Sign-in life from the county magistrate

Following these flaws, Shen Yu successfully pried open the memory of the other party.Countless fragments of memory flooded into his mind, which also reminded Yang Lixin of the past.

"Huh, huh!" Panting heavily over and over again, the countless memories made him dizzy for a while, and the information in his mind made him even more pale.

"So, it's really me!" Recalling the past, Yang Lixin was not irritable, nor did he fight with Shen Yu, but instead looked extremely sad.

"Yang Lixin, back then you clearly had ambitions and enthusiasm, but you never thought that you would degenerate like this in the end!"

"Shen Yu, Shen Hengzhi, not everyone is like you." Collecting his memory, Yang Lixin gave a wry smile, the helplessness on his face was beyond words.

"Shen Yu, these years, you have been as brilliant as the sun and the moon. Every time news about you comes, I am very excited for you, and sometimes I even wish I could replace you."

"I also want to be the master of the people, and I also want to realize the ambitions in my chest, but I am as humble and pitiful as dust. Do you know how I have lived these years?"

"You don't know, you can't imagine it at all!" A bitter smile climbed up his face, Yang Lixin seemed to be confiding to Shen Yu, and seemed to be talking to himself.

"Children from poor families have no one to rely on, we can only rely on ourselves, but I am just a scholar with no strength, what am I going to fight with others!"

"Did you know that I have been ostracized as soon as I took office, and everyone just treats me like a puppet!"

"I don't want to join forces with them, but so what, they don't take me seriously at all."

"Just because I came from a poor family, just because I have no background, even if I want to make a fuss, so what. All my letters ended up in the sea, and what I got was warnings again and again!"

"Actually, I once thought, if I don't submit to them, why don't they kill me and replace me with an obedient person. Then I figured it out, because I'm just a waste."

"Kill me, and another person will come up, maybe someone with a deep background and a strong wrist will come."

"That's why, it's better to keep such a useless person like me who has Ling Yunzhi for nothing, but has no power to fight back against them. At least, people like me are easier to deal with!"

"Shen Yu, Shen Hengzhi, do you think I'm a joke!"

Chapter 773 I Just Want to Be a Good Official

"Yang Lixin, you are too extreme, so what about the poor family. If you are willing to work hard and polish the foundation a little bit, you may not be able to make a comeback!"

"Come back? I used to think the same way, but the reality always makes people powerless and desperate. The so-called comebacks are all deceiving children."

Weakly lowering his head, Yang Lixin looked like a loser at this time, exuding a decadent aura from his whole body.

"Hengzhi, you don't know that although I have been a county magistrate in Lujiang City for several years, I have no prestige at all."

"Which one of those high-ranking families and gang families takes me seriously! Sometimes I wonder if I'm not as good as a puppet."

"I try my best to do something for the common people, but I fail again and again, and I am disappointed again and again!"

"I didn't know how many times I lost until a few months ago!"

Recalling everything in his mind, everything that happened a few months ago is the root cause of his downfall.

It's not that he wants to be like this, it's just that he has no choice.

"Hengzhi, there are some things you don't know. A few months ago, for some unknown reason, the strength of those warriors suddenly increased, and they began to become invincible, and even the most basic camouflage had to be torn off."

"The improvement of strength brings about the expansion of ambition. They don't care about other things at all. The battle that was originally in the dark has been completely put on the bright side."

"At that time, Lujiang City was full of battles and bloodshed everywhere."

"They act recklessly, as if they want to reveal the most sinister side of their hearts. They kill and set fire, and start doing all kinds of evil like bandits."

Clenching his fists tightly, what happened back then was vivid in his memory, it was a nightmare he didn't want to recall.

At that time, he was still powerless, and could only be bullied and ravaged by those arrogant masters again and again.

"At that time, ordinary people in Lujiang City were completely affected and suffered heavy casualties. Every family was wearing white silk, and people were crying bitterly every night."

"I watched the people being killed. I couldn't bear it, so I went to beg them, begging them not to do anything to the people, not to hurt innocent people."

"But they don't agree, I beg them, they just don't agree!"

"They made me kneel down, bow my head, bark like a dog, and even lick their shoe uppers. I did all of these. For the sake of the people, I can bear it!"

"I just hope that they can kill fewer people. I just hope that they can restrain themselves, at least not to panic the people of Lujiang City. At least, it can give the common people a way to survive!"

"But in the end I was tricked. Not only did they not have bracelets, but they became more and more rampant."

His eyes were red, and those humiliating memories engraved in his bones made him unforgettable. Those ordinary people who died tragically in front of him seemed to be accusing him of being useless over and over again.

"Shen Yu, you don't know at all. That day, they robbed a civilian girl in front of me, in front of me, the county magistrate, and a dozen people defiled a little girl who hadn't passed the exam yet."

"You don't even know what kind of scene it was. The little girl was dripping with blood between her legs at the end, and she couldn't even wail at the end."

"She just looked at me like this. She wanted me to save her, and I wanted to save her too. I desperately wanted to save her."

"But in the end, they stepped on my head and couldn't even get up. I could only watch helplessly. You know how helpless I was at that time!"

Looking at Shen Yu with a roar, Yang Lixin was in a state of madness at this moment, as if he wanted to vent all the anger in his chest.

At that time, he really had the urge to destroy everything, and that feeling is still hard to erase even now.

"Heng Zhi, brother Shen, I'm different from you, I'm just a trash, a worthless trash!"

"Tell me, what can I do, what can I do. I just want the people under my rule to live and work in peace and contentment. I just want them to kill less, but I can't do it!"

"I can only watch the people being murdered, and I can only listen to their wailing. I can't do anything except helplessly shout at those evil thugs!"

"After killing people, they will show it in front of me swaggeringly, as if showing off their achievements."

"I, the county magistrate, am just a clown they use for entertainment!"

He sighed decadently, who knew the sadness at the beginning.Those reckless fighters are laughing at his incompetence, and those suffering people are scolding him for being useless.

As for himself, he has no choice but to swallow all the pain in his stomach.

Whatever he can do at that time, as long as there is a little chance, he must firmly grasp it.

"During that time, I was the most helpless and painful, and I wanted to give up for a while."

"I can only buy drunk every day to numb myself, and I even hope that I can afford to be drunk once, so that I won't have to suffer from it anymore."

"But at this time. I met that person, and I made a deal with him. He gave me strength, and from then on, I gave him everything, including my soul!"

"I have no choice. I can no longer watch so many innocent people living in dire straits, so I can only do this."

"Relying on the strength he gave me, I successfully suppressed all the rebels in the city. I made them feel fear, and never dared to oppress the people at will."

"They all thought that I had endured for several years and then exploded. They didn't know that I sold myself in exchange for the strength of this body!"

"But do you know the price, the price is that I am not me!"

Raising his head, Yang Lixin's face was full of indifference, and the killing intent seemed to quietly begin to occupy his mind and deprive him of his reason.

"When night falls, I start killing people. I can't control myself. My hands are covered with blood."

"I'm helpless, I'm hesitant, I watched myself kill the whole family, and when I heard the crying baby die in my hands, I completely collapsed!"

"You know, I became the person I hate the most, and that's the price!"

"I can't accept this reality, and I can't bear to become what I am now."

"Gradually, I began to block my memory, I began to try to forget the fact that I would kill people at night, and I began to deceive myself gradually."

"Tell me, I'm a good official, my strength comes from my own hard work, not from trading, not from selling myself!"

"But now, you want to pull my memory away and let me recall the past again."

"You don't know everything I've been through. Of course you can stand high, and of course you can insult me ​​wantonly from a moral high point, but does anyone know how I live?"

"Kill, kill, I want to kill everything, destroy everything!"

As the memory returned, Yang Lixin became more and more abnormal at this time, his murderous intent began to boil, and his whole body was filled with extreme rage.

"No, why am I like this? Shouldn't I only lose myself at night? Why is it still like this now?"

Listening to Yang Lixin's words, Shen Yu glanced around and couldn't help but whisper to himself, "Maybe, it's because I appeared!"

"Hengzhi, kill me, kill me!" Grasping Shen Yu's shoulders with both hands, Yang Lixin's red eyes seemed to be filled with endless blood, it was a tyranny that seemed to erupt at any time.

"I don't want to be controlled by others, and I don't want to be a sinner with blood on my hands. I've had enough. While I'm still sane, you've freed me by killing me!"

Seeing that Shen Yu didn't make a move, Yang Lixin casually pulled out the policeman's knife next to him, and laid it across his neck.

"Ziheng!"

"Hengzhi, you don't need to come here. Do you still remember what we said before the scientific examination. We encouraged each other back then, saying that we must be good officials in the future and we must benefit the people."

"But now I have broken my promise. Not only have I achieved nothing in these years, but today it is even more contrary to my original dream."

"Hengzhi, you must be a good official. Don't be like me, don't be like me!"

Taking a deep breath, the blade in his hand cut across his neck, causing a large amount of blood to spray out.

Immediately afterwards, Yang Lixin fell into a pool of blood, his body still twitching uncontrollably.He stared blankly at the sky, as if expressing his dissatisfaction.

Chapter 774

"grown ups!"

Seeing Yang Lixin lying in a pool of blood, several police officers rushed up and lay beside Yang Lixin, everyone looked very sad.

They didn't expect that their lord would suddenly stab their neck with a knife, let alone that he would really commit suicide.

At this moment, everyone is inexplicably sad.Their sadness was not feigned. Obviously, Yang Lixin should be respected.

"Master Shen!" One of them plucked up more courage, raised his head and looked at Shen Yu, "Master, I don't know what Master Yang has done, but he is a good official."

"Without him, people in Lujiang City are still in a state of panic. He even gave most of his salary to the poor, and he is just a simple meal every day."

"I know he is a good official, it's not that I can't forgive him, it's that he can't forgive himself!"

Just relying on what I saw in my memory, I can't empathize with myself. Just now, Shen Yu could clearly feel Yang Lixin's emotional fluctuations. It was a feeling of being on the verge of struggling and collapsing.

His memory was not sealed up deliberately by himself, but subconsciously he didn't want to think of those things, so he subconsciously forgot everything like this.

He was escaping the fact that he killed innocent people indiscriminately, escaping that he had become a person with blood on his hands.

When all the memories of the present reappear, when the reality cannot be escaped, he can only choose to end his life to end everything completely.

Just as Yang Lixin himself said, at night, he can't control himself. This is not something he wants to do, but that he is no longer something he can control.

Before that, he was just a frail scholar, and his thin body could not protect more people.In order to gain the power to protect the people, he has already sold himself.

Yang Lixin was right, he could only speak while standing without back pain.I have strength and strength, so naturally I don't feel that there is anything, everything seems to be taken for granted.

But those who have no power and ability to protect others, how helpless and self-blaming they will be when facing everything.

If it were myself, it might be the same choice.Of course, it is possible to be much cowardly than Yang Lixin.

At least they will stand up bravely for the sake of the people, and beg those villains who have killed countless people regardless of danger.And I am afraid that I will try to avoid it in every possible way, and I will only think about how to save myself.

Heh, if things don't happen to me, I will never be able to truly understand the difficulties of others.

In fact, looking at it from another angle, by letting Yang Lixin restore his memory, he was killing him in disguise.

I thought I was an upright person, but in the end I was nothing.

At this moment, the power in Yang Lixin's body suddenly rioted, and Shen Yu immediately protected several arresters.

The next moment, his body exploded on the spot, if Shen Yu hadn't protected the surroundings in advance.This power alone is enough to destroy the surrounding miles.

It was only at this time that Shen Yu realized that the reason why the female worm in the woman's body was detonated just now was probably not because of Yang Lixin's initiative, but because they had the same power in their bodies.

The Gu worm in the woman's body and Yang Lixin's power belonged to the same source and were controlled by the same person.

At the beginning, Shen Yu only controlled the female worm in the woman's body, but did not seal the power of Yang Lixin. At that time, he did not know that there was something wrong with Yang Lixin.

And when the female worm in the woman's place was controlled by Shen Yu, something abnormal appeared.The power in Yang Lixin's body does not need to be controlled by himself, it will react automatically and silently destroy all traces of existence.

Wherever there is an abnormality, the power in their bodies will trigger it.The woman was controlled by him just now, and the female worm in her body exploded under such a reaction.

Now that Yang Lixin committed suicide, the power in his body that did not belong to him also appeared abnormal, and naturally the same reaction appeared.

It has to be said that the person who gave them the power must be terrifying, so scary that even if he doesn't appear, it is enough to be able to control everything.

"Brother Yang, I've taken care of your affairs, but I want to see who it is!"

This old friend of himself was full of passion, but ended up in such an end, no matter what, he had to know who did it all.

Looking outside the city, Shen Yu's figure left the spot, and when he reappeared the next moment, he was already at the edge of Luoyue Lake outside the city.

Although he didn't know who actually controlled Yang Lixin, it can be seen from Yang Lixin's memory that he only knew that he would go to Luoyue Lake every time he killed someone!

Including the woman just now, when she was thrown into the river with her hands and feet bound, she should have thrown herself here as well.

Standing quietly on the lake, for some reason, Shen Yu suddenly felt a palpitation in her heart.It seems that there is a great horror hidden under the calm water.