The road is long, take it and cherish it

Over the next period of time, Yue became more and more indifferent. He locked himself in his own little dark room, but to the outside world, he still behaved calmly, as if nothing had happened.

Yue would not reply to the messages she sent every day if she could. She soon discovered Yue's indifference, and the communication between them became less and less.

During that time, Yue had been thinking about whether he should try to save her, whether he should go to Beijing to see her?

But before he could think about it, one night half a month later, he saw the official photo of her circle of friends. This became the last straw that broke the camel's back. In desperation, he chose the stupidest and most cowardly option. In this way, he deleted all her contact information and completely buried their short past.

During that time, he spent more time on the playground and the library. A month passed by in the blink of an eye. At this time, he felt that he had completely emerged from the pain.

But the friend verification that suddenly lit up on WeChat easily pulled him back into the abyss. Or maybe he never climbed out of the abyss.

In a few words, she was blaming Yue for being so cruel, but Yue had the same idea.

But Yue still relented, and he added her WeChat account again, but since then he rarely had the courage to open the chat box, but every time she posted to Moments, it was like nails. The nails penetrated his body.

The pain only got a little better when he decided to block her friends.

But she didn't know how much time had passed, and she couldn't help but go to Yue again. She told Yue about the troubles that happened in her life, but what she got was Yue's indifferent treatment. They had a big fight that time, and she said that he Changed, became cold, selfish, and unreasonable.

Regarding her evaluation, Yue just looked at the phone and smiled uglyly. He felt that what she said was right. He also hated himself now.

After that time, they lost contact again, and Yue once again deleted all her contact information.

This farewell is two years later.

In the second half of Yue's sophomore year, a plague swept across the world and locked Yue in school. Even his last freedom was ruthlessly deprived of him.

Sophomore year ended in such a hasty manner, and he finally managed to go home for the holidays. The plague was still surrounding everyone, lingering. After returning home, he was sealed at home again. He had originally been on vacation for a month. It was extended indefinitely, and in the end, all his classes were canceled during his junior year and he went out for an internship instead.

After the plague was somewhat controlled, Yue went to work in a private factory near his home. He said he was applying for a job of drawing drawings. But when he got to the office and faced the computer, he discovered that what he had learned in school was , which can be said to be useless for this job. In the next six months, he received an internship salary of 1,000 yuan, and spent most of his time moving heavy wood with the workers in the factory.

In a small amount of time, he could take time off to practice drawings on the computer, but no matter how hard he tried, his results were still worthless in the eyes of the old employees in the office.

After staying in the factory for half a year, he chose to resign after the Chinese New Year. Even though the fat boss said that he could increase his salary to 3,000, he still firmly chose to leave.

After that, he went to the city to find a job as a chef, with a salary of 4,000 yuan. Although the working hours were long, tiring, and far from home, he couldn't afford to pay him so much.

For this reason, I left home for the first time this month and rented a small house.

For the next six months, he spent time in the back kitchen of that small restaurant. During this period, even the bosses changed. Half a year later, staying up late every day made Yue feel that his health was getting worse and worse. , living alone in that small rental house, Yue often wonders if this is what her life is like? If one day I accidentally die suddenly, will it take a long time for someone to discover me?

During that time, in order to relieve the depression in his heart, he also thought about finding a girlfriend. He did meet a girl. He invited her out for dinner several times and chatted for a long time. Yue also thought about it as a matter of course. Is it possible to have a simple relationship with her?

But in the end he was rejected mercilessly. The girl was a few years younger than Yue. She should have dropped out of school when she should have been in school. She is currently working in a restaurant outside. She smokes, drinks and has tattoos, but these problems , Yue also noticed something during his short time with her. Yue hoped that she could change, but in the end he found that he could not change anything.

Later, they lost contact, Yue also quit his job and returned home. He wanted to go out more, so he decided to start preparing for the exam for the tour guide certificate. He wanted to be a carefree tour guide.

But God seemed to be joking with him. After preparing for more than half a year, when the exam was approaching, due to the impact of the plague, the exam that year was canceled after several postponements. .

You have to wait for a year if you want to take the exam.

At that time, Yue's mentality was about to collapse. He stayed at home day and night studying difficult and difficult questions, memorizing explanations one after another. In the past six months, he had no job and had already endured too much. There are many invisible pressures from the outside world.

In desperation, he packed his bags and left his hometown again.

He bought a ticket to Shanghai, dragged his suitcase alone and joined a real estate company. After two rounds of interviews, he successfully joined the company.

At first, he just thought about finding a job and dragging it out for the year, waiting for the day when the exam came. During this period, he could review the knowledge points while working.

But when he really got into work, he realized that after getting off work at around nine o'clock every day, after returning to the crowded dormitory, he had no extra energy to calm down and do other things.

Yue is not a character who is particularly good at persuading others. Even he himself would not have thought that he would stick to this job for two full years.

During this period, he also sold several houses and made a little money. He also forgot about the tour guide exam.

When he thought about it again, it was when Yue Yi had not sold a house for half a year. It was still because of the lingering plague. It was obvious that everyone had finally been released, but that plague After that, the entire market plummeted, and Yue was just an insignificant being swept away in this storm.

In the huge city of Shanghai, one more person is not too much, and one person less than him is not too much.