Love Letters

"I watched the TV series you mentioned yesterday evening. The male lead was so handsome."

"Hahaha, I'll tell you."

"But I don't like the heroine very much. She's too saintly."

"I know, I know. I just like the kind of random killing."

“So I like villains, too.”

"You like villains, right? It's obvious that your values ​​are determined by your appearance."

"Hehe, there's nothing we can do about it. After all, he's so handsome."

"What are you talking about?"

Seeing the girls in the class talking and laughing, not knowing what they were discussing, Liu Feifei suddenly became interested.

She took the initiative to approach them and asked, "What interesting things are you talking about? I want to listen too."

Hearing this, the girl who spoke first suddenly stammered, "Nothing... nothing."

Liu Feifei didn't expect that as soon as she came over, everyone suddenly stopped talking.

For a moment, the atmosphere was a little awkward.

She looked at Lin Zhilin who was standing beside her, "Linlin?"

"Oh! It's really nothing. You weren't here when we talked about it yesterday."

I didn't expect her to call me. Lin Zhilin's tone was a little perfunctory, and her eyes were full of impatience.

"Because I went back yesterday."

Liu Feifei was afraid that they would be angry, so she spoke in a weaker voice.

She explained to them, "I had to rush back yesterday to celebrate Uncle Du's birthday."

"Who can you blame? It's you who didn't hear it."

Gao Xinyue rolled her eyes at Liu Feifei and said unhappily, "We have no obligation to tell you again."

"I...I just wanted to chat with you guys."

Liu Feifei looked at them nervously.

She didn't know why, but she suddenly became estranged from them.

"What are you talking about? There's really nothing to talk about."

"That's right, and class is about to start."

"Let's stop here for today. We'll talk about the rest next time."

"Yeah!"

As they spoke, the girls returned to their seats one by one.

Liu Feifei was a little overwhelmed when she saw that her friends who usually played together suddenly became cold.

After that, they stopped playing with her altogether.

"Why don't you play with me anymore?"

Liu Feifei tried to take the initiative to talk to them and ask the reason.

Lin Zhilin looked away calmly, "We saw that you had company, so we thought it would be better not to disturb you."

"Yeah, I don't think you need to be with us either."

Gao Xinyue also echoed from the side.

"I...I'm only familiar with you guys."

Liu Feifei still wanted to fight for it, "Can't you take me to play?"

"But you were hanging out with the boys yesterday."

"I didn't..."

"Isn't it Du Yuze?"

"He...he is my neighbor."

"We thought you had a partner and didn't want to play with us, so..."

"Let me tell you this, boys play with boys, and girls play with girls."

"You're betraying us by hanging out with boys."

"We don't need someone like you."

After that, they left talking and laughing.

Watching their backs as they left, Liu Feifei stood there at a loss.

However, she roughly knew what they were angry about.

Because she always went home with Du Yuze, she basically had no time to chat with the girls in her class after school.

This resulted in me wanting to contact them the next day only to find that I could no longer get a word in.

Starting from the sixth grade of elementary school, the class began to split into two factions, one for boys and the other for girls.

Boys who get along well with girls will be picked out and made fun of by other boys.

Girls who get along well with boys will also be called traitors by other girls!

It was also at that time that Liu Feifei was suddenly isolated by the girls she was getting along well with.

At that time, gender awareness, small groups, and group activities had gradually begun to emerge.

I will be left behind if I don’t have a companion. There is no one to go to the toilet with me…

After school, Du Yuze called Liu Feifei as usual, "Liu Feifei, let's go..."

"You go back first."

Liu Feifei sat in her seat without moving, not wanting to go back with Du Yuze.

Du Yuze didn't leave, but stood at the door waiting for her, "What? The teacher kept you here?"

"You are the one that was kept by the teacher."

When Liu Feifei heard Du Yuze joking, she got angry again.

"It's all your fault! It's all your fault."

Du Yuze was confused, "What's wrong with me?"

"You keep clinging to me, and all my friends run away."

Liu Feifei suddenly lay on the table and complained, "Don't bother with me in the future."

Du Yuze looked puzzled. "Why don't you just ignore them? They define you without saying anything. Why are you still following them?"

"Just leave me alone."

Liu Feifei didn't even raise her head and still refused.

At that time, she still liked friends and partners very much, and felt that friends were more important than anything else. She also tried hard to get along with them and tried to actively integrate into their group.

"Fei Fei, the snacks you brought yesterday are so delicious."

While eating the snacks that Liu Feifei brought, Lin Zhilin praised them, "I heard that the caramel flavor is very expensive."

Gao Xinyue also echoed, "And I like that chocolate too. Do you have any more?"

"Also...Also, I'll bring it back to you tomorrow."

Listening to their feedback, Liu Feifei was so excited that she didn't know how to react.

After using snacks to break the cold war with them for the first time, Liu Feifei learned to please them with food. "I have a lot at home. I can bring you whatever you want to eat."

Hearing this, Lin Zhilin smiled and replied, "Fei Fei, you are so nice!"

"It's nothing, because we are friends, and friends are meant to share!"

Liu Feifei was still immersed in the surprise of talking to them and didn't think there was anything wrong at all.

"Feifei, your hairpin is so cute."

"I have more, which one do you like?"

"I want too."

“I like it, too.”

Looking at her friends who started talking to her one by one again, Liu Feifei didn't feel that she was at a disadvantage. She just felt needed and was very happy.

"Feifei, I heard your mother is working abroad?"

"Well, she's very busy and rarely comes back."

"That's great. I envy you."

"Can I come to your house to play?"

"But my family......."

Liu Feifei thought about her mother being abroad, her father being on a business trip, and even she herself being in Du Yuze's house...

"Can't you?"

"It's okay, but........."

"Then let's go to your house after school on Friday?"

“Okay…okay!”

In order to get closer to Lin Zhilin and Gao Xinyue, Liu Feifei began to follow their moods and wishes.

So she went home, filled the refrigerator and cleaned it.

But when they arrived, they said they wanted to go to Du Yuze's house to play...

Of course, she didn't take all this to heart. She just wanted to be with them, and the process didn't matter.

However, she didn't expect that even though she tolerated them again and again, she still failed to become their good friend and was betrayed instead.