Become a stepmother and save the male protagonist of the painful literary school

She was pushed and forced forward, without the power to choose.

Everyone was doing the things she disliked the most under the pretext of doing it for her own good... Everyone treated her like this, and the system that controlled her life and death was no exception.

She found that the only thing she could do now was to gamble.

Like a gambler in a casino placing a bet, betting back that nothing ever happened.

To do this, he hunched forward step by step.

What other choice does she have? Is she going to commit suicide in this world?

At least I have to go back to know how everything has turned out. Even if I can't get the result I want in the end...

If she became a murderer, she would choose to fall.

She couldn't bear the moral condemnation of killing someone, even if she didn't do it herself.

I pray that I can have an ordinary life in the next life, and no longer foolishly hope that someone will love me like before. I just need to love myself.

I have the courage to die, but not the courage to live.

After all, there is a lot of cowardice in the background of her life.

Just as the teacher said, she had an extreme personality, and her character was strangled at the time when she should have matured and perfected under the control of an individual with ulterior motives.

I have seen a lot of filth and darkness, but I was taught to look towards the bright side to be happy. I wanted to sacrifice myself for others but found that I was not so selfless. I wanted to be a sophisticated egoist to harm others but in the end I couldn't do it.

Such a contradiction will only lead to internal division and stab oneself in the end.

Jian Yan sat there for a long time, not knowing where the future would lead.

The chaos frightened her.

It was too easy for the gods to manipulate a mortal like her. They made promises but couldn't keep them. Would she dare to pursue them? She had no ability and could only grit her teeth and endure it silently.

To them, a chosen mortal like her could be reborn by completing a mission. They were so grateful that they didn't even have time to kowtow three times and nine times, so how could they make any demands?

Your destiny is not in your own hands.

But it also made her realize clearly that her life could be controlled by others at the flick of a finger.

It's too painful.

Jian Yan sighed, and felt that the moon was also covered with a layer of sadness.

Her black crow-feather eyelashes drooped, and two lines of tears slid down her face, and the tear marks sparkled in the moonlight.

She reached out and wiped it away silently.

It's like it never existed.

Lie down and fall into a deep sleep.

She didn't notice that the person behind her, who should have been asleep a long time ago, opened his eyes and stared at her with sparkling eyes.

Tong Ruixiao's fingers, hidden under the corner of the quilt, trembled and clenched into fists. He always endured.

It took a lot of willpower to restrain himself from reaching out to wipe away her tears. The two lines of tears that flowed out of her eyes hit his heart as they fell, causing a trace of pain in his heart.

He should hug her and comfort her...

But you have to endure it.

Why are you crying? Why are you frowning? Are you in pain or sad?

Is he missing someone, or is he sad about his own fate?

He closed his eyes and sunk his fingertips into his palms. He tried hard but felt no pain. The pain in his heart spread to his limbs.

Jian Yan, you have no choice now that you have come to this point.

Even if I let you go, your family will not let you go. They have already decided to use you to gain benefits. Even if you get divorced, you will still be sold to a worse person at a lower price. I can't bear it.

I can only give you the best I can, even if you don't need it. I want nothing else but that you won't cry alone anymore.

……

The punishment for failing to complete the task is continuous. The angina pectoris comes from time to time, which is very painful. Even after examinations, the cause cannot be found.

Jian Yan asked the system, it would take about a week to end this punishment, and it would pass if he just endured it.

However, she did not expect that on the morning of the third day, two people who she had never dared to imagine would arrive in the ward.

Jian Yan looked at the woman in front of him and asked softly, "Mom, why are you here?"

Chu Jinyuan asked the servant to put down the supplements. Looking at her haggard face, he felt a little distressed, but he didn't show it. "I drove here after hearing what Ruixiao said. Don't you care about your health?"

"I remember you had a fever last time."

Jian Yan pursed her lips apologetically, "My health is indeed not very good, it may be because I have never liked sports since I was a child."

Tong Hai pulled a chair for Chu Jinyuan to sit on, and stood aside, shaking his head, "That won't work. Young people should run and jump more."

"Ruixiao wasn't good at exercising when he was little."

Chu Jinyuan said this and glanced at the man standing outside making a phone call.

Jian Yan was curious, "He runs every morning now. It turns out he didn't like exercise before?"

Chu Jinyuan heard that she was very familiar with Tong Ruixiao's daily routine, and was sure that their marriage was emotional. He felt relieved and said with a smile on his face, "Yes."

Tong Hai snorted.

"He developed this habit after I took care of him for a while in high school. At that time, I got up at four or five every day in the middle of winter just to run laps with him. If there was no result, I would be so angry that I would die."

Tong Ruixiao came in after finishing the call and heard what his old father said. He asked Jian Yan with interest, "What secret is Dad telling you about me again?"

Just as Jian Yan was about to answer him, Tong Hai spoke first, "Do you have any secrets that you haven't told others?"

When a talkative person pretends to be serious, he really looks like the real thing.

Tong Ruixiao replied with a smile: "No, no."

Jane Yan covered her lips.

Tong Ruixiao's parents are quite interesting.

He is honest at heart, but not particularly old-fashioned, which is somewhat different from the parents he described. Maybe he was serious and not good at expressing himself when he was young, but he gradually became open-minded in the past ten years.

Seriousness is seriousness, gentleness is gentleness, a joke is a joke, no excessive concealment, this is the character of a scholar.

It has nothing to do with hypocritical businessmen.

I don’t know how I raised such a profit-driven son.

It can be seen that parents and family are a factor, but what kind of person you become depends on your personal character.

She observed carefully and found that Tong Ruixiao's gentleness and politeness on the surface came from his father, while his decisiveness and taciturnity came from his mother.

The combination of these two in one person is very attractive.

Thinking about it this way, Tong Ruixiao must be a very charming person. But she just felt that he was hypocritical.

Maybe it's because he always likes to laugh.

Smile is a powerful tool to bring people closer together most of the time. But for those who are particularly sensitive, smile is the most important thing for them to understand.

Especially that kind of elegant smile that attracts people to approach him.

She is afraid of such hypocrites, always thinking that the more approachable they appear on the surface, the easier it is for them to stab you in the back.

She had observed that the servants in the villa all gave Tong Ruixiao a good review. It was not just superficial flattery, but they felt from the bottom of their hearts that he rarely came home, had a mild temper, and rarely punished people, and that he was an easy-to-serve employer.