If love can be booked

Half a month later

Lu Jinchuan never gave up looking for Shen Wanning. That night, after Lu Jinchuan regained his memory, he almost collapsed alone. What on earth was he doing? He finally forced her away as he wished.

In the past half month, Lu Jinchuan has been looking for her. He doesn't know where she is hiding? She must not want him to find her, so she hides so far away? Wan Ning, where are you?

Lu Jinchuan either immerses himself in work or in the bar.

Everyone said he was crazy. Yes, he must be crazy to treat her like this.

Wan Ning, Wan Ning, my Wan Ning, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Where are you? Can you come back?

"Wan Ning." Lu Jinchuan stared at the bottle of wine in his hand with a dazed look, allowing himself to be anesthetized by the alcohol.

T City Outskirts, Crescent Garden

"Come, take your medicine." Chu Haoyang said softly, holding a cup of warm water and a few pills in his hand. This has been a scene that has been repeated every day for the past half month. Since learning that she was sick, Chu Haoyang has taken on the responsibility of accompanying and taking care of her without hesitation.

"Thank you, Haoyang." She responded softly, her eyes full of gratitude.

"Don't be polite, it's all my fault. I didn't take good care of you before." Looking at her haggard face due to illness, Chu Haoyang blamed himself. He didn't think about her well before and thought she could be very good alone.

"Haoyang, I don't allow you to say that. It's okay with me. Maybe he's too lonely and wants me to accompany him. That must be the case." Shen Wanning hurriedly comforted Chu Haoyang. He must be blaming himself. He must be too lonely, so he wants her company.

"Wan Ning?" He called her name softly, not wanting to see her blaming herself so deeply. Because he knew very well that his departure had nothing to do with her. However, it was precisely because of his deep love for her that he did not even tell her the sad news of his death before he died. And she always stubbornly believed that all this was due to her misunderstanding and willfulness.

"I'm fine, it's really fine..." Shen Wanning lowered her head and said in a slightly trembling voice, "I just want you all to be fine now."

"I feel really bad for bothering you again. I hope Su Miao doesn't mind." At this point, she couldn't help but sigh softly, her face full of regret and self-blame. Shen Wanning really felt sorry for him, causing him to run back and forth all the time.

"No." Chu Haoyang held Shen Wanning's hand tightly and comforted her. When Su Miao learned the whole story, she not only did not complain or object, but showed great support and understanding. It must be said that she is indeed a kind-hearted, gentle and considerate woman. For him, it is undoubtedly the greatest luck in his life to have the opportunity to meet two such outstanding women who are worthy of his devotion.

"I heard that Lu Jinchuan is looking for you. Do you want me to..." Seeing that Lu Jinchuan was looking for her, Chu Haoyang still wanted to let him know. Because he deeply understood that there was not much time left for her.

However, what Chu Haoyang didn't expect was that when Shen Wanning heard the three words "Lu Jinchuan", she immediately refused reflexively: "No! I absolutely can't let him find me!" Her voice was full of determination and resoluteness. She didn't want him to know, she didn't want him to see her like this, she must be very ugly.

"Why? He has recovered his memory now, you can be like before." He really couldn't understand why Shen Wanning, who clearly loved him deeply, would be so stubborn to choose to escape. She obviously loved him very much. He often saw her holding the bear and his photo in a daze for an entire afternoon. Sometimes, she would secretly go to see him, crying silently outside the company door or at the door of the bar. What was she insisting on?

"No, it's different. I don't want to drag him down. I don't want him to see me like this. It's ugly, right?" Shen Wanning wanted to see him and missed him every minute and every second. However, reason was like a ruthless shackle that tightly bound her steps. She couldn't look for him. She couldn't give him anything now, and she would also implicate him. Maybe leaving quietly like this would be the best ending for both of them? Slowly, he would forget about her, as if she had never been here.

"Not ugly, not ugly at all, very beautiful." Chu Haoyang suppressed the sourness in his nose and comforted her softly. He understood her stubbornness and her thoughts. But would this be too unfair to Lu Jinchuan? Just like he had treated her before.

"Haoyang, I miss him so much, I miss him so much." Shen Wanning could no longer suppress the surging emotions in her heart, and threw herself into Chu Haoyang's arms and burst into tears. Tears flowed freely like a flood, soaking Chu Haoyang's clothes. I don't know how long it took, maybe because she was too tired from crying, Shen Wanning gradually stopped crying and fell asleep in Chu Haoyang's warm embrace.

"Wan Ning, Wan Ning..." Chu Haoyang called her name softly. Recently, she was always sleepy, fell asleep easily, and woke up easily.

The doctor said that the blood clot in Wan Ning's brain had begun to compress the brain nerves, and the situation was very critical. Because it was discovered late, some brain cells had already become cancerous and spread. Even surgery could not cure it.

Looking at the pale and haggard Wan Ning lying on the hospital bed, Chu Haoyang felt heartbroken. Wan Ning, can I help you find Lu Jinchuan? I know that your heart has been waiting for him. At this moment, Chu Haoyang decided not to let Shen Wan Ning have any regrets.

At the same time, on the other side, Lu Jinchuan was immersed in the chaos after a hangover.

A quick cell phone ring suddenly rang, waking him up from his daze. He opened his eyes with great effort, only to feel his head swollen and painful, and he didn't want to wake up.

"Hello." Lu Jinchuan fumbled to pick up the phone and responded vaguely.

"I'm Chu Haoyang." Chu Haoyang's deep voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Chu Haoyang?" Lu Jinchuan was a little confused for a moment, trying hard to recall the character corresponding to this name in his mind.

"Wan Ning is ill, very seriously." Chu Haoyang said with a solemn face and a low and heavy voice. Wan Ning, I'm sorry, I broke my promise. She suffered too much, and she didn't want her to suffer.

"What did you say?" Lu Jinchuan suddenly woke up from his hangover because he seemed to hear Shen Wanning's name. Was it her name?

"Wan Ning is dying. Did you know that?" Chu Haoyang yelled, his eyes red. He was angry at Lu Jinchuan's ruthlessness and at himself for not taking good care of her.

"No... this is impossible. Why is this happening? You must be lying to me." Lu Jinchuan didn't believe it. He must be lying to himself. Impossible, impossible. She was obviously fine. How could she be sick? He was lying. He must be lying.

"Outskirts, No. 36, Crescent Garden." Hearing his tone, Chu Haoyang knew he would come, so he gave him the address, not wanting to disturb him.

No, that can't be true, it's not real.

Shen Wanning, nothing can happen to you. You absolutely cannot be in any trouble.

Lu Jinchuan didn't hesitate and stepped on the accelerator, and the car rushed out like an arrow. It was not until this moment that he realized that his hands were shaking so badly that he could hardly hold the steering wheel.

"No, this is impossible! Shen Wanning, how could you do this to me? You can't just leave me like this, you can't leave me alone." Lu Jinchuan screamed as if he had lost his mind, his eyes were bloodshot and his eye sockets were red. Shen Wanning, you can't be so cruel, you can't be so selfish, you can't leave me.

T City Outskirts, Crescent Garden

"Where's Wan Ning?" Lu Jinchuan saw Chu Haoyang standing at the door at a glance. He rushed forward in two steps, resisting the urge to throw a punch, and asked in a low and suppressed voice. Why did you tell him now?

Chu Haoyang's face was exhausted, his eyes were bloodshot, and he looked extremely haggard. Hearing Lu Jinchuan's question, he just uttered three words: "I'm resting."

"Why didn't you tell me earlier?" Lu Jinchuan punched her. How long were they going to keep it a secret from him? Why was he the last one to know that she was sick?

"Ah? Why didn't you tell me earlier?" Lu Jinchuan roared, punching Chu Haoyang like raindrops. Was he blaming him?

Facing Lu Jinchuan's violent attack, Chu Haoyang was able to resist at first, but gradually, he became angry. "Don't you love her very much? Why can't you find her? You are a complete bastard." Chu Haoyang fought back against Lu Jinchuan without showing any weakness, also punching him one after another, and the two of them wrestled together at the door.

The two grown men fought without caring about their image. Finally, they were exhausted and stopped panting. They stood there, glaring at each other, but no one broke the silence.

Finally, Lu Jinchuan couldn't help but speak: "How is she? What did the doctor say?" His voice was full of anxiety and concern, and his eyes revealed deep worry. He had contacted the most authoritative doctor in the United States, who would arrive tomorrow, and he didn't want her to get hurt.

"The doctor said that we can only leave it to fate. When the diagnosis was made, the cancer had already spread." The doctor said that if she had received treatment six months earlier, there would not be any problem. But how hard has she been in the past six months? She didn't even know that she was sick?

"I don't want her to leave with regrets. She won't let me tell you. She said that as long as you are well, she will be satisfied. Silly, isn't it?" She was very silly. He had deeply hurt her fragile but sincere heart. If regret and self-blame at this moment could save something, he would be willing to do so.

"She's always been so stupid."

"I love you so much, but I force myself to leave."

"She often sneaks into the corner of your company to watch you, sometimes waiting for a whole day."

"Later, when her condition gradually worsened, she would still run over secretly." Loving someone foolishly, never looking back, never hesitating, and never regretting.

"She said that being able to see you every day is the happiest thing in her life,"

"She is so silly. Even though her life is about to come to an end, she still thinks of the existence of such a unique person like you in her life."

"If you can accompany her to the end of her life, I think she will be happy." Chu Haoyang gently patted Lu Jinchuan's shoulder. They should finish her love together. Wan Ning, just think of this as the last thing I can do for you.

Lu Jinchuan could no longer suppress the surging emotions in his heart, and tears burst out like a flood. It is said that men do not shed tears easily, but only when they are sad. Sorry, Wan Ning, I am late.

It turned out that seeing her that day was not his illusion.

In the bedroom, she lay quietly on the slightly wide bed like a lifeless sculpture, so quiet and so lonely.

Her originally round face has now become extremely thin, with high cheekbones and a pointy chin. Although I have noticed that she is getting thinner, I didn't know she was sick.

"Why are you so stupid?" Lu Jinchuan whispered softly, slowly reaching out his hand and gently stroking her cheek, his movements were so light as if he was afraid of disturbing the fairy in her sleep. However, although he was careful enough, she still trembled slightly and woke up from her sleep.

She struggled to open her heavy eyelids, and her sight gradually focused on the familiar yet strange man in front of her. Seeing Lu Jinchuan, was he unconscious?

Tears suddenly burst out like a flood, quickly filling her eyes that had already lost their luster.

She hadn't seen him for a long, long time, and thought she had forgotten him. It turned out that not missing him was not forgetting him, but that the deep affection was deeply imprinted in the softest corner of her heart.

"Wan Ning, it's me, I'm here." Seeing her wake up from her sleep, Lu Jinchuan's heart tightened and he said softly. He came, but he was late.

"Jinchuan?" Shen Wanning tried hard to open his eyes, as if he couldn't believe that the person in front of him was really the one he had been thinking about day and night. She blinked hard. Was it him?

"It's me, Wan Ning, it's me." Lu Jinchuan could no longer suppress the surging emotions in his heart, and his eyes turned red.

"I'm sorry, Wan Ning, I'm late." Looking at Shen Wan Ning, who was as pale as paper and exhausted, lying on the hospital bed, his heart ached. How could it become like this? He should have noticed something was wrong a long time ago. Why? Why was it her?

"Go away, go away! Cough cough..." Shen Wanning suddenly became excited, coughing violently, and pushed Lu Jinchuan in front of her with her hands, as if she wanted to drive him out of her world. "I don't want you to see me like this, it's so ugly, isn't it?"

Faced with Shen Wanning's resolute attitude, Lu Jinchuan was at a loss for a moment. He opened his mouth, wanting to explain something, but swallowed the words back. At this moment, Shen Wanning coughed violently again, and the heart-wrenching cough seemed to tear her apart.

"Wan Ning." Lu Jinchuan wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Shen Wan Ning.

"Go, go, go." Shen Wanning shouted at the top of her lungs, her emotions out of control. She bit her lips tightly, her body trembling slightly, tears pouring out of her eyes like a broken dam. She really didn't know how she should face him. She didn't want to be a burden to him, and she didn't want him to see her like this. Because of chemotherapy, her black and shiny hair had fallen out, which made her feel extremely inferior. She couldn't appear in front of her beloved in this image.

"Wan Ning, I love you, I love you, Wan Ning." Lu Jinchuan was heartbroken, tears welling up in his eyes. It is said that women are like water, easily moved to tears, but at this moment, this tall and strong man was also trapped by deep love and could not restrain himself.

However, Shen Wanning was like a wounded little animal, desperately shaking her head and refusing to listen: "I don't want to listen, I don't want to listen, go away."

"Okay, okay, don't get excited. I'm leaving, I'm leaving." Lu Jinchuan looked at Shen Wanning, who was almost collapsed by the excitement, and his heart was full of worry and helplessness. He was afraid that if he stayed, it would further stimulate her. After all, Chu Haoyang had repeatedly reminded her that she must not be stimulated again. So, he slowly turned around and left the ward, looking back every step of the way.

As the door closed gently, Shen Wanning finally couldn't suppress the surging sadness in her heart and burst into tears.

I'm sorry, Jinchuan, I'm sorry, I can't be so selfish, I don't want to be a burden to you, Shen Wanning said in her heart. This time, let me be braver.