Since there is space, it is naturally the best to buy it for 0 yuan

Therefore, whenever Shen Ruyi saw someone die while saving others, she felt indescribable sadness.

Especially when rescuing someone who is about to commit suicide, the pain is even greater, and it always feels not worth it.

The other person is not worthy of you risking your life to save him.

There is nothing wrong with saving lives. It should be praised and should be vigorously publicized and promoted.

But Shen Ruyi always felt that it was not worth it to risk her own life to save someone who wanted to die.

Everyone’s life is valuable. The life of the person being rescued is valuable, so isn’t the life of the rescuer valuable?

No, all lives should be equal.

Let those who want to die die, and those who want to live live, instead of letting those who want to live exchange their lives for those who want to die.

Isn't this putting the cart before the horse?

"Okay..." Yiren finally stopped forcing it. She knew she was forcing it.

If there was any chance of saving him, Ruyi would not be such a cruel person.

The matter was not mentioned again.

The next morning, Yiren heard about it when she went out to look for food as usual.

The mother and daughter she had intervened to save yesterday both died.

They died in the middle of the night. The woman hanged herself, and it is unclear how the child died.

Since they were all dead anyway, I just rolled up a mat, dug a hole and buried them.

There was no funeral ceremony, and he was buried without anything on a desolate mountain.

It was as if she had never existed in this world.

The old woman in that family has already announced that she will find a new wife for her son.

It doesn’t matter whether you’ve been married or not. What matters is that you can have children, and that you can have sons.

After coming back, Yiren locked herself in the room for the whole morning and didn't even eat lunch.

She kept thinking about whether she shouldn't have gotten involved yesterday, otherwise the other person wouldn't have suffered so much and died.

He came back in the afternoon, his eyes still red.

"Ruyi, I think I understand what you said. How do you know she is willing to come to this world?

The women here have such a hard life. Tell me, would it have been better if I hadn't gotten involved yesterday?"

Shen Ruyi took a look and said, "Well, anyone who works with consumables, regardless of gender, has a hard life.

As for your question about whether things would have been better if you hadn't gotten involved yesterday, that's a matter of opinion.

If I may say so, it's worth it.

She lived her life alone, and suddenly a ray of light shone into this dark life.

It hit her body, making her feel a moment of warmth and happiness.

Even just this moment was enough to warm her.

At least someone risked his life to save her; she wasn't worthless merchandise.

It was enough for her to experience the feeling of being treated as a human being and cherished before she died.

If it were me, I would be grateful for this rare beam of light, at least it allowed me to see what light looks like.

It can warm the rest of my life, allowing me to ruminate on it for the endless years to come, and make me feel that life is worth living.”

Not to mention Yiren's big reaction, even Doctor Chen felt uncomfortable for a while after hearing about it.

He even wondered if he shouldn't have told the truth yesterday?

We shouldn't have mentioned that she couldn't have children, so she could have lived longer.

It was Shen Ruyi who said, "Is it really better for her to continue living like this, half-human, half-ghost, than to die?"

Doctor Chen stopped talking and stopped thinking about random things.

To be honest, this woman's life is not as comfortable and dignified as that of the local buffaloes.

If the buffalo feels unwell, the people here will run to it as quickly as anyone else and even seek medical help or medicine, fearing that the buffalo will die.

People are different. They don’t need to see a doctor at all. They can just bear minor illnesses and wait for death for serious illnesses.

Shen Ruyi continued, "Let's leave here when the weather clears up."

The scenery here is nice, but she doesn't like it here.

I didn't even go out much, so I stayed in the house and practiced calligraphy and painting.

Yiren replied weakly: "Okay."

"Let's go eat. Don't think too much. It's useless to think too much. We are human, not gods. Even gods may not be able to solve these problems.

It's really boring, why not practice sword fighting to let off some steam," Shen Ruyi suggested.

Yiren looked up at Shen Ruyi and said, "How do you know so much? If I remember correctly, you are much younger than me."

"It doesn't depend on age, it depends on how early you become enlightened. Maybe I became enlightened earlier than you."

"That seems to be the case. Aren't you upset? Aren't you affected by this?"

"I will also be affected, and I will still feel uncomfortable, but I try my best to step out of this circle and look at the problem from a broader perspective.

Try not to empathize with others, otherwise it will be too easy to get burned out.

Someone once said that looking at the results in one lifetime is all absurd and unfair.

If you expand this limitation and look at the results over three or ten lifetimes, you will find that it is all cause and effect, absolutely true.

Whenever I am confused or feel overwhelmed, I tell myself that this may be due to something I owed in my previous life, and I am now seeing it in this life.

Try to find a reasonable explanation and outlet for this reality so that you can soothe your heart and emotions."

"Do you think there is real reincarnation? Are there many lives?"

Shen Ruyi: "I think there is, otherwise why did you give birth to that fetus and I gave birth to this one?

There must be certain standards and principles, otherwise people would fight like crazy just to be born into a good family.

The watershed of life is reincarnation. From the moment a person is born, many things are destined.

Not subject to personal will.

For example, what you will do and who you will meet at a certain time are all predetermined.

It is all determined by the residual karma from your many lifetimes and the degree of debt you owe to each other.

If you don't owe each other anything, you will never meet.

Otherwise, why did he get the treasure instead of you? It was obvious that you both walked past that place at the same time.

It only means that the treasure originally belonged to someone else, so God casually arranged a drama to return the thing to its original owner.

If this thing does not belong to this person, even if he gets it for a short time, he will not be able to keep it and will still find various opportunities to lose it.

That’s why there is a saying: Don’t force it. What is yours is yours. If it is not yours, it is useless to force it.

Just like the things we encountered along the way, I tried my best to control what I could, and I also accepted what I couldn’t control.

If someone cares about me, I will regard it as God's will. If someone doesn't care about me, I will still regard it as God's will.

Just let it go, do what we can, change what we can change, the rest is not my business and I can't control it.

The rest is up to me. Anyway, I believe that no matter who I meet along the way, it will be a good thing.

They are all here to save me and teach me something.

For example, just like this time, I used to think I could do anything, but after coming here, I found that I was powerless and still helpless.

I live in the present moment, accept my own powerlessness and learn not to feel guilty or waste time.

Just do your best, don't put too much pressure on yourself and don't take on too much responsibility. I'll do my best."