Ancient women awaken: loving yourself is the way to go

Shen Xingxi was stunned, then hugged Wanyu in his arms, his voice dull.

"Wanyu, you have never been a burden. I am just angry that you lived so strong before, but now I have the idea of ​​giving up.

Wanyu, I would rather you ignore my safety, wait for me to go back to the Prime Minister's Mansion to save you, than to know that you are hiding the broken porcelain pieces. "

Wan Yu was stunned, tears flowing out of her eyes uncontrollably.

Shen Xingxi took a deep breath, patted her on the back, and said tentatively: "So can you throw away the broken porcelain pieces?

I admire you for doing everything you can to save your life when facing danger, and I hope you won’t give up on yourself because of this experience.”

She pleaded in her voice, "I am selfish. Your experience this time was caused by me. I don't want to let the guilt in my heart get deeper."

Wan Yu shook her head quickly but did not take out the broken porcelain pieces: "No, I was too confident in myself and thought that I would not be in danger if I brought the drugs. It was you and Nanny Yan who saved me. I should have returned my life to you."

"What are you talking about!" Shen Xingxi's anger was flaming up in her heart, and her voice rose: "Your life is always your own! I do all this so that women can have the opportunity to control their own destiny, so that everyone can cherish themselves. Aren't you slapping me in the face by saying this?"

She closed her eyes, finally sighed, and lowered her voice, "Wanyu, if you can't get over this, I can ask someone to take you out of the capital to see the outside world, or I can ask someone to take you to travel and relax. Life is not just about the present, there is also a future with infinite possibilities.

Don't let the past deprive you of the possibility of seeing the beauty of the world, okay?"

Wan Yu's heartstrings were touched, and she cried on Shen Xingxi's shoulder.

Shen Xingxi patted her back gently and breathed a sigh of relief. It was a good sign that she was willing to vent.

After a long while, Wan Yu whispered, "Empress, please stop trying to persuade me, okay? I'm hopeless. They treated me like that, but I sometimes felt happy. Sometimes, even when they asked me to do something, they were telling the truth."

She smiled sadly, "I am a dissolute person by nature. I shouldn't be alive."

After saying that, she looked into Shen Xingxi's eyes cautiously, thinking that the Queen would definitely not be able to accept it?

Even though Nanny Yan told them that men are just seasonings, people like her who are willing to degenerate themselves are bringing shame to women.

But I didn't expect that the Queen would laugh.

Shen Xingxi pinched her face and said, "Is it wrong to find a way to make yourself comfortable when you are in pain?"

Wan Yu was stunned. She had never thought about this question before.

"Late Rain, defending chastity to the death is self-protection, and being afraid of getting hurt more and obeying the other person is also self-protection. The difference is just a matter of personal choice."

Shen Xingxi had a gentle expression, took out a handkerchief, and gently wiped her tears, "Wanyu, let me talk to you about sex.

Since ancient times, people have always kept silent about sex, thinking it is indecent, but human reproduction is inseparable from sex, and it is human instinct to have feelings during union.

So there is no such thing as being promiscuous by nature? It's just instinct.

I think this word came about because men wanted to control women's chastity.

The theory is that the man is promiscuous with many women, while the women become dissolute.

Your body is yours. As long as it doesn't destroy your family or break the law, you can play with whoever you want. What right do others have to stop you?

So it's not your fault, don't insult yourself."

She rubbed Wan Yu's head and said, "So is there anything you want to do next? I'll arrange for someone to play with you."

Wan Yu was stunned for a moment, then suddenly hugged Shen Xingxi, a smile blooming on her face, as if relieved of a heavy burden, "Thank you, Queen, I don't hate myself anymore.

I was careless this time. I want to continue studying medicine with Master Mo. I don't want to leave, and I don't feel the need to relax. I just want to be a teacher and save people like Master Mo."

"Wanyu is great, then I will take you to the academy."

Wan Yu nodded without refusing. She took out the broken porcelain pieces from her sleeve and threw them into the corner of the room.

Shen Xingxi took her hand and walked out. As soon as they walked out of the room, they saw Mo Hongyun standing at the door like a wooden stake.

Mo Hongyun didn't care that Wanyu was there, and hurriedly apologized: "I'm sorry, I didn't protect you well. I will send more people to protect the people you care about in the future."

Shen Xingxi frowned, "You should screen the people around you first! Didn't you arrange people around me? Why didn't they show up when I was in danger this time?"

After saying that, he pulled Wanyu away.

Wanyu followed Shen Xingxi into the carriage, opened her lips, and seemed to be hesitant to speak.

"If you want to ask anything, just ask directly. With your little mouth open, I thought you were a fish blowing bubbles." Shen Xingxi teased.

For some reason, Wanyu found it very funny and she started laughing too.

The sun was shining brightly, pouring in through the car curtains, bringing warmth and comfort.

Wan Yu curled her lips and asked, "Empress, that's the Emperor, right?"

"It's the emperor. I'm not so bold as to cuckold him in public."

Wan Yu: "I think he cares about you so much. The king of a country actually apologized to you."

"So what? The Prime Minister's assassination of me had something to do with him. Isn't it natural for him to apologize for his mistakes? I also have the right not to forgive."

Wan Yu scratched his head. What the Queen said made sense, but he still felt like there was something wrong.

The carriage stopped in front of the academy, and Shen Xingxi and Wan Yu got off.

Mo Hongyun stepped forward quickly, "I know the rules of the academy. Men are not allowed to enter. I won't go in. Can I wait for you outside?"

He tugged at Shen Xingxi's sleeve, "Xingxi, can you let me wait a little longer? Just have pity on me.

It’s okay if you don’t feel sorry for me. I look at the weather and it’s going to rain soon. I deserve to get wet.

Xingxi..."

System: [What a nice pot of Bai Lian Bi Luo Chun. ]

Shen Xingxi's mouth twitched, interrupting Mo Hongyun's next words: "You can go to the restaurant and wait for me."

"I just want to see you as soon as you leave the academy." Mo Hongyun pursed his lips, "It's okay to be the wife-watching stone."

Shen Xingxi: "..." She glared at him, her voice sounding impatient: "Then you wait!"

But in the next second, he said in his heart: [System, it’s over, I almost forgave him directly. ]

System: [Refuse to eat dog food. ]

Because Mo Hongyun was standing in the corner at the entrance of the academy, only Mantian could see the words above his head, so the system did not delay the voice.

So much so that Mantian was confused when he saw the emperor's thoughts.

Has the emperor ever thought about snatching food from dogs?

Or will the Queen's punishment be to make the Emperor eat dog food?

Then he had to provide better food for the dogs in the palace to prevent the emperor from eating too poorly.

Just as I was thinking this, I heard the emperor ask: "Mantian, what else can I do to calm Xingxi down?"

Mantian answered faster than he could think: "Eating dog food?"

Mo Hongyun's pupils trembled. How could Mantian come up with the idea of ​​making him eat dog food?

Have you ever fought with a dog for food? Or have you ever seen someone make a mistake and be punished by eating dog food?

You shouldn't suggest that he eat it!

but……

Did the waiters at Nanfeng Pavilion ever learn to bark like a dog?

Could it be that Mantian was hinting at seducing him?

In Mantian's eyes, Mo Hongyun's expression turned into the shock of the emperor having his true feelings exposed.

Seeing that the emperor did not refute, he looked up at the sky. After all, he was becoming more and more unable to integrate into this world.