ordinary human life

Upon hearing this, Mr. Zheng turned around and left with satisfaction.

Hu Qingyan, who was standing on the side, listened to their conversation with a dazed expression. She was obviously the one who wrote the plan.

"Qingyan, don't blame me for taking your credit. Yes, you wrote the plan, but it is also the result of everyone's hard work. Otherwise, your plan would not have reached Mr. Zheng's hands at all. You wouldn't really be I thought you planned to write well? Well, this month’s bonus is definitely indispensable to you. You have worked hard during this period. How about I give you half a day off and go home to rest and rest. You see that you are younger than me and have bags under your eyes. heavier than me..."

Manager Lu patted Hu Qingyan on the shoulder, looked concerned, then turned and left with a smile on his face.

Hu Qingyan wanted to refute, but she couldn't say anything.

"Ah~"

"However, it's not bad to have a half-day vacation, and there will be a bonus next month, which should be quite a lot." Hu Qingyan thought a little bit Ah Q.

Then pack up and get ready to go home.

"In the afternoon, ask your boyfriend to go shopping together. The two of you haven't gone shopping for a long time, but today you said you were looking for a job, and I don't know if you found it..." Hu Qingyan thought to herself.

Picking up the phone, I wanted to call and ask, but thinking about going back soon, I put it down again.

On the way back, she saw a watermelon seller on the side of the road, so Hu Qingyan bought half of it.

Then I carried it all the way back, and when I reached the door, my hands hurt and my arms hurt.

In the past, at home, either her father Hu Lijun or her elder brother Hu Lanhai carried it. How could she ever carry such a heavy thing and carry it so far.

But her boyfriend likes to eat watermelon, and when she thinks about it, she doesn't feel so tired.

"I don't know if I've come back or if I found a job."

Hu Qingyan put down the watermelon at the door, rubbed her sore elbow, was about to change her shoes, and then froze for a moment.

Because there is a pair of unknown women's shoes on the shoe rack.

"Are there any guests?" Hu Qingyan was a little puzzled, opened the door and walked in.

This house was rented by her after she came to Shanghai, but her father Hu Lijun paid the rent for her every month. Otherwise, her little salary, after paying the rent, would not be enough for two people to live on. Mother Song Yiping's.

But after entering the door, Hu Qingyan was stunned.

Because there was a man and a woman playing in the room.

Hu Qingyan is not a fool, so there is something she doesn't understand.

Angry, she rushed in immediately.

Sure enough, her boyfriend was "discussing business" with a woman taking off her clothes.

And Hu Qingyan knew this woman.

She is one of Hu Qingyan's seniors and her boyfriend's classmate.

"Hey, why are you back?" Seeing Hu Qingyan, her boyfriend didn't panic, and sat up from his clothes calmly.

"Don't you want to explain to me?" Hu Qingyan asked angrily.

"Is there anything to explain, didn't you see it?" The boyfriend picked up a cigarette beside the bed and lit it.

"You...shameless, get out, get out of my house." Hu Qingyan grabbed their quilt and threw it on the ground, picked up something and threw it at them.

A bottle of lotion was thrown directly on the boyfriend's head.

"What the hell are you crazy about?" the boyfriend scolded in pain.

"You're crazy, shameless, get out of here, get out of here..."

"Hehe, why should I leave?"

"This is the house I rent."

"You rented it? I signed the contract, and you are the one who wants to get out."

Hu Qingyan was stunned when she heard the words, she didn't expect her boyfriend to say such a thing.

She frantically grabbed the makeup on the dressing table and threw it at it.

"Fuck, don't you think I don't hit women?" The two who were evading with their heads in their arms finally became angry.

The boyfriend strode over, slapped Hu Qingyan on the face, then pulled her hair, dragged her outside the door and pushed her to the ground while she cried out in pain.

"What the hell?" The boyfriend covered his forehead with disdain, turned around and was about to go back into the house, when he accidentally tripped over a watermelon on the ground and almost fell down.

"What a broken thing." The boyfriend kicked the watermelon away, and the watermelon rolled out of the plastic bag and shattered to the ground.

Then he went back to the house cursing, closed the door with a "bang", and locked it from the inside.

Looking at the red watermelon flesh all over the ground, Hu Qingyan felt like her heart was broken to the ground.

Chapter 281 Fever

Hu Qingyan can be said to have grown up in love since she was a child.

Her father loves her, her mother loves her, and her elder brother protects her everywhere.

So I didn't experience any setbacks and grievances at all.

Thinking of the grievances received at work, thinking of her boyfriend's face...

There seemed to be an indescribable grievance in my heart that I couldn't vent.

She wanted to call her parents to talk, but she hesitated the moment she took out her phone.

She was no longer a child, so calling them would do nothing but increase their worries.

If I want to call my brother, my brother will definitely call her stupid, right?

Edited a text message, hesitated for a long time, and finally did not send it.

Standing on the bridge and looking at the gurgling river under her feet, she suddenly had an idea.

"I'd rather die."

Like the whisper of the devil, she climbed over the railing and jumped down without hesitation.

The moment she fell off the bridge, Hu Qingyan began to regret it.

She seemed to see the grief-stricken eyes of her parents and brother

In the next life, can I still be your daughter?

……

"Am I stupid?" Hu Qingyan asked as she put down the cold water glass.

"Yes."

Hu Qingyan couldn't help but glared at He Sihai, it was too straightforward.

But then he realized that this was to guide the adults, so he lowered his head timidly.

"Is it worth it to give up the parents who love you and raise you for a scumbag?" He Sihai asked calmly.

"It's not worth it." Hu Qingyan whispered.

"But I was confused at the time, and it was too late to regret it." Hu Qingyan said again.

He Sihai understands this point better. This is a problem that ordinary people will make. When playing games, the brain suddenly recharges 648, and when shopping, the brain suddenly buys a bag that is completely useless...

It's very normal, He Sihai often has hot-headed moments, but poverty keeps him calm, so he rarely does these hot-headed things.

But sometimes, once the brain is hot, there will be no future.

Hu Qingyan belongs to this category. Many suicides, most of them belong to the momentary fever at that time.

However, this also exposes a problem, self-control and coping ability.

In a disguised form, it is said that the education of Hu Lijun and his wife failed. Although they gave Hu Qingyan all the love, they protected her too well.

This made He Sihai have to reflect on whether Taozi also made her experience some setbacks.

But in the end, think about it and forget it. Taozi has experienced enough since she was a child, and it is completely unnecessary.

Ok……

that's it.

……

"So what is your wish? Find revenge on your boyfriend?" He Sihai asked curiously.

Hu Qingyan shook her head.

"I want to say goodbye to my parents and tell them that I love them. I want to say sorry to my brother... to be his sister is the luckiest thing in my life."

Hu Qingyan sobbed softly as she spoke.

"In two days, I'll go back with you." He Sihai accepted her wish.

Then he ignored her, stood up and walked towards the door.

Liu Wanzhao came with Taozi and Xuanxuan.

"Didn't you say you went to see the furniture?" He Sihai asked strangely.

"It's boring if you don't go." Liu Wanzhao said.

"Yes, it's boring." Taozi said.

Then I watched Xuanxuan teasing the dirt dog in front of the door.

She didn't dare to go forward because she was a little afraid of dogs.

"As long as you are satisfied with it, it's useless to ask me to go, I have bad eyesight." He Sihai said directly.

"Then we have to go together." Liu Wanzhao came up and took his arm.

Then he looked at Hu Qingyan who was sitting in the Wenxin Pavilion and weeping.

"There are guests... people are here."

She saw the soul lamp on the table and paused for a moment.

"A poor man who is not worthy of pity." He Sihai replied casually.

Liu Wanzhao was a little dazed when he heard it, and didn't understand what this sentence meant.

He Sihai didn't explain much, and stretched out his hand to extinguish the soul lamp.

Hu Qingyan's voice disappeared without a trace under her nose.

Hu Qingyan stood up silently, then walked out the door, bowed to He Sihai, and left the Wenxin Pavilion.

Walking along the road around Jinhua Lake aimlessly, I feel lonely and sad beyond words.

she wants to go home...

She wants to love her parents.

She wanted to "bully" her brother all the time.

She wants to go and see them.

……

He Sihai did not delay for a few days, and was ready to go to Shimen the next day.

It was mainly what Liu Wanzhao meant. After hearing what happened to Hu Qingyan, she let out a deep sigh.

Is Hu Qingyan worthy of pity?But it's all her own choice.

Say she is not worthy of pity?Not exactly, it's just that she paid her feelings wrongly, there are countless examples like this, but she gave her life.

But what is even more pitiful is her parents. They gave her all their love, and she left without a sound. How heartbroken they are...

"However, why are you following?" He Sihai asked Ning Taohua thinking of being beside him.

It feels like I haven't seen her for a few days, this girl has gained a lot of weight.

"Qingyan can be considered my friend, I will go see her off too, let's bid her a final farewell." Ning Taohua said.

"When you took advantage of her, why didn't you think of her?" He Sihai thought to himself.

But he didn't say much, but turned his head to look at Luo Huan, who was following behind, with an apologetic smile on his face, and asked, "What about you, what's the matter with you coming here again?"

"Hu Qingyan and I have known each other for a while. Death is the most important thing. She is about to return to the Underworld. I will also say goodbye to her for the last time." Luo Huan said with a serious and lonely expression.

This is completely nonsense, I have only met a few times, and I haven't even said a word, so this is considered an acquaintance?