Ugh, wasn't the Awakening System supposed to make me the main character?

Could it be that the system allowed my penis to develop in order to make things easier for what happens next?

If I remember correctly, the system mentioned a state of **fullness** before. Could it be that this is what it looks like now?

If I remember correctly, there seems to be another state of heightened sensitivity...

It's only been rubbed by soft clothes and it's already like this. If Ning Xueyang were to breastfeed it...

It will break!!!

That kind of thing is absolutely unacceptable!!

Even if I lower my head and try to avoid looking at Ning Xueyang, what's coming will still come.

Soon, Ning Xueyang continued walking towards me, and the heavy footsteps made me feel a strong sense of suffocation.

I can only stay rational by avoiding looking at Ning Xueyang now. If she calls out to me or touches me, things will definitely get worse.

Even with my defenses raised to the limit, I still couldn't suppress that burning, restless excitement.

However, the lunch break was limited, and the other teachers would be back soon, so Ning Xueyang didn't have time to waste and extended an invitation directly.

"Come to my office later~"

Given my current rationality, I could have refused.

Before I could even speak, Ning Xueyang placed her delicate hand on my head and called out softly again.

"Mom~"

! ! ! ! !

Don't...don't touch my head while calling for Mom!

The sensation on my head and the sound in my ears traveled deep into my brain, and an immense sense of happiness welled up within me once again—a happiness that I could not suppress with reason.

Even knowing I couldn't agree, even knowing it was because of the system that I became like this, even knowing it was a trap, I still felt the touch from Ning Xueyang's hand, slowly closed my eyes, and silently nodded.

However... however, it's not over yet! I'm still rational. As long as things get through this, I can find a way to resist Ning Xueyang, and it will still be the same!

"Hehe, let's hurry over there then~"

Seeing me nod, Ning Xueyang took my hand, which made my already strong sense of happiness even stronger.

Ugh, will I really be able to resist Ning Xueyang later?

129. Became a mom...

Soon, Ning Xueyang led me by the hand to her office.

Feeling the warmth of those hands, I felt the air smell sweet, my brain felt tingly, and my consciousness gradually became light and airy.

Even though nothing had been done yet, just being led to the office by Ning Xueyang's hand, my body was about to be overwhelmed by an overwhelming sense of happiness. If I hadn't retained this last bit of rationality, things would probably have turned out very badly by now.

Just looking at Ning Xueyang now fills me with an overwhelming urge to love and cherish her as her mother.

"Alright, now that everyone's gone, we can begin~ My dear teacher~ or perhaps, Mom?"

Ning Xueyang approached me slowly with a wicked grin, which made me realize that the Ning Xueyang in front of me was still the same Ning Xueyang as always, the Ning Xueyang whose mind was full of thoughts of harming me.

As for the gentleness or naivety just now, it was all just a temporary appearance created for the system's task.

I kept reminding myself of this, afraid that I would be drawn into some terrible state by the other person's acting skills.

But the next second, Ning Xueyang suddenly reverted to her previous state, revealing a childlike, innocent expression.

She leaned close to me and said in a sweet, coquettish voice.

"Mommy, I'm so hungry~ I want to drink milk~"

The childlike voice was like a deadly poison to me at that moment, slowly eroding my already dwindling rationality.

So happy, so comfortable~

I'm so happy I could fly! I'm so comfortable I can't think straight!

But...no, I can't be happy, I can't be comfortable! If I get caught up in my feelings, then I'll become Ning Xueyang's mother, then I'll have to breastfeed Ning Xueyang~

Even though I knew perfectly well that Ning Xueyang was an actress, I still couldn't resist, and my maternal instincts were getting stronger!

"No, no! You're so big now, you can eat solid food!"

With my last shred of reason, I rejected Ning Xueyang.

Ning Xueyang looked disappointed after being rejected, as sad as a child who wanted to buy a toy but was refused by their parents.

"Ugh, is that not allowed?"

Looking at Ning Xueyang's current state, under the influence of a strange maternal instinct, I actually felt a little sorry for her.

Even though she's clearly a pervert who wants to toy with me, and I'm the one being targeted, seeing her sad makes me want to do anything to make her happy.

Is this what it feels like to give a child maternal love? But I'm clearly not Ning Xueyang's mother!

The words of refusal were left unsaid; instead, Ning Xueyang continued speaking.

"My mom used to feed me every day at noon! Does that mean she doesn't love me anymore?"

What the hell!!

I was about to retort when suddenly I felt a strong sensation in my brain, as if something was trying to break through my brain!

I checked my memories and quickly found some that shouldn't be there. I immediately realized that these memories were from when I first entered the memory.

Before I could figure out what to do, that intense feeling came back again.

"What?! What a weird thing! Don't let it get into my brain!!!"

Even though I tried my best to close my defenses to keep strange things out, the combination of an inexplicable sense of happiness and the sudden influx of memories was too overwhelming, and my brain's defenses were quickly breached.

The feeling of happiness that invaded my brain became more intense, and unfamiliar memories entered my brain at an even faster pace. At this point, my defenses had been breached, and all I could do was cover my head and make a futile resistance.

As the influx of traffic increased, I began to recall more and more things...

"I can't escape, I can't escape!! Strange memories are flooding my mind: the experience of being pregnant! The experience of giving birth to Ning Xueyang! The experience of holding Ning Xueyang for the first time! The experience of breastfeeding Ning Xueyang for the first time! The experience of comforting Ning Xueyang for the first time! The experience of watching Ning Xueyang grow up little by little! All of them are flooding my mind!!"

Aaaaaaaahhhhhh!! I know it's fake, but I can't escape, I can't escape, I can't escape! My whole life is about to be rewritten by these strange memories! I'm going to become Ning Xueyang's mother! Aaaaaaaahh ...

"

Having lost all reason, I screamed wildly, and after a series of violent convulsions, I temporarily lost consciousness.

When I regained consciousness, several minutes had passed.

"Mom? Mom? Are you feeling any better?"

A familiar voice reached her ears; it was Ning Xueyang calling out.

Upon hearing her voice, I immediately perked up and opened my eyes.

As the first ray of light entered my eyes, I slowly stood up.

"Ning Xueyang?"

"Mom? What's wrong? You don't usually call me that."

Ning Xueyang's eyes revealed concern. Her words made me feel dizzy again, but I immediately remembered.

"Oh dear, Mommy forgot, I'm so sorry, Yangyang~"

I patted my head and apologized to Yangyang with a smile.

I'm so confused. I've been calling my daughter that since she was born, so why am I suddenly calling her Ning Xueyang?

Fortunately, Yangyang didn't pay too much attention to it. Instead, he looked at my chest and reminded me with a mischievous smile.

"Mom, it's already noon!"

Yangyang's reminder made me realize that it's my daughter's lunchtime.

As for what's for lunch...

Thinking about this, I couldn't help but look down at a certain part of my body with embarrassment.

I vaguely remember that before I gave birth to Yangyang, I was often mocked for being flat-chested.

But after giving birth to Yangyang, her breasts underwent secondary development and suddenly became like this.

That's why it often feels strange there, and you need to find a way to cope.

Based on the principle of not wasting anything, we can only make Yangyang finish it every day.

Fortunately, Yangyang doesn't mind my strange mother and helps me solve problems every day.

Speaking of which, I'm starting to get a feel for it again, and Yangyang has given me a hint too, so~

"Yangyang, help Mommy with this today too~"

I blushed slightly and said somewhat awkwardly.

"Hmm~"

She chuckled softly and came to me.

Slightly open your mouth and take it in.

As I breastfed Yangyang, I felt an overwhelming sense of happiness welling up inside me.