mentioned from time to time.

It's nothing more than meeting Su Huai again somewhere on campus, someone confessing to Su Huai again, etc.

Until the end of November, the official division of subjects——

2013.11.25

The class division results after subject selection are out, Class 1!

2013.11.26

During morning reading, Su Huai took the initiative to talk to me. This time she asked me if I had handed in my math homework.

2013.11.28

The people in Class 1 are so hostile to me. Su Huai takes the initiative to wait for Jiang Ruotang to come for dinner every day. I am so envious.

2013.12.19

Tomorrow is Friday. I hope those people will stop bullying me.

My Christmas wish is to stop being bullied.

2013.12.20

The wish came true!

Su Huai helped me teach those boys a lesson last night, and they haven't come to me again since.

2013.12.25

Today is Christmas, and Su Huai asked me to have dinner with her.

She's so cute when she's helpless

2013.12.31

Su Huai actually invited me to her home for New Year's Eve. Should I go? Will her family dislike me? . .

2013.1.1

Su Huai is so pitiful, her mother died early, but her father was so good to her.

Unconsciously, Gu Yu's diary was no longer a record of himself, but a record of Su Huai's entire day.