Become a stepmother and save the male protagonist of the painful literary school

Although he is still an assistant, his main job has become taking care of Tong Ruixiao's life since he fell ill.

Half a month ago, Tong Ruixiao finished his first course of MECT treatment. He forgot everything that happened in the past two years and his tendency to self-destruct and self-harm was well suppressed.

After ten days of observation in the hospital, the psychiatrist said that the treatment was very successful and that he could try to get the patient back to normal life as long as he took the medicine as prescribed.

Of course he was very happy to hear the news, so he sent Tong Ruixiao home and provided the company's recent situation as requested by the other party.

The other party is no longer depressed by insomnia, but is full of energy after sleeping only three or four hours a day, and expresses his desire to devote himself to work.

He almost felt that Tong Ruixiao had returned to the good working state he had a few years ago.

Although he was not allowed to guard the room, he would go upstairs and knock on the door every three hours during this period.

Tong Ruixiao once tried to jump off the building, but he was stopped in time. Later, he took an overdose of pills to commit suicide, which scared everyone. He was sent to the hospital for gastric lavage overnight before he was saved.

He visited her frequently because he cared about her safety and was afraid that something might happen again.

The afternoon before yesterday.

Li Li knocked on the door as usual, but no one answered.

He immediately realized something was wrong and found tools to break into the room.

I looked around the room, but didn't see anyone.

Finally, he found Tong Ruixiao in the bathroom.

The man was soaking in a scarlet bathtub, unconscious, and a sharp, bloody razor blade lay on the floor.

The artery in the left wrist was cut, and a large amount of blood splattered on the wall. The blood water in the bathtub flowed all over the floor. It was extremely horrifying.

Fortunately, he discovered it in time and sent it to the emergency room immediately, saving his life.

But he remained in a coma.

Know to wake up now.

The doctor's diagnosis was that the patient's condition had changed from depression to bipolar.

He then realized that Tong Ruixiao's condition had not improved at all, but had become worse.

At that time, I suffered amnesia after the electroconvulsive therapy and a mild manic episode, which seemed to have alleviated my symptoms on the surface.

The day before yesterday, he must have regained his memory and was in so much pain that he removed the blade of the razor, hoping to end his life.

Hospital bed.

When Tong Ruixiao heard the name "Jian Yan", his expression obviously fluctuated, but that fluctuation was shrouded by low pressure.

Hoarseness:

"...I'm going to find her. She and Xiao Mu will forgive me."

Two tears slid down from the red corners of the eyes, and then flowed away from the small mole, leaving two tear marks that were clearly visible under the light.

The doctor prescribed some medicine, and the nurse brought some warm water and watched him swallow it. She then asked him to open his mouth and made sure he had swallowed it before leaving with the tray.

The room fell silent again.

His arms were draped limply over the quilt. His left wrist, which had been stitched, was wrapped in gauze, with faint traces of blood. The blood vessels on the back of his hand, which was so thin that only bones were left, were obvious, and a needle was inserted, and blood was flowing drop by drop in the infusion tube.

The center of gravity of his body fell on the pillow, like a walking corpse, his eyes staring blankly at the ceiling.

Don't know what to think.

Or maybe nothing at all.

Wang Qiong was heartbroken when she saw this scene. She couldn't help but turn around and walk outside the ward to wipe away the tears from her eyes.

Ever since Tong Ruixiao buried Jian Yan with his own hands in the cold winter half a year ago, he could no longer hold on and fell ill.

He often suffers from amnesia and cannot remember anything he has done.

Once, during a board meeting, he pushed the door open without warning in the middle of his speech. She chased him and called his name, but he didn't respond. He crossed the road directly. If she hadn't grabbed him in time, he would have been hit by a truck.

Both men fell to the ground.

He seemed to see her now, and looked around blankly with his sad eyes: "Where is this? Why am I here?"

She suddenly felt horrified.

The doctor said it was dissociation.

After that, his condition became more serious, he often cried silently and had suicidal thoughts. He could not work normally and could not stay in the office.

She had no choice but to resign as CEO and retain only the position of chairman. Almost all of the chairman's work was handed over to her, the vice chairman.

During this long six months, he has taken all kinds of medicine. It can be said that he takes more medicine than food every day.

Many of these medicines have serious side effects.

Some medicines will make you sleepy, some will make you gain 20 pounds in a short period of time, some will make you lose weight rapidly, some will make your hands shake uncontrollably, and some will not quench your thirst even after drinking countless water...

The medical team also tried numerous methods to provide him with psychological intervention, but to no avail.

Electric shock therapy was used several times, but it only had a slight effect.

It made him lose his memory for a longer period of time, and he became more drowsy, but at least he didn't seek death so often. But every time he regained his memory, it was more cruel than dying again.

When Li Li saw Wang Qiong leaving, he followed her out.

He whispered, "Drugs can only physically interfere with the secretion of neurotransmitters, they can't change the status quo."

"Tong Ruixiao collapsed because of the heavy blow he suffered... Even if he took medication to temporarily control his emotions, he would relapse and fight back because of the memory, or even become more serious."

It is said that long-term illness makes one a doctor.

Tong Ruixiao was seriously ill, and his assistants became familiar with the disease over time.

Assistant Li said: "He simply can't get over that psychological barrier - as long as the cruel and tragic reality doesn't change, no one can save him."

Wang Qiong sniffed to cover up her own gaffe: "I know...he is the only one in the world who can save himself."

"If, I mean if," Li Li glanced inside the room, suppressing his grief and trying to remain calm, "If it happens again... we won't save him, right? Life is too painful for him, maybe death is the only way to be relieved."

"no!"

Wang Qiong couldn't stop crying when she thought about how Jian Yan had helped her in the past. If she couldn't keep Tong Ruixiao alive, how could she face Jian Yan?

"Tong Ruixiao is sick and has lost his mind and will to live. Are we sick too?"

she choked.

"Assistant Li, you must be true to your conscience."

"No matter what, I will never give up on him! ... As long as he's alive, there's always hope."

Li Li put his hands over his eyes, his voice trembling: "Director Wang, do you think... for Director Tong, is there any hope for survival?"

"Will his parents survive? Will his wife survive? Will his children survive? His entire family was gone in just a few months, and he was the only one left."

"People I care about have passed away one after another. If it were you, what would you think? I can't imagine it. I would definitely go crazy..."

He has worked with Tong Ruixiao for so many years and has weathered all the ups and downs. He was fearless even when Ruiguang was in the most difficult times. It can be said that he is as steady as a rock and as tough as cattail.

No one expected that the rocks would break and the cattails would break.

When everything was stable, the Tong family suffered a series of misfortunes and suffered heavy losses from the sky.

This series of blows was enough to crush everything. Even a person with a strong mental state could not escape.