After rebirth, I became Tokyo Sentimental

Chapter 90 89. I said I love you, but I didn’t say I only love you
The body is not like a bill. You may be able to avoid paying the latter by refusing to pay it, but the former will have to be paid sooner or later.

Fatigue will only accumulate.

Because she had to arrange work for her vacation and wanted to follow Harano Tsukasa to the airport, Suzumiya Saka hadn't slept well in the past two days. After she appeared at the airport and recognized him, she kept talking. She didn't rest on the plane, and even when she arrived at the hotel, she was eating and shopping non-stop, and didn't have time to rest at all.

However, during this period, perhaps because of the excitement of coming to Osaka, she did not feel tired.

But after she and Harano Tsukasa returned to the room, took a shower and lay down on the bed, the sudden relaxation made her body feel extremely tired.

But only tiredness.

But I didn't feel sleepy at all.

Because Harano Tsukasa was lying next to her.

It was the first time she lay next to a man, especially in the same bed, so it was impossible for her to remain calm. Moreover, when she slightly leaned to the side, she rubbed against Harano Tsukasa's body. Even the touch of his hips caused ripples in her heart.

In the pitch-black room, only two steady breathing sounds could be heard.

If the location was changed to home, Suzumiya Saka would fall asleep quickly in this atmosphere, but as the temperature in the bed gradually increased, and she could still smell the masculine scent mixed with shampoo on Harano Tsukasa, she felt as if a fire was burning in her chest and her body was gradually getting hot.
And because she accidentally bumped into Harano Tsukasa when she leaned sideways just now, Suzumiya Saka was now cautious and dared not move, and her posture was very uncomfortable.

It was also because of this that the fatigue that had been surging in Suzumiya Saka's body due to not having time for a long time seemed to be suppressed again. Her heartbeat slowly became very strong, and her palms were slightly sweaty.

Nearly two minutes passed like this.

It was clearly less than 120 seconds.

But she felt as if every second was as long as an age.

Hearing the breathing sounds beside her becoming increasingly steady, and even starting to become weaker as if she was asleep, Suzumiya Saka could no longer suppress her restless heart, and made a sound in the originally silent dark room.

"Yuan Ye.. are you asleep?"

"It's only been five minutes since I turned off the lights, and you're breathing so loudly, do you think I can sleep?"

"I... why am I breathing so loud..."

"You seem nervous?"

"Me? Nervous? Which eye did you see that?"

"Yes."

"… .."

"You...you don't have anything to say?"

Suzumiya Saka clutched the quilt tightly. She originally wanted to ask him if there was anything he wanted to do, but suddenly she felt that the purpose was too obvious, so she changed her words.

"for example?"

"Like the usual funny conversations..."

Shouldn't normal boyfriends and girlfriends or couples talk about some interesting topics before and after doing that kind of thing? Suzumiya Saka remembered that this seemed to be called couple's night talk, which could promote the relationship between husband and wife.

"No interesting things to talk about, but there is one more serious thing." Knowing what she was thinking about because she couldn't sleep, Yuan Ye Si turned sideways, opened his eyes in the dark and looked at her face: "For example, let's discuss what you most want to do to me here at this moment?"

Feeling the movement from the mattress beneath her, Suzumiya Saka realized that he seemed to have turned sideways. After hesitating for a moment, she moved her body and turned sideways.

The retina of the eye has dark adaptation function.

The so-called dark adaptation refers to the process in which the sensitivity of the visual system gradually increases after entering darkness from light. This process takes about thirty to forty minutes to complete, and then you can barely see in the dark.

Although it was far from that time after they turned off the lights, for some reason they were able to sleep only twenty centimeters apart on the two-meter-wide bed, so they could see each other clearly at a distance that could be called close.

"Why are you asking me? Shouldn't I ask you?" Looking at the pair of eyes so close to her, Suzumiya Saka resisted the urge to look them in the eye and asked back.

"Then do you want to hear it?"

"you say."

"I've played with you thoroughly from head to toe."

Suzumiya Sasaka panicked and quickly turned her face back, cursing in shame and anger: "Vile! Dirty! Disgusting!"

"You won't be happy if I tell you."

"Can't you think of something else?" Suzumiya Saka fluttered the quilt in annoyance.

"My Miss Suzumiya, lying in the same bed and even the same blanket with a woman late at night, and I know that this woman is very beautiful and has a good figure. In this case, as long as I am still a normal man, I can't help but have this physiological impulse."

Harano's words were very straightforward.

It can even be called explicit.

If it happened under normal circumstances, or if it didn't come from his mouth, Suzumiya Saka would only feel extremely disgusted when hearing such words, and it was the kind of disgust that came from men who only thought with their lower body.

However, now she not only did not feel that way, she even had a slight sense of joy in her heart. After all, Hara No Si thought she was beautiful, and she also had the urge to do that kind of thing.

With this feeling of secret joy, Suzumiya Saka whispered while pinching the quilt: "Then you can't say it out loud..."

"Can't tell? Then I'll start doing it."

Yuan Ye Si's voice came from the side.

Hearing this, Suzumiya Saka instantly remembered the intimate behaviors that had humiliated her in the office several times before, and subconsciously said as if by reflex: "Don't touch me! Be quiet!"

After saying this, she didn't feel that there was anything wrong. After all, as a woman, she had to maintain the most basic modesty. But this time, Hara Ye Si didn't listen to the advice and just go straight to the action like he did in the office before. Instead, she waited for a long time but there was no movement.

Why don't you move me?

Hurry up, you dog!
Suzumiya Saka bit her lip and couldn't help but slowly turned to look over, only to find that Harano Tsukasa had already fallen into a sleeping position without her knowing.

And he was still staring at the ceiling.

I was staring blankly, not knowing what I was thinking.

As time went by, the dark adaptation of the retina became more and more appropriate. At this distance, Suzumiya Saka could already see the expression on Harano Tsukasa's face. However, when she saw him suddenly staring at the ceiling in a daze without saying a word, she calmed down and subconsciously said, "Can I ask you a question?"

"You ask." Yuanye Si came back to his senses after hearing the voice.

Then he turned slightly to look at her cheek.

Suzumiya Sasaka stared at his face, and asked anxiously, "Do you really like me?"

Harano Tsukasa met her gaze.

No words were spoken for a while.

Instead, I questioned myself in my heart first.

Like it?
Just like he said just now, in terms of looks and figure, of course Harano Tsukasa likes a beauty like her. And coupled with the fact that she had been his boss for a long time, it does make him, as a man, feel a desire to conquer her. So you can imagine how pleasurable it would be to have her under him.

Moreover, Suzumiya Saka is cold on the outside but warm on the inside.

Although he often has a cold face as if a glacier has not melted for thousands of years, his heart is burning hot.

Not to mention that under her icy beauty appearance, she is actually a somewhat tsundere contrasting woman. Just the various strange wishes that Harano Tsukasa observed through the wish list during their daily interactions make him feel like flying in rage from time to time.

Back to the reality.

She is undoubtedly a wealthy lady. As for her age.

She will be thirty next month.

I am already 24 years old, which means I only have two gold bricks. For young people in big cities, the age difference is not that big.

After spending so many days together and having so much intimate contact, whether it was his own initiative or she was willing, Yuanye Si was also an emotional person, so it was impossible for him not to be moved.

But the more you are tempted, the more dangerous it is.

Because he had made a mistake with Aunt Shimizu before, he repeatedly controlled himself towards Suzumiya Sasaka and did not follow her wishes and hit the home run directly.

The home run was awesome.

But what happens after that?

Putting aside the fact that a wish list can directly affect a woman's success, the emotional debts he has incurred so far are enough to keep Yuanye Si confused for a while. What's more, he has always admitted that he is a scumbag. Although he has not reached the point of loving one woman at a time, it is indeed difficult for him to control himself if he meets someone who makes his heart beat or impulsive.

So no matter whether it was the various troubles that Suzumiya Saka discovered after the home run, or the moral guilt of taking advantage of her innocence even though he knew she was not a green tea, he would not allow his small head to easily control his big head.

But the meat was already in front of him, and it was not his style not to eat it, so he took advantage of the opportunity when Suzumiya Saka came along, and he was ready to make up his mind whether to give up this relationship or take on this responsibility.

But regarding the question of Suzumiya Saka.

Yuan Ye Si still gave the answer from his heart.

"Quite like."

Suzumiya Saka couldn't help but hold back her breath when she got the answer she wanted. Her heartbeat became even stronger, but she suppressed the feeling and asked again, "Do you love me, then?"

"It's love."

This time, Harano's answer was not satisfactory.

Hearing this, Suzumiya Saka's heartbeat, which had been accelerating, slowly returned to normal, and then a surge of anger surged in her chest, thinking that he was actually joking at this time, and she couldn't help but reach out her hand from under the quilt, fiercely grabbed Harano Tsukasa's arm and said, "What do you mean by count? What do you mean?"

Harano Tsukasa decided to use stimulation therapy, and then bring up the main topic he wanted to talk about, to test her true thoughts, so he said the classic quote: "I said I love you, but I didn't say I only love you."

It is clear.

Stimulation therapy is effective.

When Suzumiya Saka heard this, she was so angry that her lungs almost exploded. The nails she grabbed on Harano Tsukasa's arm were almost digging into his flesh, and her breathing became rapid.

"Harano Tsukasa, do you want to die? If you don't want to see the sun tomorrow, you can repeat it again."

"I'm serious. Let's not talk about others first. Just based on the special relationship between Kurosaki Orizuki and you, isn't this considered a betrayal? Since no matter how you explain it, it won't make sense, then the three of us can only live together."

Harano Tsukasa continued speaking while enduring the pain.

The last time when Kurosaki Orizuki tried to use himself as bait to bring down Harano Tsukasa in this way but was discovered, he never imagined that he actually had the same intention.

But what he didn't expect was.

Her high-sounding tolerance calmed down Suzumiya Saka, who was so angry that her hips were shaking.

And then…

There's no after that.

Suzumiya Saka neither sat on his right leg as Harano Tsukasa said, nor did she get angry as Kurosaki Orizuki imagined. Instead, she forcibly pulled the latter out of his arms and said they should talk somewhere else. As a result, after Harano Tsukasa took them home, Suzumiya Saka went into the room with Kurosaki Orizuki to talk alone, and didn't chat with him much.

I just talked about Kurosaki Oritsuki's past and the congenital disease she suffered on the chat app at night.

Now let's talk about this topic again.

Suzumiya Saka still didn't give an answer right away, but the fingers that were clasped on Harano Tsukasa's shoulders through her pajamas loosened a little: "She is an exception..."

"Then I can make an exception."

"no!"

"Double standard?"

"No! She and I are both women, so even if something does happen, you won't suffer any loss at all!"

"That's what you think, but I actually feel that I'm at a disadvantage, because apart from the body, people have so much energy and thoughts, and the same goes for love. If there's more on one side, there will definitely be less on the other side. Or do you think that mental infidelity doesn't count as infidelity?"

"I haven't done anything excessive with her like you think. We are just close."

"how to prove?"

"Then how do you want me to prove it?"

“That’s your problem.”

"I…"

In the darkness, he could vaguely see the hesitation on her face, and Harano Tsukasa felt that the time was almost ripe, and continued: "And even if we don't talk about Miss Kurosaki, it's hard to guarantee that there won't be other people in the future."

"What do you mean by this?" Suzumiya Saka was slightly stunned when she heard this and had a bad feeling.

And what Yuan Ye Si said next.

She was so angry that she almost fainted on the spot.

"I'm afraid that you and I will fall in love with someone else in the future. After all, the current atmosphere is too impetuous. Speaking of myself, to be honest, it is difficult for me to guarantee that I can control myself after all the bad social atmosphere blows to me. Before you have the chance to regret it, I suggest that you calm down and think carefully."

No matter how dumb Suzumiya Saka was, she knew what he meant by this sentence. She was so angry at this typical scumbag's remarks that she felt that all the words Harano Tsukasa said when he confessed to him were lies. The fingers holding her suddenly increased their strength, and her chest heaved and she laughed in anger:

"What am I thinking about! What you just said means that it will be normal for you to cheat in the future?"

"No, I'm just giving you a heads-up. Who can predict what will happen in the future? If you or I meet someone of the opposite sex who makes our hearts beat, and we decide to break up or divorce and look for someone else, then it would be a waste of time."

Harano Tsukasa's tone was very calm, as if he was just stating a fact, but to Suzumiya Saka, his attitude was simply a betrayal.

I'm thinking about breaking up just after we started dating.

I'm thinking about divorce before I even get married.

If this isn't betrayal then what is this!
Suzumiya Sakamaki's eyes went dark. She never thought that his 37-degree mouth could say such cold words. She felt that her sincerity had been thrown away. She could no longer remain calm. She said fiercely with a pretty face: "Then I will make you give up this thought!"

As she said this, her hand that was clasping Yuanye Si's shoulder suddenly loosened, and then fell along his shoulder naturally and seemingly unintentionally.

However, when Suzumiya Saka was about to retaliate against her just as Harano Tsukasa had done to her in the district office, within a few seconds, she suddenly felt the scene more realistic than ever before, more intuitively than ever before.

But at first I was just watching.

But now I am experiencing it personally.

This feeling made her freeze on the spot.

If one must use more appropriate words to describe it, Suzumiya Saka's mind has become blank, with only one thought emerging.

perhaps…

I simply can't be as relaxed and carefree as the heroine in the movie, let alone laugh and smile.

(End of this chapter)