Mad Dog CEO and his beautiful assistant

Shen Qin stumbled and only managed to steady himself by grabbing onto the wall. He knew he was naive, but he didn't know all these details, let alone Cang Yan's efforts.

"He originally wanted me to study abroad, and I gave in to his wishes. I used you as a condition: I left and he couldn't touch you. I've never been a good kid, and after my mom left, I became even more unruly. This is the first time I bowed to him, the first time, for you!

I promised him everything. I would go to the school he wanted me to go to and get the degree he wanted me to get. I gave up a few years of my life for him, but when I finished my studies, I would be free and no longer at his mercy.

In the past few years, I cannot have any contact with you, any contact, and cannot show any reluctance. I want to completely break away from you. I will use a few years of imprisonment to exchange your safety and my freedom for the rest of my life.

Shen Qin felt difficulty breathing. He clenched his chest and tears flowed uncontrollably.

"I really hated you back then! You pushed me into a desperate situation, forced me to leave, and stabbed me so hard when I was distracted and lost in love. But what could I do? To protect you, I let the knife pierce through my body and open my abdomen, letting my blood flow out. No matter how much grievance and anger I felt, I would swallow it along with the blood, because I couldn't let you get hurt!

I hate you so much, you know that, I hate you so much! But, without love, where does the hate come from? No matter how much I hate you, I can't deceive myself, I love you, I love you so much! "

"I once asked you, have you ever thought about me? I asked you, do you want to know how I spent those years? My father thought a few years was enough to forget someone, but he was even more foolish than me. If forgetting was so easy, how could there be so many unforgettable memories in the world?

I've never forgotten you, never! I don't check your news, I don't ask about you, because I want to make myself feel better in a foreign country. I miss you so much that I can't help but return home if I hear even a little bit of news about you, if I see your photo just once, I'm afraid all my efforts will be wasted.

Finally, I was released from prison. I was back. I was free. It was only when I came back that I learned that the Shen family had been destroyed, but I had no idea what was happening at the time. I know you hate me, despise me, and don't want to see me, but my desire to miss you, to see you, to touch you, to have you, has never extinguished.

It wasn't a coincidence that you became my assistant. I planned everything, did everything, just to get you to look at me more. You once called me stupid, and you were right. My methods of attracting attention are still so clumsy.

When you first asked to resign, I panicked. I knew I had messed up again, and I still didn't know how to pursue it, so, so I did another stupid thing.

I deliberately hired someone to kidnap us both. I wanted to create some crisis. It is said that a friend in need is a friend indeed. Perhaps, when we escape together, you won't hate me anymore and you might be willing to stay. I fantasize about that day.

But I never imagined that the fake would become real. I never imagined that my cleverness would push you to the brink of life and death. At that moment, I really wanted to just bang my head against the wall and die. If anything were to happen to you, I would die too. So I led the kidnappers away. My thought at the time was, even if it meant losing my own life, I would save you.

I remember when I got on the ambulance, I said, "I have something to tell you." But later, I was afraid. I didn't dare to express my feelings because I was afraid you would reject me. And you don't like me, so if you reject me, what should I do?

Cang Yan raised his head, letting the tears flow freely. "After so many twists and turns until today, I've had the urge to confess countless times, but I never dared. It was during a misunderstanding about our engagement that I finally understood. It turns out, it turns out you have feelings for me too. Otherwise, you wouldn't be angry, and you wouldn't leave.

At that time, I finally had the courage to confess my feelings, but I cared too much and took it too seriously, so I kept delaying and missing out again and again. I endured until New Year's Eve, but I didn't realize that my hair was already covered with snow.

"I bought this room as a gift for you. I hung your pictures all over the walls as proof of my love for you. I also ordered a pair of rings."

Cang Yan hurriedly took out a royal blue velvet ring box from his pocket and carefully held it in front of Shen Qin. "Look, this pair of sapphires, don't they look good? I originally thought that when I confessed my love to you, I would put the ring on your finger. From then on, you would be mine. I imagined that you would be willing to wear the ring and accept me."

Cang Yan suddenly knelt on one knee, "Shen Qin, I know it's too late, but I still want to say, I love you, Shen Qin, I love you! My father originally promised not to touch you or the Shen family, but that bitch acted on her own, and my father turned a blind eye and acquiesced.

I hate him as much as you do. I hate him for ruining my happiness and my hopes. But I didn't, Shen Qin. Believe me, I didn't have the slightest intention of harming the Shen family. I knew nothing about it. Truly, believe me.

"Shen Qin, please forgive me. I beg you to give me another chance. Please give me another chance, okay? Let's start over. I love you. I will never let you down in this life. Please accept me! Please accept me!"

Cang Yan was like a madman. He took out the ring and put it on Shen Qin's finger, as if Shen Qin would not be able to escape once he put it on her.

Shen Qin was already in tears. He bent his fingers and refused to accept it. While struggling, the ring slipped and rolled all the way to the corner of the wall.

"It's too late! Cang Yan, it's too late!" Shen Qin held Cang Yan's face while crying, tears dripping onto Cang Yan's bloodless cheeks. "What's the point of saying this now? Even if I know this, what can I change?

The facts cannot be changed, the damage has been done, even if your love is as deep as the sea, what's the use? I can't bear the hatred of my family and accept you, it's impossible, I can't do it!

From the moment you swung your sword at the Shen family, you and I were destined to be apart. I can't possibly abandon my parents' pain and continue loving you. It's impossible! No matter how deep our love is, it must be severed. No matter how hard it is to let go, it must be given up!

"No! Shen Qin, I don't want it. I can't bear to leave you. Don't go. Don't leave me--" Cang Yan hugged Shen Qin's legs tightly.

Every breath Shen Qin took was heart-wrenching, but in this hopeless relationship, he had to be sober and ruthless, he had to cut off all feelings with a knife, he had to be the one to tear apart hope.

"Cang Yan, forget me! Time is the best medicine. All the things we think we are unwilling to let go of will eventually dissipate in the torrent of time. No love is destined to last forever, no love is destined to be strong and unfading, and no wound cannot be healed until death.

Everything will pass, appearances will change, feelings will fade, wounds will scab over, and everything we think is impossible at the moment will eventually turn to dust and be worthless.

"You're talking nonsense—it won't change—it can't change—I can't forget you—"

"But I will forget you, I will." Shen Qin shed the last tear, "I must forget, I will forget, it's useless to dwell on it, goodbye, Cang Yan."

Shen Qin slowly pried open Cang Yan's stubborn fingers, "I won't look back. So, don't look for me anymore, don't be so persistent, don't be so humble anymore, Cang Yan, live a good life, I wish you happiness."

Shen Qin turned around cruelly, leaving Cang Yan's heart-wrenching roar behind him.

"Shen Qin—come back—don't leave—come back—"