If love can be booked

Lu Jinchuan hasn't seen Shen Wanning since they last separated.

He had called her cell phone countless times, but each time he got a cold reminder tone: The user you dialed has been transferred to voicemail, please call again later...

Her apartment door was closed, and he stood in front of her door for a long time. His fingerprints were identified. It was said that he bought this apartment for her.

Everything in the room remained the same as when she left, except for her presence.

It was as if she had disappeared overnight. It seemed as if a piece of his heart was missing. The deep longing tortured his heart.

What's wrong with her? Why is she hiding from me?

Shen Wanning, are you trying to piss me off to death? You just disappeared like that. Did you consider my feelings? Do you know that I am worried about you? Do you know...?

"Mr. Lu, there is no news about Shen Wanning." He Ningqin said cautiously, afraid of angering the man in front of her who was on the verge of a rage.

"Look, keep looking. Even if you have to turn T City upside down, you must find it for me." Lu Jinchuan slammed the table and roared. What do you mean you can't find it? Where can she go?

"I understand." He Ningqin agreed reluctantly. Why bother? If they loved each other so deeply, why did they hurt each other so deeply in the first place?

She left, why do I have a bad feeling? I feel like she might not come back.

Was she saying goodbye to him that day? Was that why she cried like that? Shen Wanning, why did you decide my life like this? Why didn't you even give me the right to love you?

Where would she go? Where would she go?

On the way home from get off work, Shen Wanning? She was wearing headphones, her face was covered with tears. He called her but she didn't respond. Lu Jinchuan wanted to stop the car, but the road was full of cars. Finally, he abandoned the car, and she disappeared when he turned the corner.

"Wan Ning, Shen Wan Ning..."

"How do you drive?"

"Hey, man, did your family build the road?"

"Drip drip drip..."

The scene was in chaos and traffic was jammed.

Shen Wanning went back to Yixin Tumi Garden and secretly visited him at his company. She missed him so much.

When she opened her phone's address book, his name was always the first one. She didn't dare to call him, for fear of hearing his voice.

She left a message for him. When Lu Jinchuan arrived at Yixin Tumi Garden, he didn't see anyone, only a brocade box and a letter. Shen Wanning didn't know how to say goodbye to him, so she didn't say goodbye.

"Jinchuan, goodbye, you must be happy." You must be happy. For me, you must always be happy, and be happy for me.

When all the past events have become dull, but the smiling faces of the past can no longer be found

I don't know when I can go back to that roof where it doesn't rain.

A damp heart can't find a harbor to rely on

I don't know if the stranded worries can be illuminated by the sunshine, my heart is still wavering

I don't know who the swaying leaves are cheering for or crying for.

I don't know when, my heart has been filled with inexplicable expectations

I look forward to watching the sunset in the west with you

I look forward to holding hands with you and watching the sunrise at the seaside.

I hope you can say love to me every day

expect……

When nature becomes a habit

I don't know if I can ever get back to the starting point, the critical point I set for myself

I keep telling myself to be brave, I keep telling myself to be strong

But I really really care, I care about your eyes

I really want to deny it.

I don't want to admit nor dare to admit that there is a me in your eyes

I'd rather be alone

I don't want to think of you and her holding hands, walking through the crowd

I would rather recall the past than hear you say, I am willing

So I gave away my butterfly hairpin, the gift you gave me that autumn.

I just want to see if you still have a place for me in your heart

Have I already disappeared from your heart?

A butterfly hairpin? It was the butterfly hairpin given to Wan Ning when she was a child. He had heard her mention it before.

"Wan Ning, will you be my bride in the future?" He said this to her when he was twelve years old. At the seaside, the sun shone on the golden beach, and the waves gently hit the shore.

"Brother Jinchuan, Brother Jinchuan, Brother Jinchuan..." Brother Jinchuan, Brother Jinchuan, this was her favorite name when she was a child. The little girl who always called him "Brother Jinchuan, Brother Jinchuan" sweetly, now no longer easily mentions this intimacy. She has forgotten their past.

"Wan Ning, let me protect you." One evening, the sunset was blood-red, dyeing half of the sky red. Lu Jinchuan carefully planned a romantic proposal ceremony. When he knelt on one knee, holding flowers and rings in his hands, and looked at Wan Ning affectionately, his heart was full of expectation and nervousness. She turned away gorgeously, saying that he was joking. In fact, he really wanted to marry her.

"Silly girl, how could I leave you?" That night, she burst into tears and threw herself into his arms, mumbling like a helpless child.Silly girl, how could he bear to leave?

"My greatest happiness now is to have you by my side. Even if you are not Mr. Lu now, can you just be my Jinchuan?" She said this in his ear with a soft but firm voice. Unexpectedly, it was precisely because of this obsession that she personally ruined all the beauty that originally belonged to the two of them.

"You don't know that he is sometimes as fragile as a child." She whispered softly, her words full of care. She said that he was sometimes as fragile as a child and needed her gentle embrace. Yes, he needed her. Although, sometimes, he was too awkward to admit it.

"My first wish is that he would remember me." Last year, on his birthday, she asked for a very big cake. She said that the wish carried by the big cake would definitely come true. At that moment, he saw deep expectation and desire in her eyes, which was the eager anticipation for exclusive memories.

"I love cherry blossoms the most." In the gorgeous cherry blossoms, she coquettishly accused him of all his crimes. Looking at her angry but extremely cute appearance, he felt like a big bad guy who could never be forgiven. And he really shouldn't be forgiven.

"Lu Jinchuan, you are a big bastard." On the eve of the Chinese New Year, under the night sky, she shouted at the night sky. He just walked out of the supermarket and heard her say, Lu Jinchuan, you are a big bad guy. In fact, he also heard her say, Lu Jinchuan, I love you.

"I miss you, I miss you, I miss you." On that snowy day, she was walking alone on the road, saying she missed him. In fact, he was also thinking about her and wanted to hold her tightly.

"I love you as firmly as you once loved me." She said that loving him was her habit.

"If one day, I am gone, don't miss me. Because I want you to be happy." She said this softly at the dinner table that day. She said, if one day she is gone, don't miss her. Live happily as if she is not there. Live as if you have never met her. But what she didn't know was that he couldn't do it.

The wonderful times he spent with her had long been like colorful paintings, deeply engraved in his mind and could never be erased.

Every bit of the past kept popping up before my eyes, giving me a splitting headache.

When I was a child, the sea.

A chance encounter, her smile, her tears.

Drinking, getting caught in the rain, and celebrating birthdays.

Those beautiful past events now appeared in his mind as clearly as a movie scene. What happened to him? Why did he forget about her, who was so important to him? What on earth had he done in the past six months?

"Wan Ning, Wan Ning... Shen Wan Ning..." He called her name over and over again, looking around anxiously, but he could not see her. Where did she go? He had a bad feeling in his heart, as if something was going to happen.

The letter was written in her elegant small regular script.

"Jinchuan:

When you see this letter, I will be gone. Don't look for me anymore.

I thought I could be strong. Actually, I am not that strong. When I see you being so gentle to others, I still get angry and jealous. I hope my departure can give you a peaceful life.

You said that my appearance made your life a mess. I'm sorry, I didn't mean it.

Thank God for letting you walk into my world among the vast sea of ​​people. You taught me what love is. The taste is like a carefully prepared cocktail, with sweet moments and sour moments. No matter which feeling it is, it is an extremely precious and unforgettable life experience for me.

What I want to say is that I have never regretted meeting you.

I don't want to disappear from your memory without a trace. When you found out that I accidentally lost those childhood memories, maybe you also felt resentful towards me?

I just want you to be happy. Because you are happy, I will be happy too.

I am leaving, going to a very far place, a place without you. I am not alone, because there is the person who loves me the most. He must be missing me.

Do you know? My third wish is: I will love you forever and ever. Maybe there is no chance in this life. If there is an afterlife, I hope we have never met, so that I will not love you so deeply and love you so much that I forget myself.

Jinchuan, thank you, thank you for letting me see what heaven looks like.

Love your evening lemon"

“No, no... Wan Ning... Shen Wan Ning..." Lu Jinchuan searched every corner of the house, but there was no sign of Shen Wan Ning. What was the meaning of her life and the next?

I promised not to cry

I promised you that I would never say goodbye.

At this moment, I still can't say goodbye to you with a smile

I left, not because I didn't love you anymore, but because I couldn't love you well anymore

I want you to be well

If you are happy, I will smile too.

I like to see your smile

bad, affectionate, nostalgic, touching, deliberate, pretend

I love them all, very much.

I think I will always remember

No matter where we are in the future