Demon Lord 3

Hearing the True God say this, I always felt that there was something wrong with him. He thought he was loved, but how come I didn't notice it? Perhaps we both understood it differently. Thinking of this, I didn't continue and wanted to change the subject. Seeing that it was almost dawn, he didn't waste my time. He said that time could be broken down into infinitely small segments, but he didn't do these breakdowns to me. He just said to let nature take its course. I asked him before how long I could stay if he kept me. He said that he could let me stay here for the rest of my life, and I would only spend one day outside, so I could stay with him for a long time. But he didn't do that. He felt that that would not waste my time, but would wear down his perseverance. He now has a great ability to control time. In fact, sooner or later we will have to learn these things. They are all the simplest and most basic. He doesn't think there is any need to use these to control me. I asked him how he wanted to control me the most, and he told me that what he least wanted to control was me. He thought I should be free. I asked him why he thought so, and he said that living in this world, he thought I was worthy of respect, and a very respected character. Perhaps he had never seen anyone like me in his world, so it was also very rare for him to see me. This time he also wanted to tell me that, in fact, for him, I was not only worthy of respect, but also a person he admired very much. After he finished, I felt it was a bit unrealistic. I asked him why I was so bad now. He said he didn't know, maybe he hadn't reached that level yet. But when he looked at me carefully, he saw that I was still as unawakened as the so-called person in the building. The real me, I asked him what was the real me. Was I the me who went to the big world and wiped out everything? He also shook his head and said that was not the real me. I couldn't think of it now. It was as if the things in his mind were already turning upside down. It seemed that he couldn't think of the words he just said. Now I asked him what he wanted to do. He said maybe I would go back and make a good living in this world. The most terrifying thing about the next world is actually the next world. After all, the useful talents in this world are almost exhausted. I don't know what the world after that will be like. Will the people over there be more chaotic? Will there be more people? He nodded and said that there were indeed many rules, and that life there might be more like a palace drama, or perhaps full of intrigue, rather than the peace that I see now. Perhaps apart from this world, there is no other warmth. Perhaps this sky is the only one where the sun sets, and if you want to see the afterglow of the sunset again, you will have to wait until the next century, and maybe you can see the long-lost sunrise. Listening to what he said, I felt a little lonely, but I didn't know what he meant by that. I don't want to know if that's the case, because that would make my life even more difficult. But I didn't say anything else, just said thank you. He also smiled slightly. He didn't expect that I could say thank you to him. He asked me why I thanked him. I said maybe the reason for saying thank you was to warn myself and thank him for his guidance. I wanted to wake myself up because there are many things in this world that I don't understand, and I'm afraid that if I step on a landmine, this time it can probably give me a standard. I will follow this standard, and no matter what, I can't fail here. My gratitude to him is because he gave me a lot of guidance and didn't let me fall completely when I was in trouble and confused. Whether it is his approval and good expectations of me, or my own ability, I have to say thank you to him. After leaving the dream, I felt like I had truly arrived in reality. This time, when I woke up, I was unusually lucid. Most of the time, I can't dream, at least not in this world. I don't know if I'll ever dream of the true God again. It was as if this time, we truly opened our hearts and treated each other as friends. He truly praised me, and I was truly grateful to him. It was as if we were parting ways. That feeling was really hard. I don't know if it was because I cared about my friend, or if I really had feelings for him. Either way, it didn't seem right. Li Xiaochu's physical condition has recovered well recently, but many things haven't been resolved, namely the postpartum sequelae. I used to think I wouldn't have postpartum depression. Although it's not depression, there are many physical sequelae, and many parts of my body can't recover. Although I haven't breastfed and my body is still in good shape, I was stunned when I saw the stretch marks on my body.