Trajectory 2: entangled curves

"You love her very much, right? It has been a long time since you started, and it's still the same now!" Mi Bei asked Huang Cangran.

He wanted to hold back on saying this, because saying it out loud would be like revealing something, and the result of revealing it would be that he would have another rival in love. But he still asked, because Huang Cangran was too sincere.

Huang Cangran: "Is this hard to see through?"

"So, this is why you don't let me go to her room? Are you still trying to win her over?" Since the "straight ball" mode has been turned on, Mibei doesn't want to stop.

"This...should I say, you don't know her well enough, or you don't know me well enough? Haha!" Huang Cangran was a little helpless, "It's more because of jealousy than love."

"Some of my feelings towards her may be beyond your imagination, and it may be difficult for you to understand for the time being. However, you can try to understand her."

"For example, knowing her lack of love and incomprehensible guilt, you can try to explore what her love would be like."

Mibe: “What do you think?”

Huang Cangran: "In my opinion, love. I mean the love between men and women. For her, it is forbearance, deep burial, rooted, tolerant, indescribable, and without reason. She will not easily admit it, will not easily speak it out, and will not easily take the initiative."

"Aren't you curious about why I think she doesn't love Han Moli? In fact, I was just guessing! I haven't seen her for many years. It's not an exaggeration to say that I disappeared from her life for more than ten years. So, I don't know much about her marriage with Han Moli, but I know her. Although people change, these two years of meeting and getting along with each other let me know that she hasn't changed."

"Let me tell you, based on my understanding, what it would be like for her to love someone."

Mibei: “I’d like to hear more about it.”

"Before I say anything, answer me a few questions first." Huang Cangran kept the topic in suspense.

"Ask anything you like," said Mibe.

Huang Cangran: "What do you think of her IQ?"

Mibei was shocked, but still answered: "I don't know what number to use to describe it, but anyway, it's very smart."

Huang Cangran: "What about emotional intelligence?"

With the first question, this question is no longer surprising.

"Yes!" Mibei replied.

Huang Cangran: "How's your diligence?"

Mibe: “Very hard.”

Huang Cangran: "The most obvious thing is her appearance. I won't ask you about it. Without this face, she wouldn't be able to attract the attention of a handsome guy like you."

"Then let's take Han Moli - her marriage, as an example."

"Now that you have the answers to those questions, think about it again. How could a woman like this get divorced?"

"Han Moli is fickle, and he is loyal to Qin and Chu. This goes without saying."

"But do you believe it? If she really loves him, they will never get divorced."

"She would never lose to the woman Han Moli is seeing outside. She has all the ways and means to keep him. But she didn't do it."

"She doesn't love, so she doesn't bother to play tricks; she doesn't love, so she's not afraid that the result of divorce will hurt herself. She's so good at protecting herself, she's already figured all this out."

"It's just that she is a very principled person. Principles mean responsibility, responsibility to the family, and responsibility to Han Moli. So, she is giving him a chance. Maybe in her heart, she is counting the number of chances she gives Han Moli. However, Han Moli doesn't understand this. When the chances are used up, their marriage is over."

"Now, do you understand why Han Moli still misses Nuo'er? Sometimes, being obsessed with her is not true love."

"Tell me, if you love a woman very much, would you be willing to let her get hurt?" Huang Cangran was talking and suddenly asked a question.

"I can't bear to!" Mi Bei answered quickly.

"So, whether it was Han Moli at the time of the divorce or now, he felt more unwilling than loving her. Because, in this marriage, it seemed that he was the one who did something wrong, but in fact, he felt wronged and aggrieved. He did not feel the real care and love from her."

"What you can't get is the best! This sentence is the truth."

Mi Bei asked: "Why are you telling me this?"

Huang Cangran: "I haven't finished yet. Finally, let me summarize. If she really loves someone, she will be willing to endure any grievance for him. The love in her consciousness may not be about being together, seeking short-term or physical satisfaction. She will treat you well with her heart, so well that she is different from others, and she will not ask for anything in return. Her love is always deep. This is Zhuge Qinuo."

"She is very special to you, right? She hides her feelings for you very deeply, right?" Mi Bei said, "So, you said so much to persuade me to retreat in another way, a way different from how you treated Han Moli?"

"Hehe," Huang Cangran laughed, "I'm not such a mean person."

"The most brilliant strategy is an open one, not a conspiracy. I want you to 'know the difficulty', but I don't want you to 'retreat'. On the contrary, I hope you 'know the difficulty and move forward'."

Mibe: “Why?”

Huang Cangran: "Why? Because you are my competitor."

Mi Bei's eyes suddenly lit up. Huang Cangran caught this expression and asked, "She asked you to sleep in her room. Do you think this was a random thing? Or was it a means to stimulate Han Moli? Or was it a helpless choice due to the previous situation?"

Mi Bei: “It’s probably a little bit of all these reasons.”

Huang Cangran: "Yes, all of these reasons exist, but none of them are right."

"You should know her. As long as she wants, she will find a way. Why doesn't she say to clean up the study or the toy room? There is enough space in these two rooms. Why didn't she say to give the room to someone else, but you?"

"In your heart, is she a casual woman?" Huang Cangran asked, not giving Mi Bei time to answer, "She is not casual at all."

"Because, out of the three grown men in this room, the one she wants to be close to the most is you."

"Speaking of which, it's really enviable. Maybe she hasn't said it as much as I thought. But if that's the case, I'll be even more jealous. This unconscious non-rejection is physiological, and it's the most primitive and natural closeness. Maybe she herself hasn't realized it, but for me, the answer is so obvious."

Mibe: "You just called me a competitor, and you said something to me again. I can't tell whether you are a rival or a teammate."

Huang Cangran: "Don't think about her or me in a common way. Many things will be easy to understand. Just think of me as someone who wants us to compete fairly. In our competition, only if we perform better can she get more happiness."