Mad Dog CEO and his beautiful assistant

"Look!" Cang Yan dragged Shen Qin forward and threw himself on a pile of photos. "They are all you. These are all you. Each one is different, each one is vivid, and I like every one of them!

I can’t choose, I want every single one, every moment, every minute, every second, there’s simply no time to take pictures.

Every moment is unique. Photos aren't enough, videos aren't long enough. I wish I could hold every trace of you in my hands, every side of you, every expression, you as a person, everything, everything, all of it, all of it, all of it, locked up tightly, swallowed up, locked up, so that nothing can escape, nothing can go wrong, nothing can be lost. You are mine alone, and I have you completely!"

Shen Qin was shocked by the enthusiasm in Cang Yan's words. To be honest, he knew that Cang Yan was affectionate, but he never imagined that this affection was so passionate and crazy, like a raging fire. Just looking at these photos, just a glimpse of a corner of time, made his skin hot and his heart beat wildly.

"Shen Qin, I like you!" Cang Yan confessed with a passionate, obsessed yet painful look, with a heat that penetrated his heart and bones: "I love you! Shen Qin, I love you! I have hidden this sentence for many years and dared not say it easily. The more I want to say it, the more panic I feel.

But now I deeply regret it. Why didn't I tell you earlier? Why didn't I tell you? If I had told you earlier, would things have been different? If I had told you earlier, would you not have been so angry? Would you have forgiven me?

If you can accept me, if we love each other, when the storm comes, will you forgive me out of a little affection? Will you feel a little reluctant to let me go?

If I had said it earlier, would the ending have been different? Would we have been able to weather the storm and not separate? "

Cang Yan's tears rolled down. "I regret it so much, Shen Qin, I regret it so much! Why didn't I say it? Why, why? It's a pity that regret is the only thing in this world that has no cure.

I was self-righteously waiting for an auspicious day. I wanted to burn incense, take a bath, and pray to God. I chose again and again solemnly, thinking that I had chosen a good time and beautiful scenery with a renewed meaning. However, the storm came in a flash.

What a beautiful scene, it's all shattered! I've already made a mistake once, and if I don't say something now, it will be too late.

"Shen Qin, you knew it a long time ago, right? You are so smart, you can see through people's hearts, and my heart is so straightforward, how could you not see through it? That's why you can take advantage of this and stab me in the heart, so that you can successfully force me away.

But you only know that I like you, but you don’t know how much I like you. Even today, you still don’t know.”

Cang Yan's eyes were blurred, lost in the past. "I don't know from when I fell in love with you. When you came out of the gym, you were pale and your eyes were stubborn. You punched me and I fought back. You looked at me with that look, aggrieved, angry, yet alluring. I thought it was at that moment, but when I think about it carefully, no, it was even earlier. You hit the plate of food on my forehead. Even earlier, you were waiting for me on the rooftop. Even earlier, we met for the first time. You first caught my eye. Yes, that was the time.

I was bewildered then, but now I understand that one glance can be life-threatening. I still remember that day, and I still remember the irregular beating of my heart when we first met.

That day, you just barged in, unexpectedly, without warning, like a knife piercing flesh, strong and sharp, unstoppable. How could I resist? I'm only flesh and blood!

I must not have performed well enough that day, so the look in your eyes when you looked at me was cold and sharp. But your appearance and figure that day are like engraved in my mind, as if someone used a knife to carve a portrait of you in my mind, and it can't be erased no matter what. "

"Later, you asked me to meet you on the rooftop. No matter what I said, I was thinking, how could someone wear a white shirt so beautifully? He didn't look like a mortal, but like a banished immortal, either here to save me or to kill me.

Later, you hit me on the head with a dish, and I said something harsh, but, but actually, I wanted to tear your clothes off. Your white shirt was stained with food, and it was an eyesore to me. I wanted to tear it off, and then, and then..."

Cang Yan wiped his face, "Until that time in the gym, when you looked at me with that look, you were angry, furious, you must have hated me, but I just wanted to throw you down, and then... You don't want to hear those perverted thoughts in my mind.

At that moment, what was there to understand? Why did my heart race when I saw you? Why did I become a pervert when I saw you? Why did I want to throw you down every moment? What was there to understand? I'm not stupid.

But I didn't quite understand, I didn't know how to do it. I'd never been so obsessed with someone before, I'd never chased anyone before, I didn't know what to do. I only knew the dumbest tricks: following you everywhere you went, staring at you everywhere. I used the most clumsy ways to please you, and now when I think about it, it was so stupid, but at the time, if you even gave me a look in return, I would have been filled with ecstasy.

You don't drink beverages, so I sent you bottles of them, and there was always one you'd like. Later, you drank it, and I was so happy. Even the slightest response from you would make me happy to the heavens.

You are willing to eat the food and drink the water I send you, does that mean you are willing to accept me as a person? Just when I was daydreaming and forgetting everything else, you suddenly changed.

You ignore me, don't look at me, don't eat, don't drink, and don't respond. You make my heart so upset and helpless that I can't eat or drink. I feel like the sky is falling.

I wanted to ask you face to face, so I asked you out. But I didn't know that you were the hunter. I weaved a love net, but you spread the hunter's net. What you want is not love, but my life.

You want to kill me with one blow, and everything you do is to drive me out of your world."

"You succeeded." Cang Yan smiled bitterly, "But your methods are too immature. Do you really think that you can drive me out of the country with that secretly filmed video? Do you really think that you can manipulate my father and control my life?

Senior, you are too young and too naive. You only see the results, but how can you know the twists and turns? It was me who asked to go abroad! It was me! If I didn't do this, my cold-blooded father would have dealt with you!

What? Shen Qin felt as if his head had been hit, and he felt dizzy.

"Let me disappear or let you disappear, what do you think my dad will choose? You just want me to disappear, but for my dad, isn't it easier to let you disappear? How could he let you control him? It's just a video, what is he afraid of?

Even if he was worried that I would go astray, even if he had drastic measures, why did he choose to go after his own son? Wouldn't it be easier and less troublesome to just let you leave my world?

So, senior, it was me. I took the initiative to ask to go abroad. You didn't force me, nor did he. I chose this path myself. My father always wanted me to go abroad, but it was me who insisted on attending University A, and it was me who insisted on staying in China.

I don't want to go, I don't want to go, but I have to go. Only when I leave, you will be safe, only when I leave, can you live a stable and worry-free life! "