She is so pitiful? I choose to pity myself first

Chapter 488 Ending

Why did her Tingyu become less obedient than she remembered since that year? Why was she so cruel and didn't help those who could help her? Why did she suddenly distance herself from her classmates? Even if those classmates called her home, even if she advised her not to argue with her friends over trivial matters, Tingyu would never forgive them and was even more unwilling to associate with those classmates...

Why did Tingyu not want to have more contact with Shen Yihan and Shen Sihan, two cousins who had grown up together? Why did Tingyu try every means to prevent her from giving money to Shen Yihan and Shen Sihan...

Why did Tingyu go to college but didn’t make many friends? Why did Tingyu know a lot of things but not be willing to point them out immediately, but instead remind them indirectly? Moreover, once she reminded them, the other party didn’t take it seriously, so Tingyu would just ignore them…

It turned out that her family's Tingyu had reminded her countless times and helped her countless times in her previous life...

But the results she got were not what she wanted...

How badly hurt had her Tingyu been to become so cold and indifferent in this life? !

Shen Zhinian was in great pain.

For the first time, she realized that she had only taught her daughter to be kind, to help others, and to do more good deeds...

What a selfish thing!

If a person can't even live a good life herself, how can she have the energy to help others?

Ruining your own life for the sake of helping others and doing good deeds is not kindness, but stupidity and cruelty to yourself!

Why does she always only see the difficulties of others, but fails to see how hard her own daughter's life is because of her?

Why does she demand so much of herself that she is not afraid of suffering, but she also demands the same of her daughter?

It turns out that her persistence for so long has been hurting her daughter...

At this moment, Shen Zhinian felt even more desperate than in her dream when she was lying alone in the snow, bleeding and dying.

She finally realized the harm she had done to her daughter.

Her daughter has become what she is today because of her!

Later, it was her daughter who saved herself, and it was Gu Shiye who accompanied her, so that she was no longer alone.

And in this life, her daughter also saved her, allowing her to live to this age, have a different life, and even have the opportunity to find her real family...

And how did she repay her family's kindness?

Apart from property, it seemed that she could leave nothing to her daughter.

She didn't even understand Tingyu's indifference towards Shen Yihan and her sister. She always sighed and asked her daughter not to be so indifferent, not to care about the blood relationship, and to be nicer to them...

Even if her family hadn't listened to her, her marriage might have been ruined because of her saintly heart...

She even secretly resented her daughter, who had never been grateful to her. She felt that she was too heartless, not as obedient as she was when they were little, and had not inherited the kindness and justice of her and her father at all...

At this moment, Shen Zhinian hated himself.

The deep guilt and regret almost overwhelmed me.

The calmer Lin Tingyu became, the more Shen Zhinian felt sorry for her.

Especially after knowing that her daughter had memories of her past life...

Although she was reborn, her daughter still has a mother like her who causes her troubles.

Shen Zhinian was devastated and fell ill.

Chen Xiangdong was very panicked. Although it was not strange for Shen Zhinian to pass away now considering her age, Shen Zhinian's illness came on too quickly, so he still hoped that she could stay with him for a while longer.

Knowing that Shen Zhinian fell ill after having a dream about Lin Tingyu, Chen Xiangdong could only beg Lin Tingyu to come over.

Only then did Lin Tingyu know that Shen Zhinian was seriously ill.

Perhaps because he felt too guilty towards her, Shen Zhinian didn't want her to continue worrying about her, so even when he was too sick to get up, he didn't let anyone notify her.

"If Uncle Chen hadn't told me secretly, would you have waited until you died before letting me know?"

When Shen Zhinian saw Lin Tingyu coming over, he finally got up the strength and looked at her with red eyes.

Lin Tingyu said calmly:

"You've caused me trouble in both of your lives, and now you're planning on dying, and you want me to feel guilty about it?"

Shen Zhinian widened his eyes.

"I'm not!"

"If not, take good care of your body."

Lin Tingyu said calmly:

"Don't you feel like you owe me something? Then live longer and use the rest of your time to make it up to me. Death is not the way to make it up to me. Only living can make it up to me."

Her words sounded extremely cold-blooded, but they stimulated Shen Zhinian.

I don’t know if it was influenced by her words, but Shen Zhinian started to actively cooperate with the doctor and soon recovered.

She had always lived a very healthy life, and she and Chen Xiangdong would often go out for fitness and walks together. After she recovered from her illness, she worked even harder to exercise in order to live longer.

Soon, not only did my body recover, it became better than before I got sick.

Lin Tingyu knew that her words gave Shen Zhinian a reason to live.

Therefore, Shen Zhinian tried hard to live longer to compensate her daughter.

Shen Yihan and Shen Sihan found it strange that their aunt seemed to have taken the wrong medicine, or as if she had grown old and no longer recognized people. She had treated them as her own nieces for most of her life, but suddenly she didn't recognize them anymore...

They took the initiative to come to see her, but Shen Zhinian refused to see them, not even the children she had always loved.

Moreover, although Shen Zhinian would not give them too much benefit in the past, he was very generous to them and their children. When they needed some connections, he would also find ways to introduce them...

As long as it has nothing to do with Lin Tingyu, she seems willing to help them.

But now, Shen Zhinian seemed like a different person, treating them as strangers.

They squatted for a long time before they saw Shen Zhinian outside. They thought Shen Zhinian might have Alzheimer's disease, but unexpectedly, Shen Zhinian looked clear-eyed and didn't look like someone with Alzheimer's disease at all. He just said calmly:

"I have no blood relationship with you, so don't call me aunt."

Shen Yihan and Shen Sihan were as depressed as if they had eaten a fly, but there was nothing they could do.

Those students who were sponsored by Shen Zhinian and maintained a good relationship with her later, especially some of those who came for her connections and money, soon discovered that they could not contact Shen Zhinian at all.

The grandmother, who used to be kind and benevolent, is now extremely strict even when doing charity work, and has many restrictions on the number of funding. No one can get her approval just by acting pitiful.

Those who didn't get any advantage started to curse Shen Zhinian, while those who met the requirements in the first place were relieved because they could get funding anyway.

Jiang Rou likes her current mother-in-law even more. She no longer has to worry that her mother-in-law will suddenly rescue some random people and cause trouble for her.

Although Jiang Rou didn't know what exactly happened, she vaguely realized that her mother-in-law's changes were related to Lin Tingyu, and she couldn't help but feel a little grateful to Lin Tingyu.

Shen Zhinian changed his will.

It turned out that in her will, most of her property was left to the foundation.

Although a lot of money is still left to the foundation, it is subject to conditions and restrictions. It is assessed every year and is issued once a year.

As for the rest, most of them were left to Lin Tingyu and Gu Chenlin, and even Gu Shiye and Shen Zhimo had one or two valuable gifts left for them.

After all, this is the person closest to her in this world...

Shen Zhinian lived a very long life afterwards. Perhaps because she wanted to make up for Lin Tingyu so much, she really tried hard to live a long life. Moreover, she put her daughter first and never asked Lin Tingyu to listen to her again.

Lin Tingyu was a little uncomfortable at first because of her excessive care, but later he gradually got used to it.

Gu Shiye knew that she was in a complicated mood, so he just smiled and kissed her forehead:

"Tingyu, you deserve the best. It's normal for your mother to treat you well, and it's also natural for me to treat you well. You have to adapt to it."

"Adapt to it, and it will become second nature. When necessary, you can even..."

He stared at her seriously, with a smile in his eyes:

"Proud of being favored."

Lin Tingyu saw the sincerity in Gu Shiye's eyes, and her heart softened.

In her previous life, she suffered a lot.

And in this life, the people around her seemed willing to treat her like a child again...

"Gu Shiye."

she called him.

Gu Shiye looked at her steadily, "Hmm?"

"Thank you."

Thank him for staying by her side throughout her life...

From then on, she was no longer alone in this world.