Three Women in the Cage

Xu Fei didn't say that he liked her, and she didn't even have a reason to refuse him, but she couldn't go on like this, she couldn't go on like this.

When they were eating again later, Xinxin ignored Xu Fei's invitation and went out to eat alone.

But every time Xu Fei would come and quietly pay the bill. When Xinxin walked in front, he would quietly follow behind.

During this period, her heart began to waver, and she wondered if she could accept a relationship.

However, this person’s age and personality are not what I like. Do I really want to be with him?

She was confused and at a loss.

Finally, when he finished all the courses and was about to graduate, Xu Fei finally said it out.

"I have no savings, no house, no car. Are you willing to follow me? I want to find someone who can work hard with me and spend the rest of my life with me..."

A loud "bang" exploded her brain. She had thought about what he said countless times, but she never thought it would be such a realistic sentence.

A person who has nothing also wants to live his life with him.

She had some illusions about this man before, but now all the illusions were gone. Yes, Xinxin was realistic. What she wanted was always salvation and light, not to fall into darkness with others, and then go through countless hardships to struggle to break free.

My mother spent her entire life because my father had nothing. She thought that Xu Fei's conditions were better than hers, so her future life would not be too hard. In this way, she would not care about his age and appearance and reluctantly be with him.

But now I tell myself that this man has nothing.

Xinxin suddenly felt disappointed and didn't want to have anything to do with him anymore, so she rejected him coldly.

Later, Xinxin returned to the county as she wished. When she was planning to open a milk tea shop in the county, her friends introduced her to several marriage proposals.

She had seen them all. For some reason, those young people always lacked the fighting spirit. Although they were of the right age, they were always wandering around for work, with high expectations but low skills, which made Xinxin feel unable to feel stable.

She hates people who are unwilling to struggle, like her own father, who has lived his whole life in a muddle and never wanted to struggle for anything.

What these young people lack is exactly what Xu Fei has. Xinxin once saw the drive to fight in him. Maybe, possibly, he is a down-to-earth person.

The man's down-to-earth and hardworking shadow gave her a sense of safe haven.

That kind of safe haven seemed to tell her that in the future, that person would support a family.

She remembered the man's concern and care. Maybe it was because of his age, or maybe it was because he had been married before, Xu Fei knew how to capture a girl's heart.

Or maybe it was because Xinxin lacked love, and from him, Xinxin received the fatherly love that she would never get in her entire life. Yes, it was more of fatherly love!

A person who is extremely lacking in love, especially male love, that kind of warm love, like the fatherly love that she once longed for, she suddenly wanted to taste the feeling of being loved.

People always covet what they cannot get. For the so-called fatherly love, Xinxin contacted Xu Fei again.

However, this time of looking back, Xu Fei's attitude changed. Xinxin no longer felt his previous care and concern. It seemed that he had changed a lot all of a sudden.

People who lack love are just despicable. In order to covet the warmth she once had, she took the initiative to approach Xu Fei.

The more she can't get something, the more she wants to get it. As if to regain the warmth she once had, Xinxin starts to please Xu Fei.

Xu Fei felt the change in Xinxin, and seemed determined to win her over. He was no longer as submissive as before. He had only one goal, which was to win Xinxin over.

So, he tried for the first time: "Since you're here to play this time, why don't you stay home at night?"

With a "boom", Xu Fei finally said it, and said it so bluntly.

She didn't want Xu Fei to trample on her like this. She hated such frivolous jokes. She could try to like him, but that didn't mean she would accept his jokes.

They could have gotten to know each other gradually and built a closer relationship step by step, so why did he treat me so carelessly even though I was willing to try?

She began to wonder what men liked.

Xu Fei seemed to have lost his patience and was unwilling to pursue her slowly any longer. Xinxin knew that if she did not agree this time, that little bit of warmth would become out of reach from now on.

You are so cheap. When he was submissive before, you didn't want him. Now that he despises you, you are trying to please him in order to beg for that little bit of love.

She didn't know what was wrong with her. It was as if she had lost her thoughts and reason. People like her would either not say a word to men, or if they did, and got the sweetness, they would never want to lose it again.

Xu Fei once gave her a piece of candy. Now, she wanted to take the candy back. She had tasted it and wanted to keep the last bit of sweetness.

So, even though she knew what the consequences would be, she still agreed.

No one will cherish things that are easily obtained. Xinxin doesn’t understand this, and no one teaches her.

That day, she came to the hotel address sent by Xu Fei in a daze. To the confusion of the girl at the front desk, she stepped into the room that represented decadence for the first time.

She never knew that one day she would end up like this.

She felt like a bad kid at this moment, doing everything she once despised.

Who would have thought that she, a model student since childhood, would send herself away because of lack of love.

When she arrived at the room, she didn't realize what she was doing. It was as if her body and soul did not belong to her.

She was like a puppet, not knowing whether there would be light at the end of the tunnel or eternal damnation.

She could have had a better life, but she didn't wait for it and rashly left herself in this situation.

She won't know that the more humble and lowly you please others, the less they will cherish you. From then on, you will no longer be a superior existence in his heart.

He dragged you into the quagmire, you pushed yourself into the abyss, and you finally fell down...

That day, she sank into the filth and got herself covered in mud. She despised herself in her heart.

That day, after Xu Fei was satisfied, he accidentally said: "Isn't this your first time?"

With a "bang", she was shattered. You see, humility can never be exchanged for others' cherishment. She didn't understand why the man said that.

Later she realized that she didn't see any blood. She never understood why she didn't see any blood. She didn't know and no one told her.

She was confused and had a new understanding of this aspect for the first time. It turned out that spotting was the criterion for judging whether a person was clean or not.

But probably no one believed her, or maybe God also thought she was a dirty person!

She stood there in a daze, silent and not answering Xu Fei's question. She didn't want to ask, nor did she know how to answer.

She didn't like him, let alone love him. She just wanted someone to love her. She couldn't say anything to make it clear at the moment, which made her too embarrassed to speak up.

Seeing Xinxin silent, the man said indifferently: "Forget it, it's not my first time anyway, and I have no right to control your past..."

At that moment, she knew that she was bruised and battered from her first attempt, and that men would never look at her with respect again, because she had soiled herself.

That night, she couldn't sleep. Listening to Xu Fei's heavy breathing, she felt abandoned again. In this world, no one loved her. How could she beg for a man's love? How could a man love her?

My mother never received my father's love in her entire life. I followed her shadow, thinking that I could get a different kind of love.

In the end, I realized that I couldn't tell whether what I wanted was love of romance or distorted fatherly love.

Or maybe, there is no love at all...