The cannon fodder female supporting role in the misplaced life

At the critical moment, the scene in the dream suddenly changed.

The terrible monster just disappeared, and the cute little boy disappeared with it.

What Xu Yingying saw now was the child who had appeared in her previous dreams and whom she believed was her mother. The child was riding the brand new bicycle that Xu Yingying had dreamed of during her lunch break.

But if you look more closely, you will find that the child does not seem to be riding a bicycle.

Because every time he pushed down the pedal, he would put one of his feet on the ground and stand on tiptoe. It felt like the child was using his tiptoe to give the bicycle a forward force, just like riding a skateboard on a bicycle.

Xu Yingying, who was watching all this from across the street, was already a little unhappy. She couldn't understand the child's actions, and just as she was waiting for the child to come to her and was about to ask in detail.

The child suddenly stopped. It seemed to Xu Yingying that this was just a bicycle crossing the road. There were no other cars at the intersection, so why was this child so slow to come over? What was this child waiting for?

In the dream, Xu Yingying was standing by the road, waiting for the child to ride over. She shouted to the child, "There's no bike. Hurry up and ride over to me."

"Why did you stop? Why don't you ride over here?"

"Did you hear what I said?"

"What are you waiting for?... *ii*...%^Blah blah... (Xu Yingying in the dream started to speak sweetly)"

Xu Yingying could feel that the Xu Yingying in her dream had shouted until her throat was hoarse, but the child still did not make any move to ride, let alone come towards her.

It was unknown how long it was before Xu Yingying finally saw the child riding in front of her in her dream. Then Xu Yingying discovered that the child did not balance his body and the bicycle well when riding, and the child's body always leaned to the left.

Xu Yingying in the dream was also very angry about this and directly scolded the child: "Didn't you tell me before that you had learned to ride a bicycle?"

The child used silence instead of answering, which made Xu Yingying in the dream even more angry.

"Why don't you speak? Blah blah." In the dream, Xu Yingying blurted out all kinds of sweet words to the child.

From Xu Yingying's perspective, no matter how the dream Xu Yingying tried to educate the child (preach to the child), the child seemed not to hear. Even when the dream Xu Yingying was screaming on the street without caring about her image, the child still chose not to understand. From Xu Yingying's perspective, the dream Xu Yingying had clearly repeated it over and over again. Xu Yingying was also very puzzled by this.

But Xu Yingying remembered the dream she had at noon. The child did not show any happiness when he saw the new bicycle. Could it be because of the scene she saw at this moment?

In the dream, Xu Yingying was guiding the child in riding on the road, and kept telling him where his problems were, how he was riding each step, and where the problem was.

Suddenly, Xu Yingying noticed for the first time some of her habits and ways of dealing with things in her dreams.

Xu Yingying felt that she was not the same person as the Xu Yingying in her dream, and she clearly saw the difference between the two.

Every time she enters a dream, she brings herself into it. However, the protagonist in the dream is not necessarily herself. The events in the dream are not equivalent to her past or her memories.

After her recent conversation with Xu Xiaofeng, and with her reminder, she clearly realized that her personality was different from the Xu Yingying in her dream, who shared her appearance. While not drastically different, they were distinct personalities. Furthermore, their approaches to things were different. If the dream was a reflection of her past, then she couldn't have become a completely different person simply because she had lost her memories. Could human habits be so easily altered? This logic didn't make sense to Xu Yingying.

So why had I been confusing the two? Perhaps I was too eager to find my past memories. After entering the mission world, new changes suddenly occurred, and I attributed them all to previous memories.

People are like this. Once they believe in something, they will be very persistent, but they will be very decisive when denying something.

The line between yes and no is actually very clear.

Maybe many people think that there is a gray area between black and white, but in fact, those so-called gray areas are also some people trying to make some ordinary people who have no concept feel that they are not really bad (black), and that they are forced, so that they can gain sympathy while escaping their own responsibilities.

But in Xu Yingying's view, there is actually no middle ground between black and white.

So when she realized that what happened in the dream was most likely not her experience, Xu Yingying immediately became a spectator and watched the story of this mother and son.

Xu Yingying was also puzzled as to why she kept dreaming about the mother and son. Could this be related to her previous experience? Was there some other relationship between the mother and son and herself?

Xu Yingying, who had been asking a lot of questions while watching the audience, suddenly left the dream and woke up.

Xu Yingying woke up from her dream for the first time. She opened her eyes but saw no light. She tried to look at the clock in the dark room, trying to see the time.

But it was probably still midnight, and Xu Yingying couldn't see the hands of the wall clock. Not wanting to turn on the light in the room, Xu Yingying thought of Xiaowu.

"Xiaowu, what time is it now?"

Xiao Wu, who suddenly heard the host calling him, immediately replied: "Host, it is 2:25 in the morning."

It was just past two o'clock, but Xu Yingying, who should have continued to sleep, felt that she was in a very good mental state.

Xiao Wu, who was summoned by the host to ask for the time, waited for Xu Yingying's next instruction but received no reply, so he took the initiative to ask: "Host, is there anything else I can help you with?"

Xiao Wu's words reminded Xu Yingying that she had previously asked Xiao Wu to ask about her dreams in some system discussion group. Apart from some useless replies at the beginning, it seemed that Xiao Wu hadn't given any further information on the matter. So Xu Yingying asked Xiao Wu again, "Xiao Wu, didn't I ask you to ask about my dreams before?"

"Yes, host, I went to ask." Xiao Wu still answered Xu Yingying stupidly.

"Then there is no useful information?" Xu Yingying was very dissatisfied with Xiaowu's answer.

"When I told you, the host, about the situation, there was no useful information. I will go and see if there is any other useful information." After Xiao Wu finished speaking, he went to the system communication group to check the information.