Lima syndrome

"Ji Yan, can I kiss you?"

Hearing his cautious questions and extremely nervous eyes, Bai Zhiyan actually found it a little funny.

"Why didn't you ask me before taking action?"

His words made Che Jingcan blush, he had never been in a relationship before, but he also wanted to be gentler towards his partner. He was always so tough towards Bai Zhiyan before, he definitely didn't like that.

"Then I'll take it as your consent."

Che Jingcan hugged Bai Zhiyan, and seeing that he did not dodge, he lowered his head and gently kissed him on the lips.

"I'm so happy Zhiyan. I dragged you here with the determination to die."

But you still softened your heart towards me.

He bent down and rubbed Bai Zhiyan's forehead with his cheek, and their lips touched again while their ears were rubbing against each other.

Bai Zhiyan still couldn't adapt to the wet and hot touch. Che Jingcan's anxious emotions were like a fierce gale, and every attack made Bai Zhiyan unable to resist.

"Wait—don't stop—"

Bai Zhiyan's breathing gradually became rapid, and he grabbed Che Jingcan's clothes tightly with both hands. Che Jingcan's attack became more and more fierce, as if he wanted to pour all his passion into this kiss.

The body temperatures of both of them gradually rose, and Che Jingcan slowly stopped moving. He raised his head and stared into Bai Zhiyan's eyes, which were full of complicated emotions.

"Ji Yan." Che Jingcan said softly, "Thank you, I really love you... I have nothing now, I only have you, no matter what happens in the future, I hope to be with you."

Bai Zhiyan was breathing slightly, his eyes avoiding and not daring to look directly at Che Jingcan. Perhaps he would never get used to facing his sincere and passionate gaze.

"You know what? Zhiyan, you are my first love, and we met in the bleak autumn, but I can be with you in the warm spring. Doesn't this prove that even if our first meeting was not beautiful, it will eventually have a perfect ending?"

No, it won't.

Even though he couldn't see Che Jingcan's face, Bai Zhiyan could feel his excitement and joy just by listening to his voice, which made him feel even more tormented.

Bai Zhiyan lowered his eyes, feeling a sharp pain in his heart. He knew how happy Che Jingcan was at the moment, but he couldn't respond to this feeling with his heart.

Cha Kyung-chan, I’m sorry.

He couldn't look him in the face and say this.

I'm sorry for cheating on you, but it's not my fault that I can't love you.

I have long wanted to stop my revenge on you, but why do you insist on being so stubborn?

Che Jingcan, do you know the ending of the story of Romeo and Juliet? You climbed over the wall just to see me, and used this story to express your love for me, but you were wrong from the beginning.

The tragic ending of Romeo and Juliet may be no different from ours. This is the ending you chose for yourself. I am not Juliet, but I will give you the same result.

It's like you only know that we first met in the confessional in the church, but you never asked me why I came there, and I will never tell you why I came to the confessional.

Seeing that he didn't respond for a long time, Che Jingcan held up his face, but saw a pair of eyes with complicated emotions. He was shocked and his tone was a little flustered.

"What's wrong? Zhiyan, why don't you speak? Are you feeling unwell? Or do you regret agreeing to follow me..."

He couldn't say the following words. He was really afraid of hearing Bai Zhiyan's regretful answer.

“No Che Kyung-chan.”

Bai Zhiyan's eyes had become calm, and he gently raised his lips to reveal a natural smile.

"I have no regrets."

If this is the worst punishment I can give you, even if it costs me more than death, I will gladly accept it.

"That's good." Che Jingcan breathed a sigh of relief and hugged Bai Zhiyan tightly in his arms, "I was really afraid that you would leave me..."

Bai Zhiyan closed his eyes and felt Che Jingcan's embrace, but his heart was full of bitterness. He could only silently enjoy this moment of warmth.

"I know you don't love you as much as I do, but it doesn't matter. I said I'm good at waiting, even if it takes forever."

I will definitely wait until the day you truly fall in love with me.

So, that night in the confessional of St. Ann's Church, the two finally confirmed their relationship.

Unfortunately, Bai Zhiyan is not a true believer. In the shadow that Che Jingcan cannot see, when Bai Zhiyan said that he agreed, his index finger slowly placed on his middle finger.

At least before the final ending, Bai Zhiyan hopes that he can act according to his heart, even if it is a beautiful dream he made up for Che Jingcan.

Bai Zhiyan was pulled out of the Bai family by Che Jingcan. It was too late at night, so Bai Zhiyan had to take him back to the Bai family and keep him for one night.

When entering the gate of the Bai family, Che Jingcan suddenly remembered what he said to Bai Jitai when he left the Bai family last time. At that time, he said that he would definitely come in from the main gate of the Bai family to find Bai Zhiyan next time. He didn't expect that it would really come true.

Feeling his hand being held tightly, Bai Zhiyan looked at Che Jingcan strangely, wondering what he was thinking at this moment.

What happened that night was hard to digest for a while. After returning to the Bai family, Bai Zhiyan's tense nerves slowly relaxed. When he took Che Jingcan upstairs, looking at his bright eyes, he really couldn't understand where he got so much energy.

Before going up to the second floor, Che Jingcan's voice sounded hesitantly but with a hint of excitement.

"Zhiyan, then tonight we..."

"You go to the guest room."

Bai Zhiyan continued to move forward and interrupted him without hesitation.

"what?"

Che Jingcan stopped and grabbed him in disbelief.

"You actually sent me to the guest room? I never slept in the guest room when we weren't together. I won't go."

When Bai Zhiyan turned around, he saw his familiar angry face again, but his attitude was firm.

"No."

"why not?"

In fact, he was afraid that Che Jingcan would do something to him tonight, but he couldn't say it directly.

"It doesn't work anyway."

Che Jingcan pursed his lips and pulled the person in front of him with a little force, "I want to sleep with you."

He looked at Bai Zhiyan aggrievedly, like a Samoyed wagging its tail.

"Is it really not possible?"

"Brother Zhiyan."

No matter how I joked with him to call me brother before, he refused to agree, but now he has learned to use tricks at this time.

"Don't call me that." Bai Zhiyan turned his head away, his face beginning to flush, "It's just... we just got together, and things are moving too fast."

Seeing him like this, Che Jingcan understood what he was worried about. He chuckled and turned Bai Zhiyan's face towards him, "Are you worried about what I will do to you?"

When his thoughts were spoken, Bai Zhiyan lowered his head and dared not look at him.

"You are so cute, Zhiyan brother."

As Che Jingcan spoke, he couldn't help but kiss his exposed neck.

Bai Zhiyan was frightened by his words and actions, and stretched out his hands to push him, "I don't want to... Che Jingcan, don't do this."

Feeling Bai Zhiyan's resistance, Che Jingcan immediately stopped what he was doing. Seeing his frown, he cursed himself for being too impatient and must have scared him.

"I'm sorry I scared you."

Che Jingcan raised his head and put his cheek against his forehead, "I just want to tease you, I won't force you to do anything you don't want to do."

Bai Zhiyan's complexion gradually returned to normal. He took a deep breath and said, "I know, but we still need some time to adapt to each other."

"But I really want to be with you. I haven't had a good night's sleep in a long time."

As he spoke, his furry head began to rub against Bai Zhiyan again, "I promise I won't do anything to you."

"but--"

"Zhiyan, Brother Zhiyan, you care about me."

Besides being overwhelmed by his passionate feelings, Bai Zhiyan hated himself for being so weak and always being fooled by his face and his weak appearance.

"I'll be really quiet."

"You said the same thing last time."

Che Jingcan began to recall the last time when Bai Zhiyan asked him to sleep on the sofa, but he climbed onto Bai Zhiyan's bed late at night and said that he was sick and had a fever to make him feel sorry for him and stay in bed to sleep.

"But didn't I do anything to you last time?"

"How dare you say that! Last time you touched—"

He stopped talking halfway. Bai Zhiyan almost blurted out what happened last time when he thought about it. His face immediately turned red.

"What are you touching?" Che Jingcan wanted to tease him even though he was shy.

"Cha Kyung-chan!"

Bai Zhiyan looked at his asking-for-a-punch face, glared at him angrily, then turned around and was about to leave.

"Hey wait!"

Che Jingcan quickly chased after him and held Bai Zhiyan's hand, "I know, it's my fault. I promise I won't touch you this time, okay?"

Bai Zhiyan's face was still red. He glanced at Che Jingcan, and before he could say anything, he was picked up by Che Jingcan.

He exclaimed and reflexively wrapped his arms around Che Jingcan's neck, "What are you doing? Put me down!"

But Che Jingcan pretended not to hear him, holding him tightly and moving forward steadily, "Let's go, go back to the room and rest."

After entering the room, Che Jingcan gently placed Bai Zhiyan on the bed. He squatted under the bed and looked at Bai Zhiyan, his eyes full of tenderness.

Feeling his burning gaze, Bai Zhiyan turned his head and stood up to look for clothes. Che Jingcan's gaze followed his movements.

"Change clothes and go to bed."

Looking at the clothes that Bai Zhiyan threw to him, Che Jingcan held the clothes and took a deep breath, and the fresh lemon scent filled his nostrils.

"It smells so good, just like you."

"you!"

Bai Zhiyan blushed when he saw his actions, "You pervert!"

Ignoring his yelling, Che Jingcan quickly changed into his pajamas and pulled Bai Zhiyan to bed.

As soon as he got on the bed, Bai Zhiyan immediately turned his back to him. Che Jingcan could feel his nervousness and just put his hand gently on his shoulder.

"Ji Yan, can I hold you while sleeping?" Che Jingcan asked softly.

Bai Zhiyan's body froze and he didn't answer.

Seeing that he didn't respond, Che Jingcan carefully reached out and hugged him from behind. Bai Zhiyan trembled slightly but did not refuse.

Che Jingcan felt Bai Zhiyan's body temperature, and his heart was filled with happiness and satisfaction.

He leaned close to Bai Zhiyan's ear and whispered, "Good night, my Zhiyan."

Bai Zhiyan closed his eyes tightly, but tears flowed down his cheeks uncontrollably. He knew that he was destined to be unable to respond to Che Jingcan's love, but he could not resist the warmth that Che Jingcan brought him.

On this quiet night, the two of them slept in each other's arms, one with a smile on his face and the other crying quietly.

Although their future was full of uncertainty, at this moment, all they had was each other.

The next morning, Bai Zhiyan was awakened by the rapid ringing of his cell phone. Before he could reach out to turn it off, a hand had already hung up the phone for him.

"It's so noisy so early in the morning."

"Hmm...huh?"

Bai Zhiyan woke up instantly when he heard Che Jingcan's voice. He sat up and looked at the smiling person next to him who was staring at him intently.

"Morning, my dear."

Bai Zhiyan looked at Che Jingcan blankly, then suddenly realized something and his face turned red. He hurriedly got out of bed, put on his clothes, and then avoided Che Jingcan's burning gaze.

"I'll go wash up." Bai Zhiyan said this and quickly walked out of the room.

Che Jingcan looked at his back with a smile on his face. He knew that Bai Zhiyan still needed some time to adapt to their new relationship.

However, he had enough patience to wait.

After a night's rest, Bai Zhiyan's brain gradually became clear. Thinking about what happened at night, Bai Zhiyan wondered if he was too hasty. He could be said to have been forced to agree to Che Jingcan's confession. If he could not leave here as soon as possible, he would have to maintain this relationship with Che Jingcan.

After so much time, can he really get away?

While his brain was still spinning wildly, Che Jingcan had already come to the bathroom, put his arms around his waist from behind, rested his chin on his shoulder, and kissed his neck gently.

"Honey, what are you thinking about?"

Bai Zhiyan was frightened by his intimate behavior and disgusting name. He turned his head to avoid his touch and pushed his face with his hand.

"What are you doing Cha Kyung-chan, why are you calling me like that?"

"This is a pet name. We are together, so of course we should call each other more intimately."

He saw that Bai Zhiyan's face was full of rejection and thought that he didn't like this title.

"Then tell me, what should I call you, baby? Darling? Good boy?"

Every time he called Bai Zhiyan, his face turned redder. Seeing that he was too shy to speak, Che Jingcan deliberately leaned close to his ear and blew gently.

"Wife?"

Bai Zhiyan was so shocked by his action that he trembled all over and raised his hand to cover his mouth, "Shut up and don't call me that!"

But his strength was like an ant trying to shake a tree in front of Che Jingcan. Che Jingcan held his wrist that was still on his face with one hand and his waist with the other hand. He lowered his head and rubbed his face gently on his hand, kissing from the fingertips to the palm little by little.

"you!"

Che Jingcan raised his eyes and fixed Bai Zhiyan with his charming eyes, revealing an innocent expression.

"That doesn't work either. Then tell me how you want me to call you."

How could Bai Zhiyan possibly think about the question of address? He wanted to run away, but Che Jingcan still held him tightly so that he could not move. When he was racking his brains to think of how to escape from here, the cell phone rang stubbornly again.

He pushed the car Jingcan as if he had been pardoned, "Let me go, I have to answer the phone."