The Great Doctor Girl

Chapter 37: First Love Arrives, Inner Demon Awakens

10 years ago.

On the campus of Ancheng A University, the melody of youth is played like a poem and a painting.

Huang Junze, the school idol majoring in computer science, is undoubtedly the focus of everyone's attention.

Not only does he have a stunning appearance, but he has also become a synonym for academic master with his outstanding academic performance.

However, his cold and aloof temperament seemed to have built an invisible wall around him, making countless girls who admired him stay away.

Su Jingyan, a school beauty majoring in art design and luxury management, is a daughter of a prominent family. She is beautiful and elegant.

There is never a lack of passionate suitors around her, they surround her like stars, but her eyes are only attracted by Huang Junze's unique and mysterious charm.

Deep down in her heart, Su Jingyan had fantasized about a romantic love with Huang Junze countless times.

On a sunny afternoon, the library was quiet and peaceful.

Huang Junze sat alone in the corner as usual, concentrating on flipping through a thick computer programming book.

His expression was focused and serious, as if the whole world existed only within the pages of the book before him.

Su Jingyan passed by inadvertently, and her eyes were instantly caught by this focused and cold figure.

"Classmate, can I ask you a question?" Su Jingyan walked gently to Huang Junze, her voice crisp and sweet, like a clear stream in the mountains.

Huang Junze raised his head slightly, a hint of surprise flashing in his eyes, like a brief ripple on the surface of a calm lake, and then quickly returned to indifference, "What's the problem?" His tone was cold, as if covered with a layer of frost.

Su Jingyan's heart tightened, but she still mustered up the courage to take out a design-related book, "I don't quite understand this design concept."

Her voice trembled slightly, revealing her inner nervousness.

Huang Junze glanced at the book and simply replied, "You asked the wrong person."

He lowered his head and continued reading, as if everything around him had nothing to do with him.

Su Jingyan couldn't help but sigh in her heart, this guy is really as straight as an iceberg!

But she did not back down. Instead, she began to frequently appear in places Huang Junze often went to, such as the library or the laboratory.

Each encounter was a carefully designed chance encounter. However, Huang Junze remained indifferent to this persistent girl and could not even remember who she was.

At a campus Hanfu Culture Festival, Su Jingyan carefully prepared a talent show - playing the guqin.

She was dressed in a gorgeous and flowing Hanfu, her sleeves fluttering like a fairy from ancient times. A banana leaf guqin lay before her, like a treasure that connected with her soul.

When she gently lifted her jade fingers, plucked the strings, and played the classic song "High Mountains and Flowing Water", the beautiful notes poured out like a gurgling stream.

The melody is sometimes gentle and melodious, like crying and complaining, as if it is affectionately telling the touching story of Boya playing the qin.

Sometimes it is passionate and surging, like thousands of troops galloping past, magnificent and shocking.

Her fingering is skillful and agile, and every note is played just right by her, full of sincere emotion and powerful force.

The audience present were immersed in this wonderful music, intoxicated, as if their souls were drawn by the melodious piano sound.

The entire campus seemed to be enveloped by the melodious sound of the guqin. Time seemed to stand still, leaving only Su Jingyan, her guqin, and the touching melody.

The song ended, and the lingering sound lasted for a long time before the audience woke up as if from a dream and burst into thunderous applause and cheers.

Su Jingyan bowed slightly, a confident and satisfied smile on her face.

At that moment, she undoubtedly became the most dazzling star in the entire campus Hanfu Culture Festival.

Huang Junze in the audience has been brought into an ethereal and quiet state by this song.

In this quiet space, he saw his mother, who had left him many years ago, playing the same song...

He forgot the hustle and bustle around him, and only the lively notes and Su Jingyan's picturesque figure remained in his mind.

After the performance, Su Jingyan ran to Huang Junze, beads of sweat still hanging on her forehead, "How was my performance?"

Huang Junze took a long time to come back to his senses, and smiled a rare smile, "Very good."

At that moment, Su Jingyan's heart seemed to fly.

Since then, their communication has gradually increased.

Huang Junze discovered that Su Jingyan was not just beautiful in appearance, she was smart, kind and talented.

Every insight she gave him brightened his eyes, and every smile she gave him warmed his heart.

And Su Jingyan also fell deeply in love with Huang Junze's restraint and concentration.

She was attracted by the deep look in his eyes when he was thinking about problems and his decisiveness and determination when solving difficult problems.

On a starry night, by the lake on campus, a gentle breeze blew, bringing a hint of coolness.

Su Jingyan took the initiative to express her feelings to Huang Junze.

"Huang Junze, I have liked you for a long time." Su Jingyan's voice was filled with a hint of nervousness and anticipation, and her eyes were full of affection.

Huang Junze looked into her affectionate eyes, and his defenses completely collapsed. "I know, but I'm not in the mood for a relationship right now."

A hint of disappointment flashed across Su Jingyan's eyes, but soon a determined light ignited, "Huang Junze, I can wait until the day you are willing. I believe that the power of love can overcome everything, and I also believe that we will have a beautiful future."

Huang Junze was slightly moved, but still turned his head away, "Su Jingyan, you shouldn't waste your time on me. I'm afraid that I will eventually let you down."

Su Jingyan took a step forward and gently pulled the corner of Huang Junze's clothes. "Huang Junze, there is no such thing as wasted time in love. I am willing to wait for you."

Huang Junze was silent for a long time, and finally said slowly: "Su Jingyan, you make me feel very warm, but I..." He hesitated to speak, his face full of entanglement and helplessness.

Su Jingyan gently pressed her finger against his lips. "Don't say anymore, Huang Junze. I understand your concerns. But please believe that I will always be by your side."

After saying that, she smiled, and that smile was like the brightest flower in spring, lighting up Huang Junze's heart.

Huang Junze looked at Su Jingyan's firm and gentle eyes, feeling mixed emotions.

He knew that he was not without feelings for Su Jingyan, but the shadow of his childhood was like a heavy shackle, tightly binding him to accept this sincere feeling.

"Su Jingyan, you don't understand, I..." Huang Junze's voice was low and hoarse, with deep helplessness and pain.

Su Jingyan held Huang Junze's hands with both hands and said with a firm look: "Junze, no matter what your past is, I am willing to face it with you."

Her eyes were full of determination and courage.

However, Huang Junze gently broke free from Su Jingyan's hand and turned away, leaving Su Jingyan standing there, tears welling up in her eyes, her heart pierced.

From then on, Huang Junze deliberately avoided Su Jingyan, as if they had never had those wonderful exchanges and moments.

He tried to erase Su Jingyan from his world, as if this could protect himself from getting hurt again.

Su Jingyan did not give up. She tried to get close to Huang Junze in various ways and gave him gifts that she had carefully selected, each of which was filled with her deep affection and expectations.

She wrote him a note full of care, and every word was filled with her tenderness and love.

All of this was seen by another girl in the school, Lin Xiao.

Lin Xiao has always had a crush on Huang Junze, and seeing Su Jingyan's persistence, her heart is filled with jealousy and resentment.

She felt that Su Jingyan was the biggest obstacle in her pursuit of Huang Junze.

One day, when Su Jingyan was waiting for Huang Junze in the library again, Lin Xiao came over.

"Su Jingyan, don't waste your energy. Huang Junze will not accept you."

Lin Xiao sneered, her eyes full of disdain.

Su Jingyan raised her head, looked at Lin Xiao and said, "This is a matter between him and me. It has nothing to do with you."

Her tone was firm and unquestionable.

Lin Xiao laughed. "Who do you think you are? Do you know Huang Junze's family? His father's infidelity and his mother's departure have made him not believe in love at all."

Su Jingyan's heart trembled suddenly, but she still said firmly: "I don't care, I believe he will accept me."

There was no trace of retreat in her eyes.

Lin Xiao snorted: "You are too naive. Huang Junze will never open his heart to anyone."

Her words were full of malice.

Huang Junze happened to walk into the library at this moment and heard the conversation between the two. His face turned gloomy and he looked at Su Jingyan and Lin Xiao coldly.

"what are you guys saying?"

Huang Junze's voice was filled with anger, and his eyes flashed with rage.

Seeing this, Lin Xiao quickly said, "Huang Junze, I'm just trying to persuade Su Jingyan to stop bothering you."

She tried to please Huang Junze.

Su Jingyan explained anxiously: "Huang Junze, it's not like that..."

Huang Junze interrupted her: "Enough, Su Jingyan, I don't want to see you again."

After saying that, he turned and left the library.

Su Jingyan burst into tears of grievance. She didn't understand why Huang Junze was so heartless.

She felt as if her heart was broken into countless pieces.

After returning to the dormitory, Su Jingyan locked herself in the room and cried all night.

Her tears soaked the pillow and her heart sank into the abyss.

Her best friend Li Na comforted her distressedly: "Jingyan, you are so outstanding, and there are so many boys pursuing you. Why do you have to hang yourself on Huang Junze when there are so many outstanding ones?"

Su Jingyan shook her head: "No, I believe he likes me in his heart, but he just hides it." Her eyes were still full of hope.

On the other side, Huang Junze was also in a painful struggle.

He knew that he had hurt Su Jingyan, but he was afraid of being hurt again, afraid that love would make him suffer like his father's betrayal.

She was afraid of losing again.

Just like my mother who left forever.

His heart was full of contradictions and fears, and he didn't know how to face Su Jingyan's deep affection.

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