Searching for Treasures in the Clouds

This kind of meticulousness is not what Yu Ru believes a man should have. Sometimes she even suspects that Yun Jixing is a woman in man's skin, playing the Painted Skin game with her and trying to have a lesbian relationship with her.

It's not that such men don't exist, they're just as rare as animals that are about to become extinct, and she doesn't think she's so lucky to meet one. But in reality, she really met one, and she often couldn't understand why.

Yunjixing didn't seem like a real person, and the one communicating with her now didn't seem to be his real body. Who was he? No one knew. Perhaps, he might be a monster transformed from a tear of the Bodhisattva, always making people want to get close to him, but because of his special identity, people were afraid to move forward.

Yu Ru remained motionless, looking at Yun Jixing in silence for a long time.

After a long time, she used sign language to say, "You are good. There is nothing you have done wrong. You don't have to change for me or anyone else. Just be yourself."

"Then do you have any feelings for me...?" Yun Jixing asked again.

This question is difficult to answer. Yu Ru doesn't know how she feels about Yun Jixing. There should be some dependence, and it is the most difficult level to reach, a special kind of dependence. She truly feels that when she is with him, at the moment when the dependence overflows, she feels that he is her mother.

But, as for love... she had no idea at all. Probably not, and she was more inclined to this answer in her heart.

After seeing what Yun Jixing gave her today, she was not very surprised, but more frightened, and suddenly she felt a sense of fear towards Yun Jixing. She was afraid that she was the target of conspiracy.

She had heard a lot of gossip about rich people. Their moral principles were so broken that they could cover the earth for two times. The higher up one is, the more primitive their desires seem to be. They are a bit like hungry animals. They want to try anything they see that might be edible. Although it is not possible to generalize, most of them are like this.

In other words, there are two types of rich people, good and bad. The bad ones are circulated outside and known to everyone, while the good ones are digested internally. Ordinary people can never touch them and don't even know they exist.

However, in her heart, Yun Jixing was not a bad guy, just a suspicious person with ulterior motives. So, at the beginning, she was obsessed with money and had the urge to be with him.

But before that, she had to find proof that Yun Jixing really loved her and that she also loved Yun Jixing, so that she could agree with peace of mind. If she loved Yun Jixing, would she be frightened? Would she look for proof of love between her and him? And would she really have so many doubts?

Probably not.

True love, just love, why do you need so many reasons?

Yunjixing's shattered appearance made Yu Ru not want to choose between having it or not having it, but asked, "Why do you like me? I don't have anything I want, and I don't know you, and you probably don't know me either. If you don't know, how can there be true love? Or... who are you looking at through me? Who are you in love with?"

Her words were like a sharp arrow that hit Yun Jixing's heart, waking him up from a dream. As soon as one wave moved, thousands of waves followed, and his thoughts and heart could not help but surge.

Yes, what right did he have to ask Yu Ru whether she had feelings for him.

He was looking at her from a God's perspective. He was imposing his self-righteous love on Yu Ru without ever considering whether she was willing to accept it.

From his perspective, they had been together for nearly 20 years, he knew her very well, no one was more suitable than them, and they should love each other, but from Yu Ru's perspective, he was just a stranger who suddenly broke in. No matter how good he was to her, she still had the right to refuse and choose. She was a free individual, and her behavior and will should not be changed or transferred by others. This is what makes people special.

As he thought about it, his thoughts returned to his previous life.

He remembered that he had once asked Yu Ru this question: Why do you like me?

At that time, he was poor, fat and ugly, but Yu Ru fell in love with him, so he asked this question. Yu Ru seriously listed his advantages and analyzed them clearly.

She said, "Xiao Xingxing, you are very good, why are you so discouraged and look down on yourself? I don't know you deeply because of your appearance, but because of your character. Isn't the starting point of our acquaintance our respective behaviors? Maybe most people start with appearance and want to know more about that person. Screening people based on the appearance that you like may help you find friends who are compatible with you quickly, but this is just a way to make friends, not an established rule. Not everyone has to look at appearance to understand people. This is true whether making friends or looking for a partner.

Anyway, I don't really care about appearance. Appearance is a gift from God, and we cannot determine its quality, but personal moral accomplishment is a soul that we can freely shape. I don't have any special fetishes, but I think that whether it is making friends or finding a partner, it is about finding someone to spend time with. In life, the most important thing is the beauty of the soul, not the appearance.

You may think you are not good-looking, but I think your qualities are very rare among boys. You are careful, responsible, and respectful. I feel comfortable talking to you. I think this is rare. Generally, people like this are more motivated. Being with you may be very promising. When I look for a partner, I only have one requirement, that is, he must be responsible. I would rather he may not be so good-looking or have so much money, but I want someone who is responsible. In this way, whether he has money or not, life will definitely be happier. I think you can do this, and you are not ugly. I think you are quite good-looking. Your facial features are all very good-looking when you look closely. It’s not surprising that I like you. The most important thing is that if I like you, I like you. It’s just a feeling. Why do I need so many reasons?”

In her previous life, Yu Ru thought he was a person with good qualities and morals. She didn't care much about appearance and money. She cared more about a person's quality. As long as he was good to her and protected her, she would accept it.

So what should he do now?

He probably knew that he didn't just pile up all his good intentions on Yu Ru, but first told her clearly why he fell in love with her. There must be such a starting point, so that he would want to understand her more, love her, and she would have more reasons to believe in him.

Yun Jixing’s long silence made Yu Ru feel a little tired of sitting, and her eyes were sore from looking at him. She stretched out a hand and was about to push him away and get up, but he suddenly grabbed her hand.

"Aru." Yun Jixing took one of Yu Ru's hands and put it on his cheek, saying solemnly, "I may not know the real you, but I have seen your most basic appearance. You are a simple and honest person with a pure heart and a gentle temperament. You are too sentimental and too strong. You are not the most beautiful woman I have ever seen, but you are the most affectionate woman I know. This is how I like you. When I get to know you, I will only love you more.

I have never looked at anyone through you. You are the first person I like. From the past to now, it has always been you. You are not a substitute for anyone. You are you. I only fall in love with you. I love everything about you. Believe me, okay? I just love you, not Zhang Ru, Li Ru, Wang Ru, but you, Yu Ru. I don’t have any strange purpose. I just want to live a good life with you. Ah Ru, I don’t have any bad habits. I can prove it to you. I can give you the stability you want. "

There was a time when he actually doubted whether he loved the current Yu Ru. After all, the personality of Yu Ru in the previous life was very different from that of this life, and he didn't understand Yu Ru's past. This sometimes made him feel like he was in love with two people and like a scumbag.

But, the result is just as he said now, Yu Ru is Yu Ru, she has always been her, she has never changed, the most essential thing in her has always remained the same, he loves her for this point, and then loves all of her.

Yu Ru's eyelashes trembled slightly.

She believed that Yun Jixing had no bad habits and could give her stability. All signs indicated that he was a reliable person.

One time she saw him driving a car that was so expensive that you couldn't buy it even if you had money. She heard that buying that car not only required capital verification, but also required that three generations of ancestors were clean and had no stains. The most difficult part was that they had to have made significant contributions to the country. Judging from this car, Yun Jixing's family should be fine.

But she was still afraid. Why her? Why did she love her?

She looked at him with a half-calm, half-sad expression, and at the same time pulled her hand back little by little.

Seeing his hand about to be taken away, Yun Jixing quickly held her hand tightly and added quickly, "Aru, I'm serious. I'm not a promiscuous person. I'm almost 25 years old, but I'm still a virgin."

Yu Ru still pulled her hand back, [Don't love me, it won't work out. I think you're born in such a big family, it's hard to understand you, I'm afraid. And when you get to know me, you might hate me. We're not together just to save each other's dignity.]

Yun Jixing immediately shook his head, "No, no, my family is not complicated. We will definitely have a good result. I want to be with you. People who want to be together will not be separated."

Yu Ru took a deep breath, her face determined, as if she had made some important decision. She stood up suddenly and began to walk around the room where the dolls were placed.

As she walked, she grabbed the dolls and threw them to the ground. She threw them so hard that every strand of her hair was helping her. Before she had thrown a few dolls, her breathing became rapid and her hair stuck to her face, making her look a little crazy.

Yun Jixing also stood up. Looking at Yu Ru's crazy expression, he couldn't help feeling sad. Two lines of hot tears flowed down his face.