Running with the ball, being vicious and rebellious, making her cry

It used to be difficult for the sea.

Han Jinyu looked at the rippling water in front of her under the sunlight.

The green water ripples gently.

The woman's heart was filled with panic and helplessness.

Apart from Wushan, where can you find white clouds?

It's just that she was there missing the man.

In the end, is it just a woman's wishful thinking?

Perhaps, missing someone is just her thing.

She felt uncomfortable and lonely, but she still had to walk that lonely road.

She had no choice but to keep moving forward.

Sometimes, when she was exhausted, she wanted to find a little emotional support and comfort.

However, it all seemed that she was just in unrequited love.

Where is Zhan Minxuan now?

Han Jinyu had no idea at all.

Where is the man and what is Zhan Minxuan doing?

Although a woman's heart is concerned, it is empty.

The man didn't give her any news.

But in loneliness and desolation, she couldn't find herself.

She always found that there was a sense of déjà vu, as if she had gone back home.

Once upon a time, after Han Jinyu and Ding Wei got married, they were quite happy at the beginning.

But later, the woman became pregnant.

Han Jinyu was in a bad mood, even irritable.

Moreover, the family is financially tight.

I still have to pay three thousand yuan in rent every month.

Ding Wei's monthly salary is 4,000 yuan.

Han Jinyu's monthly salary is pitifully low, only about one or two thousand.

Women are also reluctant to resign.

Because after resigning and staying at home, the family's financial situation will become even more difficult.

She vomited during lunch at the company.

Later, she could no longer hide the fact that she was pregnant.

When the leader found out that Han Jinyu was pregnant, he didn't say anything at first.

Later, the leader made things difficult for me.

There are so many little things that can’t be said.

Like fine needles hidden in the quilt, she was pricked by the needle from time to time.

She couldn't bear it and couldn't find it.

When she needed to move office, no colleague was willing to help her, a pregnant woman, move things.

The leader didn't say anything either.

Until later, I don't know whether it was intentional or unintentional,

Han Jinyu moved into a newly decorated office that still had formaldehyde in it.

As a pregnant woman, she couldn't stand the smell.

Although, many colleagues also complained.

However, everyone is still working as usual.

Han Jinyu couldn't stand this and was worried that it would be bad for the baby, so she finally resigned.

The night she resigned and returned home, she felt lonely and upset and wanted to talk, but her husband was not there.

Because Ding Wei didn't come back, Han Jinyu had no appetite alone.

She is going to cook.

However, when the oil pan was heated, she still couldn't stand the smell.

Han Jinyu started vomiting again.

When Ding Wei came back, he saw his wife vomiting in the kitchen.

He came back from work after a hard day's work and asked about the sour smell in the house.

Ding Wei began to become more and more annoyed with this woman.

When the man learned that the woman had resigned, it actually meant that Han Jinyu was fired by the company in disguise.

The man was furious and cursed: "Fuck, is this still a life for human beings?"

After saying that, the man took out a cigarette and started smoking in front of Han Jinyu.

He smoked in a hurry.

Han Jinyu couldn't stand the taste and started vomiting again.

While vomiting, she said: "Pregnant women cannot smell the smell of cigarettes, can you please stop smoking!

Or, why don't you go out for a smoke?"

Ding Wei yelled, "Is this still my f*cking home?

I don’t even have the right to smoke a cigarette anymore!”

Ding Wei cursed angrily.

He took a puff of his cigarette with great force and hatred.

Soon he slammed the door and ran out.

Han Jinyu just ran to her room and cried all night.

Later, her mother called her and said, “Xiaoyu, you said earlier that you had two lines.

Have you had severe pregnancy reactions recently?

Hearing her mother's concerned voice, all her sadness came flooding back.

Han Jinyu choked up and said, "Mom..."

The woman only said one word, and couldn't say anything else.

She choked up and burst into tears right there.

Hearing her daughter crying, the mother became anxious.

Song Zhen asked in a panic: "Xiao Yu, what's wrong with you?

Did Ding Wei bully you? "

Han Jinyu didn't know what to say.

She just cried and said, “Ding Wei smokes, I told him to go out and smoke.

He slammed the door and walked out!"

After hearing this, Song Zhen just sighed: "Ding Wei is really an ignorant kid.

He won't take care of a pregnant woman.

This is no way.

He is a man!

Men are very careless in this regard.

Stay home and don't leave. I'll come find you."

Soon, Song Zhen came and rang her doorbell.

After listening to her daughter's conversation, she just hugged her daughter silently to comfort her.

Han Jinyu cried and said, "Mom, I must divorce Ding Wei."

Song Zhen shook her head and said, "You don't even have a job.

You are pregnant again.

If you get divorced, who will take care of your baby?

Come back to your parents' home with me first.

Maybe after you've been gone for a while, Ding Wei will start to remember your kindness."

Han Jinyu was eventually persuaded by her mother to return to her parents' home.

Later, she and Ding Wei had fewer and fewer interactions.

It was as if there was nothing else between them except their children and the name of husband and wife.

The relationship between the couple is very cold.

Han Jinyu thought that maybe this wasn’t a bad idea.

She thought that after the child was born, the two of them would raise the child in peace.

Perhaps, they can also live a lifetime.

But she couldn't understand it at all.

Ding Wei couldn't stand the sexless marriage after all.

He just went to find another woman.

After a failed marriage, Han Jinyu's nerves became very fragile.

Especially neurological fragility.

She also didn't trust Zhan Minxuan at all.

She always felt that perhaps all men were the same.

Perhaps, Zhan Minxuan is the second Ding Wei.

Because she is still very lonely.

In this world, she still cannot find the support that can bring her happiness and warmth.

She just felt trance there.

She just felt as if she was in a daze and could never find her roots.

I can't find even a little bit of feeling cared for or loved.

Sometimes, when a woman is extremely exhausted, her heart is very fragile.

She wanted to find some emotional sustenance.

However, she didn't know where to place her heart.

It's hard to make money, it's hard to get pregnant, and it seems difficult to maintain a relationship with your man.

It seems that a man's love is always like air, always elusive.

A man's love always seems to come and go without a trace.

It seemed that his love would slip away from her hands at any time.

Sometimes, Han Jinyu felt that he might really be suspicious.

She shouldn't be suspicious.

She is married to a man.

She thought she should trust that man.

However, that man is not worthy of her trust, nor worthy of her reliance, nor worthy of her support.

Han Jinyu is a very failed woman living in modern society.

I failed in love because my husband cheated on me.

She was a failure in her career. She worked hard from 8 am to 7 pm for a job that paid only 1,000 to 2,000 yuan a month.

She is still not favored by her boss.

She has to serve her customers like a lapdog all the time.

She tries hard to be considerate of her customers, but customers often complain that the prices of her products are too high.

I feel very dissatisfied here and there.

She has already lowered the price to the lowest level, why do customers still say it is too high?

She began to doubt herself.