Both worlds are like dreams

“Different personalities.”

"That's right!" Mu Guang smiled. "You grew up in different environments, so you have different personalities. Gu Qingli grew up in the Gu family. She is gentle and calm, well-educated and well-mannered. She is a typical daughter of a rich family in Shangyang City. She is also the most suitable wife to be the mistress of the harem in the eyes of all the princes and nobles in such an environment."

"So after losing the title of the most talented woman, apart from her appearance, Gu Qingli is just an ordinary woman in Shangyang City?"

"You can say that. But I don't mean to belittle you. What I mean is that you grew up in that environment and integrated into that environment. So, for someone like Mo Yunchen, you who grew up like that are nothing special."

"Then what is there about me now that is worthy of his persistence?"

"You are different from Gu Qingli. In this life, you grew up in the mountains, unrestrained, free, without carrying anything, coming and going like the wind, wantonly and unrestrained, which is the yearning and pursuit of many people. Mo Yunchen was born into a royal and noble family, and he is as gifted as you. If he had not experienced the cruel changes in his youth, he might have lived a free and unrestrained life like you, attracting everyone's attention. If we talk about black and white, he should be in the middle, gray, that is, wandering between heaven and hell."

“I still don’t understand!”

"I don't understand it either! But as a spectator, according to my analysis, people in the deepest part of hell will either desperately pull down that ray of light and sink with it, or try to grab that light and return to the human world. Many people cling to things they have lost throughout their lives, and because they can no longer have them, they seem extremely precious. For him, perhaps you are that light."

"Then what kind of love is this? It's just obsession."

"There's actually no difference between obsession and love." Mu Guang said calmly. "He is indeed obsessed with you. He is obsessed with the fact that the person you hate is him, and the person you love is not him. If it's not love, why would he care about your joys and sorrows? He himself can't tell the difference."

"Don't you understand what kind of person he is?" Xue Huang sneered, "Don't forget how much blood is on his hands. He can't return to the human world."

"Then why do you hate him so much?"

"Shouldn't I hate him?"

"Same question, do you hate him for what he did, or do you hate him more because of who he is?"

"Is there a difference?"

"Yes!" Mu Guang said firmly, "I said, if I'm serious, you might not dare to face my questions. You avoided Mo Yunchen's questioning, and you avoided me as well. Why did you avoid it? Because you don't dare to admit it, you don't dare to admit that Gu Qingli has different feelings for him, that is, you!"

Xue Huang stared at him without saying anything, but she was eventually defeated. She was a little angry and a little helpless. "Yes, I admit that my hatred for him is different, but what does that mean?"

Mu Guang smiled and said, "It doesn't mean anything."

"I don't understand what Gu Qingli is thinking either. How could she have any different feelings towards Mo Yunchen after he threatened and imprisoned her for three years? Is she mentally ill?" Xue Huang wanted to slap her in the face, but when she thought of her own face, she couldn't bring herself to do it.

"Calm down! Calm down!" Mu Guang patted her on the shoulder. "You do have different feelings, but I didn't say you're in love with him. What's there to be excited about?"

"I'm not excited!"

"It's human nature." Mu Guang comforted her, "When Gu Qingli met him, she was on the verge of death, so it was inevitable that she would have other feelings, but Gu Qingli is not a love-brained person."

"What do you mean?"

"She has a clear distinction between love and hate just like you. Naturally, she knows about Mo Yunchen's past with the Gu family, so it's not like she didn't suspect the reason why Mo Yunchen saved her. Her vigilance and precautions were enough to suppress the throbbing in her heart. Besides, a man like Mo Yunchen wasn't her type to begin with. It's just that she's been locked up for too long, and he's been very caring towards Gu Qingli, never overstepping her bounds or mistreating her, and always protecting her. It's normal for her to trust and rely on him."

Xue Huang calmed herself down. To be honest, she couldn't understand what Gu Qingli was thinking at that time. She just saw from her memories that Gu Qingli's hostility towards Mo Yunchen had obviously decreased in the later period. She began to trust him and even rely on him.

But these complex emotions seemed to cross the void and merge into Xue Huang's thoughts, making her hatred deeper, but her emotions more complicated.

Gu Qingli's life has its ups and downs, and Wei Xuehuang's life also has its ups and downs, but when they overlap, the pain is ultimately greater than the joy.

Joy, anger, sorrow and happiness all seem so heavy.

Sometimes she really wanted to forget everything completely. She was really tired of carrying all this.

Xue Huang lay on the ground, looking at the endless void above her head. "Trust is real, dependence is real, and hatred is real. Even if time goes back, it can't erase all of this. Someone has to bear the responsibility for everything."

"In fact, you just won't let yourself go." Mu Guang sighed. "You are torturing Mo Yunchen, but you are also torturing yourself."

Xue Huang smiled bitterly, her brows bleak, "Perhaps what you said is right, but I can't ask for forgiveness on behalf of those who died in vain, and I can't ask for forgiveness on behalf of Gu Qingli, but I have to bear the hatred of everyone."

"Listen to my advice! Let yourself go. The world is still big and you can still have another world."

Xue Huang closed her eyes and did not answer.

Mu Guang understood that she did not agree.