Mind reading, after failing to die, I became a popular person

"Lan Ye Tan, her nickname was Chang Le. I believe her parents must have loved her very much when they were alive. I hope she will always be happy and blessed."

Ling Yu subconsciously clenched his fists when he saw this incredibly familiar name, and doubts and confusion almost overwhelmed him.

He was certain that he had never had any connection with the original owner of this world, Lan Yetan. According to his family background, he could only be the Lan Yetan from the previous world, and that was his current host.

Even the nickname of Lan Ye Tan Changle was not in the files he had seen before. Such a problem had never occurred in the system world, and it would not be a mistake to not even report the nickname.

He had known her.

However, before seeing this notebook, he had absolutely no impression of any of this. But now that he saw it, it was as if some memory had been awakened, and everything seemed to become confusing.

What the hell is going on? How did all this happen to me?

Suddenly, something came to his mind. His subconscious mind had been helping and worrying about her. Maybe the memory would be erased, but the body's subconscious mind could not.

Ling Yu had never experienced this before.

I continued to flip through the pages, turning over the chapters that were not blurred, until I lost count of how many pages I had turned, and this page had words but they were intermittent.

The handwriting has become noticeably neater, and I inexplicably feel like my son has grown up.

Well, I don't know what the hell I'm thinking.

Suddenly he noticed the special date again, June 18th.

Lan Yetan’s birthday.

"Today is Changle's birthday, and it's the first one I've spent with her? Maybe my second birthday, I'm not sure. Her family doesn't care about her at all. It's so outrageous, just like my father. I'm a little indignant, but it doesn't matter. I'm here with her!"

I took out the money I'd been saving for a long time and bought her a small cake, but she started crying, which scared me. I really don't know how to comfort girls. In the end, she told me that she was crying because she was moved and that it had been a long time since someone had celebrated her birthday with her.

"Ah...it's okay. I won't let you be alone anymore. Happy birthday, Lan Ye Tan!"

Ling Yu felt an inexplicable emotion rising in his heart when he saw this.

I continued to flip to the back, but this time there were a lot more blank spaces, as if a new key figure appeared?

He finally understood the feeling that every time Lan Yetan was about to think of an answer, but was suddenly attacked by waves of unspeakable pain and had to give up.

『May 2017, 2』

"My relationship with Changle has been getting better and better. She's already in the eighth grade, but I've noticed she's become increasingly quiet. I don't know what to do. No matter how much I ask, she just won't tell me."

"I didn't want to insist on this anymore. She must have had her reasons for not saying anything, and I didn't want to poke holes in her feelings, but she cried today.

She was crying and telling me... I was completely stunned and didn't know what to do. I was just about to say something... but suddenly... I was stunned, and he... Amber... left.

The young man frowned as he looked at the words replaced by ellipsis. Amber? Leave? But even with his clever brain, he couldn't come up with anything interesting, so Ling Yu flipped through several pages.

『May 2018, 4』

"Changle seems to be getting worse and worse... What should I do... The wound... I'm worried. That person appeared again and took Changle away."

Ling Yu had already begun to fill in the blanks in the cloze test very consciously. He had filled in the blanks roughly and understood half of it. Who was that person? Could it be the one who left before? Or something else?

……

"The house is getting increasingly chaotic. Changle came to see me today. She seemed incredibly excited, talking about the future, about wanting to go bungee jumping, and so on. She seemed to have become as confident as I'd hoped, but I couldn't help but feel something was off. I was so panicked. Is Changle really okay?"

The young man held his chin and looked at the page. Even though he had seen those records, he still felt sad.

Did Lan Ye Tan develop bipolar disorder in his third year of junior high? Judging by the description in the notebook, he must have had a manic episode that day.

There are several blank pages in a row.

"June 6th. Things at home are finally settled. I can finally breathe a sigh of relief. This year, I'm still celebrating her birthday with her, but it's not just me anymore. I feel a little disappointed, but I'm still happy that Changle has made a new friend! This time, it's not a small cake, but a huge one, bought by that person."

"Changle originally thought this was unnecessary, but he said he had a delicate stomach and could only eat certain cakes, so in the end, we had no choice but to compromise. The young master behind us even brought a kitten with him. This birthday, I always felt like she was always feeling down, not much better than usual."

The young man looked at the descriptions and felt that his brain was almost at a loss. What on earth was this?

But some of that young master's features seem increasingly familiar. Could you tell me something?

……

Then it jumped to many pages at once. Ling Yu was now used to it. Because the page numbers were in blurry fonts, he couldn't see them clearly... It was really annoying.

Naturally, a lot of time has been skipped. This diary does not record everything at all times. It only records interesting or meaningful things.

The boy's handwriting became more mature and better looking.

『May 2020, 8』

"Changle is sick, seriously ill. Everything I suspected has come true. Am I a jinx? Whoever I make friends with becomes unfortunate. I hate feeling powerless. I need to study even harder."

"My childhood was like a heavy rain, and I was soaked by it."

"So Ling Yu meant getting caught in the rain...?"

"I wish I were the only one getting wet in the rain."

……

"I applied for psychology. I know that psychologists cannot diagnose close people, but I want to understand her better. I have read a lot of books on psychology over the years, and I want to officially enter this field.

That person looked at me with a complicated expression. "Well, he didn't think I didn't know he'd thought about applying for psychology, but his family didn't agree."

Then Ling Yu found that there was no writing on the following pages. He turned to the last page, although he still hadn't figured out what the story was about.

There is an illusion that the last article is definitely a summary.

『May 2025, 1』

"Lan Ye Tan, you broke your promise, and I still couldn't save you. But I don't blame you, you've been having a hard time.

Is it finally time to agree to that deal? But, as long as I can see you...

"It would be nice if you were like your name, Changle, Changle."