Running with the ball, being vicious and rebellious, making her cry

Han Jinyu was listening to the lines of the opera, but they were gradually fading away, and she was not hearing them particularly clearly.

The rest of the words were in babbling form and she couldn't quite understand them.

She just felt confused, as if she was dreaming.

But suddenly I felt that this was just a dream, seeming real and unreal.

It seems that she is the protagonist, but it also seems that the protagonist has little to do with her.

But she was very worried.

After all, she didn't know where to go.

It was as if in this vast world, she could never find a place to live.

Perhaps it was because of my inner uneasiness, as if I was in a daze and drifted to wherever I went.

After all, she was there, feeling anxious.

She sighed, as if there was no place for her in this vast world.

It’s hard to express the feeling of loneliness.

She felt unsettled and insecure.

It was as if she had gone there and come back the same way.

And it always seems to have nothing to do with me.

She just felt dazed and dreaming there.

She seemed to be lying on a small boat.

She floated along with the boat, drifting forward.

She didn't know which direction she was in.

After all, she couldn't figure out where the boat was taking her.

Just like men’s love, it seems that men don’t really love themselves after all.

And it seems that it is not at all certain where everything will always belong.

As a woman, I can never be sure of a man's love for me.

The dream of love is just a series of ups and downs.

After all, I always feel panic and fear there.

There are many things that always make me feel nervous.

It seemed as if nothing she did was quite right, and it also seemed as if nothing she did was quite right.

In the end, it will be very disappointing and it won't be good in any way.

She just felt like a small boat, floating away slowly and leisurely.

She felt that she had a lot of thoughts of her own and was very confused.

She was tossing and turning there, and seemed to be getting farther and farther away.

It seemed as if, for many things, no matter how much she begged and pleaded, it was of no avail.

She woke up from her sleep crying again.

She was just at a loss as others laughed at her.

Later, after all, she found out that she was wrong.

She couldn't be more wrong.

She was exhausted from just wandering around there.

She felt that everything seemed to have nothing to do with her.

The sun was inexplicably high and the light was bright white.

There seemed to be a gray sky around.

The sky gradually turned blue, a clear blue.

However, along the river bank and the riverside, it seemed that white and pink lotus flowers were blooming.

Han Jinyu just felt very strange in her heart.

It is clearly spring in this world.

If it were spring, the sun would seem too hot.

It also seems that spring is not the season for lotus flowers to bloom.

How come this lotus blooms so beautifully?

And there seemed to be no one else on this small boat.

However, Xiao Zhou didn't know why, but he seemed to have strength.

The small boat just kept drifting forward quietly.

Han Jinyu just held his head with one hand.

She didn't know whose illusion this was.

Perhaps nothing in the illusion is real.

However, the texture of the pain, the pain as if the heart was bitten, seemed to be real.

A woman's heart is just feeling lonely.

She was not very clear about where she should go.

She also didn't know which words the man had said to her were true and which were false.

Once upon a time, some of the man's words seemed to have touched her.

She also couldn't remember what words had touched her.

Memories always seem to be fuzzy.

But in the vagueness, she always felt anxious there.

She misses Zhan Minxuan.

What does it feel like to miss someone?

If a woman misses a man but the man doesn't miss her, the longing is ridiculous.

Amidst the ridiculousness, she is even more pathetic.

She was missing him again and started to have wild thoughts.

It turns out that Zhan Minxuan can't find himself in the outside world.

She is anxious.

Still, if Zhan Minxuan really wants to find himself, he will always be able to find himself.

It’s just that Zhan Minxuan himself doesn’t come to look for me anymore.

The woman just felt an empty and uncomfortable heart.

She didn't know what she was thinking.

She clearly wanted to leave Zhan Minxuan.

However, Zhan Minxuan really didn't come to look for me for a long time.

She seemed to be in an indescribable panic and at a loss as to what to do.

Why didn't the man come to see her anymore?

Han Jinyu suddenly hated herself for being like this.

She is also too cowardly and weak.

She just felt that she should learn to be strong, stronger.

However, if some things really happen to us, we will become somewhat childish and at a loss as a child.

It's like playing a game of hide and seek.

She went into hiding because she sincerely hoped that Zhan Minxuan would never find her.

Only in this way can she win this game of hide and seek.

However, when Zhan Minxuan really stopped looking for her,

But she found that this game of hide and seek lasted too long.

It was as if the game was actually over long ago.

It’s not that the man can’t find her, but that the man no longer looks for her.

The man let go and never cared about her again.

In the end, the man didn't want to play this game of hide and seek anymore.

He no longer came looking for women.

Because of the woman's panic-stricken state of mind.

The baby just keeps kicking around in the woman's belly.

She suddenly realized that she wanted to see the outside world.

However, the world outside is very strange and bizarre.

Moreover, she was alone in there, feeling very lonely and depressed.

Many times, I always feel exhausted.

Later, I discovered that it was a heart-throb or a love.

After all, it was just a one-man show she sang alone.

After all, it's just her role.

She really wanted to retain something.

But, in the end, I felt that there was not much point in trying to keep her by myself.

She wanted to find someone to depend on and rely on.

But she eventually discovered that she would never be able to find the support and reliance she wanted in her entire life.

The woman was sitting alone in the boat with her big belly, drifting slowly.

Wandering forward all the way.

The woman just looked ahead and saw a pond.

It was a large, lush green lotus pond, and the woman couldn’t see the end of it for a moment.

She came into the boat and found a long bamboo pole.

The woman weakly held up the long bamboo pole.

At this time, the small boat began to slowly move forward, following the woman's movements.

Women, however, don't have many goals and directions in their hearts.

Ever since she reached the Qi Refining level, she has never moved up to the next level.

The woman was somewhat anxious.

She thought it would be nice if she could take medicine.

If you go up like that, you might be able to upgrade faster.

Even if you can't reach the highest level in a short time, return to modern society.

She has some ability and can protect herself.

You won't be fooled by those weird people.

Women will more or less feel that they are unwelcome at times, but what should they do?

She could only be a quiet person there.

Be quiet there, be quieter.

If you can't explode in silence, then just die quietly in silence.

But most of the time, I still feel very tired there.

The days will still begin there vaguely.

A lot of love and dreams exist without many signs.

The baby is kicking my belly. I wonder what the father is doing now.

I don't know if the man misses her.

However, the woman was in deep loneliness and confusion, and began to miss the man with some pain and anxiety.