Love Letters

Liu Feifei walked forward without saying a word. When she came to her senses, she found that she didn't know where she was.

Late in the night, she was shaking all over, and she couldn't tell whether it was because of the cold, fear, or anger.

Even after several years, she would still be affected when she saw them again.

I told myself many times not to care about it, but I still couldn't control my emotions.

"How long are you going to go?"

The familiar voice of Du Yuze came from behind.

He sounded a little out of breath and looked like he had just run over.

Because of what happened tonight, she almost forgot that Du Yuze was there too.

"none of your business?"

Liu Feifei wiped her tears and retorted.

She didn't want to see him now, especially when she was crying.

I don't understand why he chased after me, as the two of them were clearly in a cold war before.

In an instant, Liu Feifei remembered the group of people she had seen in the toilet before, men and women, all with the faces she hated the most.

The more she thought about it, the angrier she became. She suddenly started crying, with so many mixed emotions that she couldn't vent them out properly.

"why are you crying?"

Seeing this, Du Yuze suddenly became nervous.

He trotted over to her, looked her up and down, and asked anxiously, "Did they bully you?"

Liu Feifei just kept crying without explaining why, and Du Yuze was completely at a loss.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have mad at you, I apologize!"

He hurriedly took out a pack of tissues from his pocket and tried to wipe her tears, but his hands were so clumsy that he didn't know how to start.

"I don't want you to worry about it!"

Seeing Du Yuze apologizing to her, Liu Feifei couldn't hold it in any longer.

"Who wants to see you apologize?"

This action made Liu Feifei's tears flow even more violently. She raised her hands to push his hands away, but Du Yuze grabbed her hands in time.

"Don't be angry! Don't be sad."

Du Yuze carefully put the tissue into Liu Feifei's hand, and then gently comforted her: "Don't cry, okay?"

His language was crude and unskillful, but it made Liu Feifei feel at ease.

She finally stopped crying, but the tears continued to flow.

She simply pushed them away and said, "I want to see them sincerely repent to me."

"How can they pretend that nothing happened? How can they go to school and live peacefully?"

Speaking of this, Liu Feifei felt angry and said, "Why do they think I should forgive them?"

"I want to see them apologize to me and truly regret their mistakes!"

When she spoke of this, she even pronounced her words more heavily, with gnashing of teeth and resentment.

"I will never forgive them, ever..."

She had been hoping they would apologize to her.

Before meeting her today, she had thought about how much they would regret what they had done to her when they saw her...

However, when she actually saw them and saw their indifferent looks, she was really angry.

As a result, those gray days became even more torturous.

They had done unforgivable things to her, but to this day they still think there is nothing wrong with them.

She wanted to see them sincerely repent, she wanted to see them cry, the kind that was very sincere and emotional...but she didn't want to forgive them.

"Okay, okay, we won't forgive them."

Du Yuze finally understood what made her sad.

"They just left not long ago. I'll go help you beat them."

As he said this, he pretended to go, and he really looked like he was going to fight them to the death.

Hearing this, Liu Feifei pulled the man back, with a look of disgust on her face, "What do you mean by beating them? They pushed you to the ground and beat you, right?"

Just like three years ago.....I was beaten badly by them...

Du Yuze took out a tissue and wiped her snot and tears. "So, were you bullied by them just now?"

"What do you mean by bullied? I taught them a lesson severely."

Thinking back to what she had done to them before, she finally calmed down a little.

"I am no longer the Liu Feifei of the past. I just feel so angry. I really can't swallow this."

Although Liu Feifei was saying harsh words, she was still very angry inside.

"So you're angrier than seeing me?"

Du Yuze saw that she was still angry, "When you are angry with me, I always feel like you can eat me alive."

Hearing Du Yuze's joke, Liu Feifei looked at him and thought for a moment, "You all make me angry. I can't even tell which one is more hateful... You're all bad guys!"

Hearing this, Du Yuze looked hurt, "Liu Feifei, you actually compared me with them............"

"It's you who wanted to compete with them!"

Her mood changed from jealousy and resentment to disgust towards Du Yuze.

"Oh, by the way, Du Yuze, are you some kind of dog-skin plaster? Why are you so clingy?"

She suddenly remembered that Du Yuze had seen all the embarrassing moments she had experienced.

Du Yuze was there for almost all the embarrassing moments. He had seen too many fragile and miserable versions of himself.

It was as if all her weaknesses and handles were in his hands, and she really didn't like that.

The person she least wanted to be seen was Du Yuze.

On the one hand, she was unwilling to accept it, and on the other hand, she was afraid that he would laugh at her.

She sniffed and calmed down a little, "Who asked you to follow me to this school?"

Over the years, Liu Feifei has thought about separating from Du Yuze and staying away from each other's lives.

However, as she kept moving away, Du Yuze kept getting closer...

Hearing this, Du Yuze showed a rare embarrassment on his face, but it quickly disappeared, "Who followed you? Are you the only one who can study in this school? I also........."

"Du Yuze, why do you come to this school?"

Under the light of the street lights, Liu Feifei looked at him as she asked him, her tone and expression more serious than before.

Obviously, she was the only one who did poorly in the exam. I don’t understand why he would give up a good school and come to this kind of school with her.

In the past, she just thought that he was taking care of her because they were childhood sweethearts and grew up together.

But even so, she felt that he didn't need to do this.

"Although my parents did tell you to take good care of me, I am really different now, so you......"

"Don't suddenly show an expression I haven't seen before. This is not like you, Liu Feifei!"

Du Yuze smiled lightly, pulled up her hat and covered it, and his voice became rare and gentle, "I wanted to come here on my own, it has nothing to do with my parents."

Seeing that she was looking at him seriously, either with anger, fury and contempt, or just asking him very seriously, he didn't want to respond with a frivolous smile.

Although I have been with Liu Feifei since I was a child, the two of us are almost inseparable, and there is no harmony at all. We always quarrel after three sentences..........

However, he himself didn't know when he couldn't take his eyes off her...

"I do not believe."

Liu Feifei suddenly thought of the past, as if she had taken the initiative to uncover the scar and watched it scab over and over again.

The light evening breeze mixed with the low temperature tonight brought back some long-lost memories.

That was when they were still in primary school...