The Great Doctor Girl

Although we are married, Huang Junze's hatred for me is like layers of haze, becoming thicker and deeper.

It seems that most men have a strong desire to conquer and are attracted to gentle, delicate and dependent women. Even some insincere sweet words can make them intoxicated and obsessed.

As for me, I am well-versed in ancient and modern knowledge, have outstanding medical skills, and have integrated the essence of Confucianism, Buddhism and Taoism into myself. However, I am bound by my fate and cannot display my talents.

In order to escape this survival dilemma and to fully display my abilities, I must find a way to break through.

Although learning all kinds of knowledge is easy for me, matters of the heart are the only things that make me feel confused and elusive.

The eighteen years I spent in the mountains were simple and boring.

If you have lacked the nourishment of family affection since childhood, how can you know how to love others and how to accept the love given by others?

Faced with such an emotional dilemma, I feel helpless, as if I am in a vast fog, searching hard but unable to find the direction to move forward. The only thing I can do is to make him abandon his prejudice and fall in love with me sincerely.

I tried to calm myself down and clearly felt that my body's energy remained at two levels.

I haven't mentioned it before because I feel embarrassed. I will make it public when the time is right.

No matter what, I will greet every day with a positive and optimistic attitude.

I came to the medical clinic and threw myself into the busy work.

Inside the medical office, bright sunlight shines through the carved window lattices and gently falls on the old wooden table, forming patches of mottled light and shadow.

Xia Ruoxi skillfully handled common minor illnesses, while I focused on the diagnosis and treatment of difficult and complicated diseases and the collection of Chinese herbal medicines.

The efficacy of Chinese herbal medicines nowadays is often difficult to guarantee. In order to provide patients with high-quality and low-cost medicinal materials, I have devoted all my energy to it.

The medicinal herbs here are unique and hard to find in the whole Ancheng.

This is all thanks to the mysterious drug dealer that my master introduced to me before I went down the mountain.

Every time I would make a list of the herbs I needed, send it via text message on that old mobile phone, and then pick up the medicine at the agreed time and place.

To this day, I still have not seen the true face of this drug dealer.

After I sent the list of medicinal materials, I leisurely brewed a pot of tea. There were no patients at the moment, so I finally had a moment of leisure.

In the afternoon, Huang Junze went to look for Su Jingyan again.

Su Jingyan comes from a good family, and her parents are quite famous in the business world.

However, she encountered many setbacks in her career. The few stores she tried to run either suffered heavy losses or were forced to close due to various disputes.

She is extremely jealous and has a strong desire for control. She tries to control everything, but ends up making a mess of her own life.

Back then, she ruthlessly abandoned Huang Junze and ran away. It was not because she had any unspeakable secrets, but because she was confused by the pursuit of material things and vanity.

But who would have thought that the resolute choice made back then would result in losing both life and wealth.

Now she suddenly returns, not because she truly repents, but because her marriage in the United States broke down and she was cruelly abandoned, so she wants to get back the love that she discarded like garbage. Looking back, she regrets her own choice.

She knew that Huang Junze loved her deeply, so she used Huang Junze's feelings to improve her own situation.

Huang Junze fell ill again today.

He clearly felt that the attacks were becoming more frequent, and even when he was riding in a Rolls-Royce, the long-lost dizziness came back.

He couldn't help but wonder, "Could it be that Luo Shu really cast a spell on me? She's trying to control my mind and make me return to her? But ever since I met Luo Shu, she hasn't been entirely malicious towards me."

Such tangled thoughts kept rolling around in his mind, making him more and more irritable and uneasy.

Suddenly, a strong feeling of dizziness came over me.

He gripped the steering wheel tightly, trying to stay awake.

"Damn it, why did this disease break out at this time?"

He cursed inwardly, recalling the last time he had an attack, when he also suddenly lost consciousness while driving and nearly caused a disaster.

This time, he must not let the tragedy happen again.

He slowly parked the car on the side of the road, closed his eyes, and took several deep breaths.

However, the dizziness not only did not go away, but became even more intense.

His forehead was covered with fine beads of sweat and his face was as pale as paper.

He took out his cell phone and wanted to make a call, but he didn't know whether to call me or Su Jingyan, which made him hesitant.

He didn't know how to tell Su Jingyan about his illness, nor was he sure whether she would care about him.

And Luo Shu...

Just then, the phone rang.

It was me who called.

I felt a little panicky just now and sensed that he had a terrible headache.

He wanted to hang up directly, but for some reason, his finger involuntarily pressed the answer button.

"Huang Junze, where are you? Are you feeling unwell?" My anxious voice came from the other end of the phone.

Huang Junze was silent for a moment and replied coldly: "It has nothing to do with you." But as soon as he said that, a trace of guilt arose in his heart. After all, I had extended a helping hand to him when he was in trouble.

"How can it have nothing to do with me? Don't forget that we are already husband and wife. How can I not care about your physical condition?"

My tone was firm, filled with worry.

"Husband and wife? Humph, you are just a woman who used tricks to force me into marriage. What qualifications do you have to control me?"

Huang Junze's words were full of sarcasm, but his eyes were evasive when he said this. Perhaps he himself understood that this was just a momentary angry remark.

"Huang Junze, isn't there a trace of love between us? Everything I do is not only because I need you, but also because I love you."

My voice was slightly choked and tears welled up in my eyes.

"Love? Your love is too selfish. You never consider my feelings."

Huang Junze's tone was still cold, but he was a little shaken in his heart. Thinking back to the little things he had experienced with me, it wasn't all bad.

"I did have a purpose in marrying you from the beginning, but it was not only for me, but also for you. Huang Junze, you are in critical condition now, please tell me where you are?" I tried to persuade him with a hint of pleading in my voice.

"No need. I know my own body well. You don't need to worry about it."

After Huang Junze finished speaking, he resolutely hung up the phone.

But the moment he hung up, he felt a little regretful about his impulsiveness. He even doubted why he spoke to me in such an attitude.

Listening to the busy tone on the phone, I felt lost and tried hard to hold back the tears in my eyes.

I know very well that Huang Junze is full of hatred towards me at this moment, but I cannot ignore him.

I decided to go find Huang Junze. As long as I'm there, he will definitely get better. It's just that he has been bewitched by Su Jingyan recently and is unwilling to admit it.

I saw Xia Ruoxi busy working attentively, so I walked over and said to her, "Ruoxi, I have something to go out for a while, I'll leave this to you."

Xia Ruoxi nodded and replied, "Master, don't worry! I will take good care of it."

I took a taxi and headed towards Huang Junze's company.

Along the way, the scenery outside the window passed by quickly, and I felt uneasy, wondering whether I could find him successfully.

Finally, in the Yue Coffee Shop downstairs from his company, I saw Huang Junze's familiar figure through the floor-to-ceiling windows.

After getting off the bus, I walked straight into the cafe. Under the warm light, the aroma of coffee filled the air, but my heart suddenly felt like it was being pricked by a needle.

I took a deep breath, walked forward, and said in a trembling voice, "Huang Junze, are you feeling better now?"

Huang Junze's face darkened when he saw me: "What are you doing here? I told you it's none of your business."

"Huang Junze, don't be so willful. Your health is the most important thing." My eyes were full of concern.

"You don't need to worry about my health, just go away!" Huang Junze seemed extremely impatient.

Su Jingyan looked at me smugly and said, "Luo Shu, don't waste your energy. Jun Ze won't go back with you. He doesn't love you at all."

I glared at Su Jingyan, anger burning in my heart: "Su Jingyan, don't go too far. You don't love Huang Junze at all, you are just using him."

"What makes you say that? I love Junze more deeply than you do." Su Jingyan retorted.

"You love him? Why did you leave him back then? Why are you coming back to ruin his wedding now? What kind of love is this?" I asked.

"That's because I have my own difficulties. Now that I'm back, I will compensate Junze well." Su Jingyan said.

"Compensation? How can love be compensated? You are too selfish." I said excitedly.

"Selfish? It's you who is selfish! What means did you use to force Junze to marry you? You are the most selfish person." Su Jingyan showed no weakness.

Just as we were arguing, Huang Junze suddenly stood up, clutching his chest, his face growing paler: "Stop arguing! My head hurts..."

Su Jingyan and I immediately stopped arguing and looked at Huang Junze nervously. I quickly reached out to support him and said, "Huang Junze, come on, give me your hand! Hold my hand and you'll be fine soon."

He was about to refuse, but I held his hand desperately. Our energy was transmitted, merged, fluctuated, and finally returned to stability. The pain on his face gradually eased.

Su Jingyan was stunned watching from the side.

I felt a slight warmth in my chest.

Seeing that he was getting better, I quickly let go of my hand, looked into Huang Junze's eyes and said, "You're okay. As long as I'm here, you'll be fine."

He looked at me, as if recalling the good times we had, but said nothing.

I turned and left, my tears finally blurring my vision.