My sweet little girl

Unexpectedly, the next day, the senior finally contacted her and invited her to eat hotpot, and she happily agreed.

We should break up properly, right?

Besides, they have always had a good relationship, and she doesn't want the ending to leave a stain on their relationship.

Even when breaking up, you should do it gracefully.

She applied a hot towel to her eyes. There was no other way. She really couldn't hold it back last night and cried silently all night.

In order to prevent her senior from noticing anything unusual, she put on heavy makeup, which was unusual for her, to cover her swollen eyes and dark circles, and wore her most beautiful clothes. She wanted to look beautiful because she was going to see her senior for the last time.

When she met her senior downstairs, she smiled brightly at him, and she wanted him to remember her beautiful smile.

This time, she threw away her reserve, trotted towards the senior, threw herself into his arms, hugged him tightly, and said in his arms: "Senior, I miss you so much!"

The senior seemed a little flattered. He was stunned for a moment before hugging her tightly and saying above her head, "Sorry, Shao'er, I'm very busy these days!"

"I miss you so much, so much!"

Lin Shao hugged him tightly, smelling the scent of her senior with satisfaction, feeling greedy and nostalgic. How she wished this moment would last forever!

When we arrived at the hotpot place, it was very quiet. Each table was separated by a screen, which provided private space without feeling lonely.

She could sense that the senior had been looking embarrassed and hesitant to speak. She looked at the senior, smiled, and said in a light tone: "Senior, do you have any misunderstandings about Xiaokang?"

The senior paused as he put the vegetables into the pot. He was stunned for a moment, looked at Lin Shao carefully, and asked uncertainly, "You know everything?"

Lin Shao nodded and still smiled: "Senior, you are an excellent student, but you can't even tell what a well-off life is."

The senior looked at her with some confusion: "Lin Shao, I didn't mean to lie to you, I just felt that it would be useless to tell you."

"How can it be useless?" Lin Shao rolled her eyes at him in reproach, then said in a joking tone: "If you had said it earlier, maybe we wouldn't have started."

"Lin Shao!" The senior looked at her in panic, looking a little helpless.

Lin Shao hardened her heart, but still smiled indifferently: "Senior, you are going abroad, right? Auntie came to me yesterday and asked me to persuade you. Senior, you are really stupid. You have already completed the procedures for going abroad, why don't you leave? If I had such a good opportunity, I would have left long ago."

The senior student stood up all of a sudden and wanted to walk over to Lin Shao, but Lin Shao quickly stopped him: "Senior student, just sit there, I want to watch you talk!"

The senior hesitated for a moment, but still sat down. He looked at Lin Shao and asked worriedly, "Lin Shao, did my mother come to see you yesterday?"

Lin Shao nodded and smiled: "Your mother is so beautiful and elegant, no wonder the senior is so handsome!"

"Did she say anything unpleasant to you? Lin Shao, no matter what she said, don't care. She is her and I am me. She doesn't represent me!" The senior student clenched his fists and said seriously.

Lin Shao shook her head: "Senior's mother is very elegant and didn't say anything unpleasant. What's more, I also think what she said makes sense!"

"What did she say to you?" The senior suddenly shouted out, his face was not good: "Lin Shao, don't be like this, you are unhappy, you can scold me, beat me, don't force yourself to smile like this, okay? It makes me feel uncomfortable seeing you like this!"

Lin Shao saw the pain in his eyes, and her heart ached, but she still reached out her hand, slowly opened the senior's clenched fist, looked at the senior and said seriously: "She really didn't say anything bad. I also sincerely support the senior to study abroad. It would be a pity if the senior didn't go abroad!"

The senior held her hand tightly and said guiltily, "Lin Shao, I'm sorry! I didn't tell you because I didn't want you to worry about this.

I thought I would tell you at the end. Don't worry, I will take care of everything. When you graduate, come to the UK to find me. You can continue to study for a master's degree. We will only be apart for a year. Believe me, a year will pass quickly!"

Lin Shao was very happy that the senior had her in his plan, but she still pulled her hand back and shook her head at the senior: "I don't want to."

"Senior, I don't have any plans to go abroad. I have made an agreement with an editor who I have a good relationship with that I will go to their company for an internship in my senior year."

She didn't want to accept the senior's kindness because they were not on the same level. If she accepted the senior's suggestion, then she would be accepting the favor of their family and would never be able to hold her head up in front of them for the rest of her life!

She doesn't want this. Even though her family isn't as rich as theirs, she doesn't think her family is worse than theirs spiritually!

The senior probably didn't expect her to refuse. He was stunned for a long time before he said, "You, when did you decide? Why didn't I know? Why didn't you tell me?"

Lin Shao smiled and said, "About a month ago."

"Do you remember when I was a sophomore, I participated in a theme competition? My short story was appreciated by the editor, and she suggested that I intern at their company at that time."

"You knew I was going abroad a long time ago, didn't you? You've made plans, but I'm not in your plan!" The senior looked at her very hurt, then reached out and held her hand, and said pleadingly: "Lin Shao, I know you are very angry about my going abroad. I was wrong. I should have told you in advance, but don't be angry with me, okay? Do as I say? You have to believe me, I will work hard, and I will solve the obstacles at home! Those are not a problem, you promised me that you would wait for me to marry you!"

Lin Shao blinked her eyes, forcing back the moisture in her eyes. She still smiled: "Su Yu, everyone has their own life. You can't control my life."

The senior opened his eyes wide, with shock, disbelief, helplessness, pain, and determination. He stared into Lin Shao's eyes: "That's not what I meant. Don't think too much. I just don't want to be separated from you! Well, then, if you don't want to go abroad, it's OK. It's very convenient to contact each other now. We can keep in touch often. I will return home as soon as possible. Promise me, wait for me!"

Lin Shao felt the senior's hot palm, she nodded and smiled: "Okay, it's just an international relationship, it's okay, I'm not clingy anyway."

"You're usually very busy anyway."

The senior's eyes lit up as if lanterns were lit. He walked over excitedly and hugged Lin Shao tightly, saying with emotion: "Thank you! Thank you for not being angry with me! Thank you for understanding me!"

Lin Shao hugged the senior back and whispered in his ear, "When are you leaving?"

The senior hugged her tighter, and after a long while he said, "The day after tomorrow."

Lin Shao paused, buried her head in her senior's shoulder, and murmured, "It's so fast, I can't attend your graduation ceremony."

The senior sighed: "Shao'er, I'm sorry!"

In the evening, the senior took her to Senhai Villa. She did not refuse to sleep in the same room with the senior as usual. They lay on the bed and hugged each other tightly, as if they could keep time like this!

They talked from time to time, but most of the time they just hugged each other quietly and looked at each other quietly.

The next day, they did not rush to get up early, but had a simple breakfast, and then huddled together to watch Lin Shao's favorite cartoon "Whisper of the Heart".

She envied the heroine's efforts to match the hero, but she didn't have the courage because there was little hope between her and her senior!

Now she finally understood Tagore's "The Farthest Distance in the World". The distance between her and her senior was that between fish and birds.

No matter how reluctant they were, the time had come to part. The senior had to go home to attend his farewell dinner and pack his luggage.

The senior wanted to send her back to school, but she refused. If every time she saw the school gate, she would think of her and the senior parting there, she would be so sad!

Let’s say goodbye here. We won’t come again anyway!

She stood on tiptoe and took the initiative to kiss the senior. After a while of entanglement, Lin Shao kissed him on the face and smiled sweetly: "Su Yu, come on!"

After saying that, she ran out, tears streaming down her face all the way. She and her senior didn't end up together after all!

When the senior left, she did not go to the airport to see him off. After all, his family and friends were there, and it would not be appropriate for her to go.

The day her senior left, she skipped classes for the entire day. She stayed in the library, slowly recalling every little detail between them, letting the memories torture her.

Thinking that the senior had gotten off the plane, she sent him a WeChat message: Su Yu, let’s break up.

Then this time she not only deleted and blocked all the contact information of the senior, but also changed her mobile phone number.

The senior went abroad. Except for a few good friends who sincerely comforted her, many people laughed at her and gloated over her misfortune.

She didn't care that it was fake, but her longing for her senior left her no time to care about anything else.

She was really depressed for a while, but she cheered up later. First, she had a heavy workload and didn't want to fail! Second, the editor urged her to submit the manuscript, otherwise he would deduct her salary!

Everything went smoothly afterwards. She went to intern at the magazine of editor Sister Wen, with whom she had a good relationship. Because of her good performance, she was directly hired as a full-time employee and started working there, becoming Sister Wen's little follower.