After a breakup, a song heals the world

Just as Su Yan was looking at the other person, the others naturally noticed Su Yan and Xiaopang.

In an instant, the atmosphere in the entire carriage became strange.

Seeing this situation, Su Yan smiled bitterly in his heart.

The art candidates from these schools either looked at him or avoided his gaze, which had already told Su Yan, and he guessed that everyone knew about him.

Xiaopang is his best friend, and although he is not very serious sometimes, based on Su Yan's understanding of Xiaopang, he will definitely not tell anyone about this.

If that is the case, then this matter could only have come from the mouth of another person involved - Xie Ming.

I wrote a letter to Xie Ming before going to the beach. It was also Su Yan's last struggle after struggling for a long time.

But that letter, just like Su Yan at that time, sank into the sea and no news was ever heard of again.

Su Yan doesn't care about this now.

After all, it’s all in the past, and it’s something Su Yan had experienced before.

So, Su Yan raised the corner of his mouth slightly, facing these art exam classmates who had trained together before, and said with a smile, "Long time no see."

After saying that, he sat down in the empty seat in front of Xie Ming.

It’s not that Su Yan deliberately sat here, it’s mainly because there is an empty seat here and it is closest to him.

After Su Yan and Xiaopang sat down.

Some people were stunned, and then greeted Su Yan politely.

Some people looked even weirder, lowering their heads and communicating with their companions.

As for the person involved, Xie Ming, he lowered his head and fiddled with his fingers, not knowing what he was thinking.

Soon, the art exam candidates going to Lincheng Conservatory of Music arrived and the bus started slowly.

Su Yan leaned in the back seat and looked out the window.

It is already the end of the year. The winter street scene outside the window in the early morning is lonely and cold with some unmelted snow.

When will I go to see plum blossoms and walk in the snow? Today I come to think of it, the willows are swaying.

The weeping willows that were once covered with green hair are now withered and yellow.

For no reason, Su Yan's breathing began to become rapid.

He thought of his past life, when he had played the guitar and sang ballads over and over again on the streets in winter.

People on the road were hurrying, and to them, my singing had no appeal at all.

On the contrary, now that I think about it, it seems more like a crow in winter, only annoying.

In my previous life, I had no relatives, few friends, and ultimately achieved nothing.

Will this experience happen to me again now?

This boy's past doesn't seem to be much better than mine.

The same low self-esteem, the same loneliness, the same sentimentality, the same idleness.

What's even more tragic is the girl behind him.

After being with him for so long, it was easy to break up.

Even though he had tried to keep her in such a humbly way, even threatening her with his own life, she remained indifferent.

Is it funny?

It's indeed a bit funny. At most they hold hands, which doesn't count as being together.

But why does Su Yan feel like crying now?

That was the boy’s first love and the purest feeling.

In my previous life, even though I lived to be in my thirties, I had never experienced such a ridiculous relationship.

So...the one who is even more ridiculous is myself.

Su Yan took a deep breath.

Yes, in such a failed life, giving up would be a better choice?

Just like him sinking to the bottom of the sea?

The more he thought about it, the sadder and more lost Su Yan felt.

suddenly!

Su Yan suddenly stretched out his hand and slapped himself on the cheek!

My depression...comes back again...

The crisp sound spread throughout the quiet carriage.

For a moment, Su Yan once again became the focus of everyone.

But Su Yan acted as if nothing had happened.

I closed my eyes, moved my lips slightly, and silently sang the song I prepared for the art exam interview...

And he doesn't know.

The girl sitting behind him dug her nails deep into her palms several times.

To be honest, she was very scared when she heard about Su Yan's suicide.

Worried that she would be implicated, she even went around explaining the matter to everyone.

The most common thing people say is - "He has depression, he is mentally ill, it has nothing to do with me!"

But after unexpectedly meeting him today, that fear turned into reluctance.

He seemed to have changed, become mature, and become indifferent to himself.

This made Xie Ming, who had never accepted the proposal of the boy next to her, feel that her self-esteem was hurt and she finally felt a little guilty.

But when I thought about the uncle of the boy next to me, who was my art exam interviewer, the guilt disappeared without a trace...

…………

The loss without any reason comes quickly and goes away quickly.

By the time the car arrived at Lincheng Conservatory of Music, Su Yan had already adjusted himself.

As the saying goes, long illness makes one a doctor. I don’t know if it’s because of that song, but I seem to be feeling much better this time.

After arriving at Lincheng Conservatory of Music, under the guidance of the team leader, Su Yan and everyone else, with their musical instruments and costumes, walked into a media building with a rather classical and exquisite design.

After waiting for a while, they were guided by the examination staff to the sign-in area to verify their admission tickets and faces.

Just like that, more than a hundred people, including Su Yan's schoolmates, gathered in an auditorium that was temporarily converted into an examination waiting room.

The entrance examination procedures and projects of each school are different. For example, Lincheng Conservatory of Music does not distinguish between the preliminary examination and the re-examination.

Afterwards, the examination staff began to call out numbers, and those whose numbers were called went to the corresponding examination room to wait for the exam.

The first assessment is sight-singing and ear training.

The exam mainly tests the candidate's sense of pitch, rhythm and musical memory. The exam usually takes the form of on-site sight-singing and imitation singing. The candidate needs to accurately sing the melody and rhythm according to the score, and can accurately imitate the specified melody.

This is indeed a bit difficult for Su Yan.

Because his pitch is really average.

The second item is instrumental performance.

Su Yan applied for the major of music performance.

Although instrument playing is a secondary item, performance is still required.

I chose a piano piece, but I didn't put enough effort into it. Even Su Yan felt that the performance was too exaggerated.

The interviewers had calm expressions, and Su Yan could not tell anything from their faces.

Finally, it was noon and time for the last project of the school exam.

It is also the most important project.

Vocal singing, as well as music knowledge and quality interview!

After the examiner called out Su Yan's name and number, Su Yan took a deep breath, opened the door and walked into the room.

The room is more like a small theater than an examination room.

There is a piano in the center, and a middle-aged man who should be the accompanist is sitting near the piano.

Sitting below the stage were four judges, who were the interviewers from Lincheng Music School.

An old man with a bald head and glasses.

A middle-aged woman with short hair and a warm smile.

A middle-aged man with his arms folded across his chest and a serious expression.

There was also a young woman who looked not much older than himself.

While looking at the four judges, Su Yan walked onto the stage.

The old man adjusted his glasses and said, "Please give a brief self-introduction first."

Then, he bowed slightly and said, "Hello, teachers. My name is Su Yan, and I applied for the music major in your school.

I hope to become a professional singer.”

After that, he nodded politely.

"Gone?" The old man was a little surprised.

"Well, that's all." Su Yan answered honestly.

The old man leaned forward slightly and glanced at the candidate information on the table.

Then he stared at Su Yan with a blank expression, “Although our school does not have a clear prohibition on admission for students with mental illness.

But the physical examination report shows that you have moderate depression. Do you think our school will accept a student like you?"

Su Yan was stunned, his mind went blank.

The bald old man opposite narrowed his eyes and looked at the stunned candidate with a smile.

As for the other three examiners, they just lowered their heads and seemed to have lost interest in this candidate.

Available soon.

The candidate smiled with relief.

"Yes, I do have depression, and even attempted suicide a few days ago."

The voice just fell.

The four teachers in the audience all raised their heads and looked at Su Yan...