Mind reading, after failing to die, I became a popular person

There are many dates recorded on it, and the content is similar to that of a diary.

He read the book many times, but the words that were obviously simple and easy to understand were all a mess in his mind.

It’s just like the feeling of powerlessness that Lan Yetan always feels when he is about to touch the truth about the system.

I can only extract some general ideas, and those things suddenly appear in my mind.

But now, it seems like something has been awakened, and these words have gradually become clear and can be connected into sentences and events.

Although most things are still hazy.. the middle is almost blurry but it is a good harvest.

He knew from the beginning that his name was 403 and that his other name was Ling.

He always thought that his name was a single word, but the boy's name here was neither Danzi Ling nor 403.

His name is Ling Yu.

The handwriting here is very immature at the beginning, even a little crooked. Judging from the thickness, it can be seen that this is what he has been recording since he was a child.

When I turned to the back page, the handwriting and tone were exactly the same as mine.

He didn't understand when he had recorded this.

But... there is a person's name in it.

He had to pay attention to this notebook.

『May 2013, 5』

"This is the notebook I saved up for over a few days to buy! Hello, notebook. My name is Ling Yu and I'm 13 years old. From now on, I'll use you to record all the big and small things about me!"

『May 2013, 5』

"Father got drunk again today and kicked me out... Mom's going to get beaten and scolded again. From now on, I want to be someone who can protect Mom and stop letting Dad bully her."

403 Looking at these things, I know that my life at that time was quite miserable, and it was extremely miserable.

『May 2013, 5』

"Today I was scolded by the teacher and bullied by my classmates. They kicked over my chair and put a lot of bugs in my desk. My father and mother are unwilling to help me or believe me..."

"I really don't know what to do... They all told me not to think about it and asked why they only bullied me and not others."

……

After flipping through a few pages, Ling Yu concluded that this family was one in which the father drank, there was domestic violence, the mother was cowardly, and there were innocent children.

The child is bullied at school, but the family does not believe it. Even if they do believe it, they do not want to cause trouble and do not want to intervene.

Even though the mother felt heartbroken, she did not dare to disobey the father for she was terrified of being beaten.

Children are tortured at school and also tortured and neglected at home.

Some pessimistic thoughts came to my mind, but I felt much better after writing them down in a notebook and venting them.

Fortunately, I was a relatively optimistic person at that time.

It wasn't until two years later that a change occurred and new characters appeared.

『May 2015, 6』

"I was kicked out again. I knew I was going to be hungry again, but today seemed different. I met a little girl. She was very thin and had a piece of bread in her hand. She seemed to notice me and asked me why I was there. I told her everything, and she gave me the bread. She is really a very kind person!"

"I rarely eat bread and am always hungry. All the bread at home is used by my father for drinking. Thank her."

Little girl? Is this some weird redemption drama? It turns out that this kind of thing can happen to me.

June 6th...a day that looks so familiar.

Maybe it's just a coincidence?

Turning over, the next few articles are records of daily life. There is no key information. They are probably just records of school and family.

To sum it up in three words: miserable.

But it can be seen that Ling Yu has never forgotten the little girl who handed him the bread, and he kept mentioning her intentionally or unintentionally.

And on June 6th, the little girl was mentioned completely, which made me feel a little regretful.

『May 2015, 6』

"Since that first meeting, that girl hasn't appeared again. What a shame. Is our fate really that shallow? She was one of the few people who showed me kindness... I was so stupid back then that I forgot to say thank you."

403 is kind of funny. Did I used to be so obsessed with someone?

Once again the little girl doesn't appear for several pages.

403 actually had a rough guess in his mind that this little girl was probably the important person and turning point in the events recorded here.

His hands were still trembling slightly as he remembered what day it was and had a vague idea of the girl's identity.

Some coincidences may be just coincidences and not many, but a strange and strong feeling emerges in my heart.

...Am I crazy for caring about that person?

『May 2015, 7』

"I saw that little girl again! She seemed very sad, squatting on the side of the road. I went to comfort her and asked her what was wrong. She told me she missed her parents. Ah... it turns out her parents are dead. Well, I still couldn't get the name this time. I guess I forgot it again. Why am I so stupid..."

"Next time I must ask for your name!"

403 was silent for a while. He chatted twice in a row but didn't get the other person's name.

Well, maybe it’s something I can do myself.

I continued to flip through the pages, and this time I could see much more than before.

And this page caught his eye.

『May 2015, 8』

"This time I didn't want my mother to bear my anger for me, so I stepped forward and took the beating for her. Well, it wasn't really a replacement, because my mother still felt sorry for me and hugged me afterwards."

"I was thrown out again this time... It hurt so much, I was covered in bruises and fell down. I was so embarrassed. I limped out and met that little girl again."

403 thought this was pretty amazing. The coincidence between the two of them was really amazing. It seemed like whenever something happened to him, the little girl would always appear at the critical moment.

Then help him.

"She seemed a little flustered. She came forward to help me up, and then took me to buy medicine. She was really, really gentle, even applying the medicine very carefully."

"I think it's such a coincidence. It seems like every time something happens to me, she appears, and when she's sad, I can also find her. Is this fate? Or something? I'm still a little worried about my mother. I feel like I'm doing more harm than good..."

"Today I asked for her name and finally remembered it. She told me her name is"