The road is long, take it and cherish it

After arriving at this so-called university, Yue felt freedom and wealth that he had never experienced before. The school gate where he could enter and exit at will and the monthly living allowance provided by his parents could have allowed him to live a good life.

But after long-term frugality, he has become accustomed to that kind of lifestyle. However, he also participated in various social gatherings in the dormitory in class, but he always ate in obscurity and thought. How to get back to the original state.

This also indirectly led to the fact that until he graduated from college, he was only familiar with a few people in his dormitory, but he didn't care about it.

In the past two years, not many special things happened. Among them, at the beginning of the freshman year, there was a slight disturbance in the selection of monitor. The two strong candidates were both Yue's roommates, and one was introverted and somewhat introverted. Ni He is timid but constantly trying to change the status quo.

The other is Kong Boyu, who is obese, has a wealthy family, and is extremely confident.

First, before the military training started, the instructor asked if anyone wanted to be a squad leader. In the quiet classroom at that time, only Ni He raised his hand. Yue felt inferior to his courage. At that time, Yue couldn't remember it for no reason. My class monitor in high school, if he had been here, would have signed up as soon as possible, and maybe he would have tried every means to get me involved. By the way, when I was in high school, Yue was not idle in addition to studying other aspects. The dormitory manager was the one who took the blame for cleaning the dormitory. He rose from member to vice president in the student union, although it was just a casual position.

During the military training, Ni He was very busy, carrying water and counting people. It has to be said that he did put in a lot of sweat. After the military training, on the night when the class cadres were selected, he was visibly better than before the military training. He became more confident, and in the end he was indeed elected squad leader with one more vote than the second-placed Kong Boyu, while Kong Boyu became the deputy squad leader.

It was nothing at first. It was not a place for learning in the true sense. Everyone came here for the same purpose. These class cadres were just idlers.

But since the selection that day, the atmosphere in the dormitory has undergone some strange changes. The meaningless title in Yue's eyes has become like the apple in Adam's hand in the eyes of others.

Since then, Kong Boyu has continued to trouble Ni He over small things, hitting him over and over again, accusing him of everything he did and denying him on the pretext that it was for his own good. At first, Yue didn't notice anything. Something was wrong, but as the smell of gunpowder in the dormitory became stronger and stronger, another roommate began to follow Kong Boyu in accusing Ni He of what he had done, and things began to get out of hand.

Ni He, who finally tried to come out, finally lost his psychological defense and chose to drop out of school.

After he left, Kong Boyu naturally became the class monitor. Although in Yue's eyes at this time, this title was still useless except for being useful when the class teacher distributed scholarships.

Regarding Ni He's departure, Yue actually didn't have much feeling. Firstly, he had already experienced the sudden departure of too many people. Secondly, his interactions with Ni He seemed to have gone beyond eating together in group activities. There was nothing left, it was very strange, but seeing him leave like this, Yue still felt a bit sad like a rabbit dying and a fox pitiful.

But life will never change because of someone's departure. The ordinary college life still continues. Yue also puts more thoughts on his own beam of light. Yes, after going to college, he finally I mustered up the courage and started chatting with her wordlessly. They were thousands of miles apart across the phone. It seemed that the saying that distance creates beauty was not wrong. She also became a lot gentler. She would lose her temper as easily as before, because Yue Shao was in her third year of high school, so when he was a freshman, she was at an important stage in her life, and Yue only dared to disturb her for a few minutes on weekends. , but just a few minutes is enough to look forward to for a whole week.

Because he was afraid of disturbing her study, there was a sentence he kept deep in his heart. He wanted to tell her after her college entrance examination was over. He just waited and waited, and the time soon came.

She was still as good as ever, with a second grade, which was a score that Yue could not even imagine, because he was not even qualified to take the exam.

However, through chatting with her, I learned that her parents wanted her to repeat a year and try to pass the exam next year, so she was hesitant about what to do.

Of course Yue hoped that she would not repeat her studies. In that case, she would have to wait for another year. But when she thought that this was a major event in her life, Yue did not give any advice in the end. She just hoped that she would just follow her heart and not regret it in the future. Just fine.

In the end, she did not choose to repeat her studies. Yue was secretly happy for this for a long time. He took his roommate with him to the mall to buy gifts. It was also the first time that he went into a high-end lipstick store like a fool and bought some gifts. A lipstick worth several hundred yuan, plus a lot of snacks, and a booklet that he had personally spent this year, which contained the gate of the junior high school they attended together, and a booklet she had sent to her. Portraits of photos in friends circles, anime characters that Yue likes, and words that Yue has always buried in her heart and wants to say to her.

Be my girlfriend, past, present and future!

Yue also spent a lot of effort to find her address, packaged the gift with his thoughts in a beautiful gift box with a shallow crack, and mailed it to her.

The crack was accidentally caused when Yue was buying a gift box because there were too many things to fit in it. Because she didn't want to affect the other party's continued sales, Yue bought it.

By the time she received the express delivery, it was already more than a week after it was sent. In fact, the express delivery had arrived on the third day, but she was not at home, so she signed for it late.

During that more than a week, Yue's mood was up and down, her whole body was buzzing, she couldn't sleep well at night, and she didn't feel like eating during the day.

When the express delivery was signed for, Yue was so frightened that he even looked at his phone secretly. Finally, he clicked on her chat box and tremblingly expressed his thoughts. However, it took a long time for him to receive the message. the other party’s reply.

"I'm sorry, I don't want to fall in love yet. These things are too expensive. I'll send them back to you."

Just these few words were like a basin of cold water, completely extinguishing his burning heart.